me: I’M GOIN TO SHOW THE WORLD THE REAL ME! -- is trying to show off optimism
also me: my life is an endless abyss of nothingness -- is being needlessly depressing
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Why must we always go back to this?
We’re just kids trying to survive.
I have one foot in each world, torn between them.
I need to eventually choose... ghost, or human.
I imagine that when I die, it’ll [It, being death.] just tether myself to this world I so secretly want to escape.
....
Why didn’t I just die...?
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