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"They will not lose what I have lost"

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if i am evil. i create character A, who indulges often. always eating, always fucking. but time and time again reveal that he is not hungry. he is not lustful. he performs hunger and doesnt truly feel it. he performs sexuality and doesnt truly feel it. and for fifteen years he performs indulgence into desire he doesnt feel. i create character B, who does not indulge. never eating, never fucking. but time and time again reveal that he IS hungry. he is lustful. he denies hunger but feels it deeply. he denies sexuality but feels it deeply. and for fifteen years he refuses to indulge in the desire he feels. and then. in the final season. allow character A to finally desire something. allow character B to confess his desire. and then kill them both before either is able to really indulge in something they truly desire. if i am evil. i do this.

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"use chatgpt" that's the devil talking. buy four caffeinated drinks and pull an all nighter. this is the way.

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destiel // first light - hozier // watch on youtube

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when has sam or dean ever done it like her

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I do wholeheartedly believe Jeremy Carver is a sick sick freak. I like Supernatural Seasons 8-11 but I definitely think this guy has like a hidden room in his decrepit apartment that he slips into quietly each night and it is just filled with tiny little doll replicas of all the actors he's ever used in any of his seasons and he puppets them around and mimicks their voices and shit. and sometimes he'll text Misha Collins pictures of his little doll with a comb or something from an untraceable number and pair it with like "see how I take care of you Misha?" and then the following day Misha Collins will find him at the service table and go, "Geez Jeremy look at this," and Jeremy will pretend to be all concerned and horrified but there is this calculating almost eager look in his eyes that unsettles Misha Collins. and the next time Jeremy is having a little soiree with all his actors, his beloved beloved actors, maybe Misha Collins will accidentally get lost on his way to the bathroom and find that little room and see all those dolls and his throat will hitch with horror. And before he can call Kathryn Newton or Mark Sheppard to look a dark silhouette will appear in the doorway and Jeremy looks sort of resigned when he says, "I see you finally found my secret, Misha," and Misha Collins will try and pretend that he's fine with it but they both know better. and Jeremy will go (the look in his eyes back again) "We both know this can't get out, right?" and he'll grin very suddenly and Misha Collins will laugh along very nervously and leave the room and eat some brioche and when the evening is over he will rush over to his Prius and frantically click his keys but over the cobbles on the haunted haunted street there is the sound of footsteps. and tears are running down Misha Collins's cheeks but he can't say a word and Jeremy, emerging from the shadows, will gently touch him on the shoulder and say, "look, I'll drive you to the airport, huh?" and Misha Collins will try to refuse but they both know it's futile. and, halfway through the drive, Jeremy Carver will smile and say, "I'll miss working with you" and then perfectly jump and roll out of the car, wiping off his corduroy pants, while Misha Collins's Prius swerves into a local patisserie, bursting into flames

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That one wish pearl episode but Dean introduces cas to John like dad sir this is my queerplatonic domestic life partner who’s also a powerful monster and rlly strong we’re platonically living together raising a bouncing baby boy and show a picture of a fully grown man who’s even more powerful than the other guy and John sees Mary but she’s younger than her son and they live underground in a cement coffin prison and they’re also like “yeah we met your dad. He’s cool” and then johns like “I have got to kill that demon”

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My mom is waxing poetic about cheese tonight

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Thirteen and house chaotic bisexual duo was something I didn’t know I needed till I watch the ep where thirteen comes back from jail. They’re the most girfail boyfail duo ever. I love their father daughter duo and when house offered to kill her I think that was genuinely one of the sweetest things anyone’s ever done for her.

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“If you want to really hurt your parents, and you don’t have the nerve to be gay, the least you can do is go into the arts.”

— Kurt Vonnegut (b. 11 November 1922)

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could u imagine if ppl talked about catholicism the same way they talked about like… indigenous ppl’s religions….

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I love learning about the gay firefighters solely third hand from my dash I hope I never see one minute of this actual show because it would ruin it. They all look identical and I’m not sure how many of them are actually involved at this point. All of their names are Brad. I’m happy for whatever occurred for them tonight.

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im a psyop but for something else. something huge. youll see soon enough. anyways has my blogging been convincing? say yes cuz this is going on my performance evaluation.

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will never stop being funny actually. they straight up are just not listening to him at all.

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dean is like. dad IS leaving us mysterious coded Commands From On High so that i can check off a little secret to-do list and get a gold star for being the specialest little discipleson in the whole wide world. dude trust me. and sam is like you are so seriously insane anyways i'm gonna go bust rocks open with my bare hands right about now

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"men aren't allowed to have anything these days" god if only