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buck giving birth to his and eddie's baby

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i love how everytime i see buck in his turnouts they‘re a lil short for him

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Louise Glück, from "The Burning Heart" in Vita Nova

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If Eddie Diaz does one thing, it's be excited to see Buck, a guy he sees like 80% of the time

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thinking about a welcome home party for eddie and chris where buck knows he's in love with eddie. trying to attach himself to christopher's side because they've always used that kid as a feelings buffer (and if buck thinks about that for too long he'll lose his motherfucking mind) and it just makes sense because chris was gone longer than eddie but chris is a teenager now and he missed denny and he's perpetually embarrassed by adult affection so he suffers it for a little while before slipping away to play video games with denny. and then buck is dodging eddie every possible way he can, waiting on pregnant maddie hand and foot, helping bobby in the kitchen, tom cruising it up behind the bar for hen and karen (and eddie), cleaning up messes, taking food and drinks to chris and denny, playing with jee and mara, anything and everything possible to not get stuck alone with eddie because he just can't. and he ducks outside when the whirlwind gets a little too much, when he catches eddie's eye across the room and sees nothing but overwhelming fondness with this little hint of sad understanding, and he just needs a breather. but then the door opens and closes behind him and a warmth as familiar to him as his own body settles beside him and they just breathe together for a moment before eddie jokes that he thought buck'd be happier to see him. and buck can't really joke, not about this, so he tells him that he missed him like a lung and he's just getting used to breathing again. and eddie asks why buck's avoiding him. and buck just whispers "i don't think i know how to be around you anymore". and eddie says "i don't think i know how to be without you, so we should probably figure that out". and buck looks up at him with big, wide eyes and eddie's looking back at him with nothing but certainty in his eyes.

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coming home from work and opening an ao3 tab like a blue collar worker cracking open a cold beer at the end of hard day

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it's literally the mid 2020s

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OHHHHH MY GOD

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OMFGGGGGGGGGG ❤️

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what are you afraid of seeing when you look in the mirror?

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unpopular opinion (maybe?) i don’t want eddie to come back from texas because buck was injured in some way, partially because i don’t want buck to only receive good things when they’re rewards for getting hurt, and Mostly because i need those two to have a real reunion hug without any bruises or broken ribs to worry about

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Buck when Eddie walks into his house after being in El Paso for less than two weeks.

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COUNTDOWN TO 8B: 2 weeks to go -> Buddie + birds of a feather

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before buck and eddie get together i want bobby to find them standing too close together up against the fire truck. and i want him to say “sorry if i’m interrupting something? :)” and i want buck and eddie to jump apart and start spluttering like they’ve been caught somehow. and i want bobby (fully just teasing them) to say “no hey i get it, before you all found out, athena and i were the same way.” and i want there to be a few seconds of silence while the layers of that sink in. and i want buck and eddie to freak out. is that so much to ask???

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causally thinking about eddie diaz’s hands. the hands that wring together when he’s nervous, that wrap around the neck of a beer bottle, that curl into a muay thai glove, that hold his son with love, that seek out the curve of his best friend’s shoulder, that help and heal people

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Oh my god Eddie is gonna be in Texas trying hard not to be miserable about missing Buck, and he's gonna be on the couch in his way too empty house and Chris will put on Hotshots and suddenly it's gonna be the episode where he and Buck are the nurses and he's gonna see Buck's face on screen and suddenly burst into tears. Chris tries calling Buck like he did the last time he saw his dad seriously break down- but Buck can't come running like he did before

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colored one of the frames from that comic for practice and ended up liking it enough to post it. oh bobby we're really in it now..................