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I hope you’ll smile once you look back at our memories. They’re happy memories, ain’t they? Thank you for coming into my life. My life used to be so dull and empty, and you came to me, colouring the void within me. I love you, baby. Happy 1st.

Scroll down, baby.

I always appreciate the littlest thing you’ve made for me without you even realising. Thank you for giving this to me. You make me feel so loved. I love you so very much

Have you ever felt how sweet little tidbit that makes you realize how happy and blessed you truly are? Imagine that you’re with the love of your life who has been together with you for a long time. Him holding your hand when you walk and her ears move up her head slightly. Even after the passing time, she’ll still smile through him heart upon seeing you. I cherish every moment I had with him and I’m grateful that I can still walk down that memory lane.

Can you believe that we’ve made it this far? Two month of us being together. I want to stay together with you for a really long time. Please keep my heart, yeah? I’ll keep yours as well. Our journey may not be the smoothest but that’s what makes our bond stronger. There’s a lot to write about you, but you got me thinking of your recent question that I haven’t managed to answer properly. Therefore, let me explain it further here.

I love you. I always will.

Hello, Wijar How was your day? Did you enjoy it as much I enjoyed mine? Well, I hope you enjoyed it even if it was less than 100%.

This is kind of awkward for me, or maybe for you too? To be frank, I have never done this kind of thing before, but I wanted to do something new for you. Sounds cliché, I know. Or you probably almost throw up when you got this whole paragraph through this carrd. Be ready, Jar. You will read more thoughts about yourself from my perspective. Doesn't it make you feel dugun dugun or I am the only one who feels this kind of thing? I don't know yet...

It has been a few month we knew each other. You probably have heard of me from your friend before so.. I was pretty nervous when I tried to talk to you like 'am I doing it right?' 'will he get scared of my sudden action?' but my friend said it is okay, so I did that.

I thought you will kick me as soon as I made my first move but no, you were so sweet and nice in our first met. I felt like I was talking to the most delicate person and yes, you are indeed the most delicate, sweetest and nicest person I have ever met.

Instead of talking about yourself, you said like 'hey, let's talk about yourself too!' and that was the cutest thing I have ever read. I never expected someone would say that when my intention is pretty obvious to get closer with you. You made me feel like I think I finally find someone who will not making me feel left out because you always make sure to ask about what did I do in a day or some random question. That is cute. And I am thankful for that.

And when you talk about any things you like, I feel like I can see the stars on your eyes or those love eyes emoji that I often see on anime or other animation movies. CUTE. Call me a simp and I will not complain about it. My friends already knew about it, and now it is your time to see the full version of Edbert and his simping agenda over Wijar.

I wrote this whole paragraph while realizing my feelings for you have gotten bigger each day. I am fully aware of my feelings and what we have been doing; throwing jokes, sharing laughs, talking about anything we like until pass my bedtime and those warm touches.

Wijar, I may have said this before, I am not that kind of person to make promises telling you this or that but, I am willing to try anything with you. I am willing to share my playlist with you even though you already knew I have weird interest on my music taste or… My taste in general. I am willing to spend my day with you and maybe holding hands and give you a small pat while saying I am sorry, the world is too cruel for you.

The legend Yerin Baek once said, I'm in love. Yes, I'm in love with the idea of your existence because it makes me feel happy, safe and sound. I love to hear your stories about anything from you even if it it takes a day, two days or months to finish it, I would love to do that.

Dear Wijar :

This might be a little late since I was busy and demotivated with everything. I guess it’s better late than never, yes? I just want to appreciate you for being with me, for willing to stay with me despite my shortcomings. I know I’m not a perfect boyfriend, but you always encourage me to bring out the best version of myself. Just so you know, I don’t usually write this kind of letter what is it called? A love letter? I don’t know if it can be considered as a love letter though.

Again, I don’t know where I should start it off from. You have no idea how much I love you. Perhaps, I need to lend you my eyes, so you’ll know how insane you drive me. Truthfully, I don’t think I’ve ever loved someone the way I love you hence why this is all new to me. There are some sides of me that I haven’t shown to anyone, but you manage to embrace every and each side of it. I always love everything about you. Be it when you’re happy or even when you’re not feeling good yourself. I’ll always love you either way. I hope you’ll keep that in mind. I’m writing this letter because I’m missing you a little extra, so please wake up soon and love me again.

30 days have passed and my feelings for you didn’t change. Better to say that my love for you keeps increasing with each passing second. It’s still the same as ever like our first met and our first night, the night that leads us to become one. I’m glad I’ve found my happiness in the form of a person. I’m used to thinking it’s impossible for me to love someone until you came into my life. You make me happy and excited. Even a few hours without is hard. It feels like I want to keep you forever with me. I want to hold you and keep you safe in my embrace. Just the two of us. It’s us and no one else.

Do you know the scent of the baking bread that floods out the entire room right after we step into the bakery shop? It’s a sweet aroma that somehow smelled warm, as it would most likely resemble you in person. Your presence gives me warmth and comfort I know I’ve said it many times, and I’d never get tired to remind you of how much I love being around you. I love when you begin rambling on whatever you have in mind because I’ll always find you cute. On top of that, you’re so lively and vibrant no wonder everyone loves having you around. Well, I must say I’m the luckiest to have you. I want to be with you for a long time, as much as time allows us.

I guess I have to stop it right here because there is a lot I want to write about you, but I’m saving it for another occasion. See you, my babiest baby!

Happy first monthsary, sweetheart.

Sincerely Yours,

Edbert