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I should clarify that this wasn't explicit and nobody probably actually meant it, but it certainly felt heavily implied to me and it also didn't help that everyone around me seemed to be acting the same way

really trying to escape the "you're only valid if you have weird kinks and actively/openly engage with them as well as everyone else's" part of the internet. I don't have anything against what other people do but I felt super pressured and it just made me uncomfortable and I really do just have a Weird Limit here

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really trying to escape the "you're only valid if you have weird kinks and actively/openly engage with them as well as everyone else's" part of the internet. I don't have anything against what other people do but I felt super pressured and it just made me uncomfortable and I really do just have a Weird Limit here

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typing "pizza" into the youtube search box until their AI determines that I am 8 years old

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diversity win! the most infamous greifer who went inactive in 2011 on the oldest anarchy server in minecraft is a trans woman

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das skibidi poopenfarten

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grassy vacay photo

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Ground-Types collage

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someone's gotta make a neil cicierega mouth album but for mid-2000s-early-2010s music instead

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I think I'm trying to be a more assertive person but I'm also anxious and depressed as hell so it just comes out as randomly shaking people down to help me when I'm spiralling. oops?

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Tbh I'm really moving away from sex-positivity and more into sex-neutrality as a label for my stance bc I'm kind of... exhausted?

I view sex itself as a neutral act. Not shameful, but not some Awesome Sacred Innately Good And Human thing. It is good for those who are impacted positively by having it. It is bad for those who are impacted negatively by having it. Its meaning and value is not objective but rather up to the individual to decide what it means to them. I am "sex positive" insofar as I think people should have the sex they want, and be free to express themselves. But I don't know, I'm a very private, low-libido black stripe asexual with a lot of bitterness about sexual norms and expectations and sex positivity as a movement largely doesn't feel like it cares about me or is at all for me. Sex is a thing. Do it if you want. Don't do it if you don't want. I'm pretty tired of moralizing in either direction about it.

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I hate being employed bro's..... all my time is being spent either preparing to work, trying to work, or utterly exhausted from working and doing nothing but bedrotting and watching youtube videos all day

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tbh I am on so many levels of weird taste that I don't really fit in anywhere

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ok I am like. Super tired but it's still too early to sleep so I'm just lying here aimlessly