edwardae

[edwardae]

i ain't fighting for a spot in anyone's life anymore, fuck that

[edwardae]

““Remember, you have been criticizing yourself for years and it hasn’t worked. Try approving of yourself and see what happens.””

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[edwardae]

I used to think it was important to have common interests with the person that you are in a relationship with but now I think it is more important to be similar in other aspects. like how kind you are. how you treat the people you care about, how you treat strangers. how you deal with anger. how you deal with pain. and not necessarily dealing with all these things the same way but being perceptive enough to understand what action each situation calls for. it’s important for both people to be on the same page about what that action should be. it’s important to me to have that kind of synchrony.

[edwardae]

Goin thru shit alone really build u

[edwardae]

[edwardae]

do you ever miss someone but never let them know because you have this feeling that they are doing just fine without you anyways

[edwardae]

[edwardae]

I passed the hardest moments alone while everybody believed i was fine

[edwardae]

It sucks that you have to keep yourself busy to feel okay

[edwardae]

[edwardae]

I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kinda of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself

[edwardae]

“It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside but you have to act like it doesn’t affect you at all.”

— (via love-diaries)

[edwardae]

Relationships are not a game. Quit the "well they didn't answer my text for two hours yesterday so now I'm gonna wait two hours to answers theirs." Quit the "I'm not gonna tell them that I'm upset cause if they really care they'll notice and if they don't notice they don't really care." Quit the "I'm not gonna text first cause it's their turn." Quit all of that. If you want to talk to them, talk to them. If you want to see them, ask them if they want to hang out. If you care about them, let them know. If you have something to say, say it. Stop playing all those silly mind games. It's a waste of everyone's time.

[edwardae]

The worst thing you could possibly do is listen to what I’ve been through and put me through it again.

[edwardae]

real romance is just being deeply stupid together. i dream of one day meeting someone i can be deeply stupid with and not feel embarrassed 

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