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I’m loving this take of yours !! The style, themes and all the lil intricacies and links between the parts. part1 this one fuckin moved me. j'ai du le relire plusieurs fois. LOVE how you manage to convey such a complex yet familiar feeling (with simpler words than tes habitudes lol)  It personally reminds me of child abuse, how you just get used to it and how you kinda sleepwalk life until one day BAM you're already a "scared child" trapped inside an adult body.

part2 "wishing ugliness was a simple matter of skin"  </3 (idk why "Are you too repulsed by my pain?" somehow reminded of La Fille Des Enfers and that "Ippen... shinde miru ?" she always whispers before killing the human. It just sounds like a threat ? said in a slow, disquietening voice... )

part3 It's like addiction went on and ate everything (including all the many Nanas' help)... "Leave me/Venom is my liquor/I'll handle it if I want to" WHY U GOTTA HIT SO CLOSE DAMIT-

part4 I love how you bring back child's play imagery on the last part (fits nicely with the 1st one). This one was very hard tbh, I think it could be one of your best. You captured depression in such a raw/intimate way. That "What if I lied on this bed until the end/Wishing freedom but too tired to crawl to the sun" line at the epilogue, girl...

I'm fuckin proud of you <3

Hello,

It's been a while. I had a horrible writing block since, forever. As some of you may know, things got hard and still are. Be sweet with me on that one, I know it's all over the place, I'm trying to get back to it and allowing myself to try some stuff <3

I wish everyone a good day or night.

See ya,

Nana

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It’s so nice to read your poems again. <3 This feels like an intense battle between two Nanas fighthing for control. One in need, the other wielding more power. the balance is like fucked as the first is the insecure one/feels like a fraud and relies on the other to get her dose of (toxic?) validation. kinda like a bad!butglam!mommy ?

I especially love these lines  "Remember when mornings were pure, you were watching ice and lilacs [...] You now only climb in your head and hope you can still Birdwatch from there."

and : "I chose weakness to avoid falling under violence"

Hey, a little something !

I know i'll be incredibly frustrated with random mistakes i'll find tomorrow in this but hey, it's late, i want to post this ! So like my mom would say "À chaque jour suffit sa peine".

Nana says hello !

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j’avais déjà bcp aimé la version française, now this is definitely one of my top10  favourites !! <3

- Nana, Dinette (Writober 2020, day 10 : Favorite food)

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I absolutely love this new poem ! Your depiction of mothers with all that celestial imagery go soo well together.  This one particularly moves me “Mothers are emptied by angels or raise them up to never call them this way”. J’ADORE <3 !! 

Trying something for escapril. Hope it went well for you. Contribution for day 28 : extreme dissonance

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Study for Possessed Actor (An actor being taken by an onryō while performing in an historical play), 2018

Ink and bodycolour on prepared paper, 17.9 x 27.4 cm

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still alive

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Inktober, day 15 : “We know they’re hungry so we better feed them…” (”…Skip the bullshit and gives us some of OH!” -Hermetico by Balkan Beat Box) -Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober, day 14 : “2020 classes” -Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober, day 13 : “Déconstruction” -Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober, day 12 : “Life Saviour” -Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober, day 11 : “15.02.2004″ -Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober, day 10 : “Up at dawn to draw Super Jeanette” -Rehab’s Vemod

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love the imagery in this one

Writober day 10 (favorite food) - Dinette

Nana, Dinette (Writober 2020, day 10)

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Inktober, day 9 : Good morning sunshine~ -Rehab’ Vemod

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Inktober day 8 : fill me up - Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober day 7 : Nana - Rehab’s Vemod

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Inktober, day 6 : Pigeon bridge - Rehab’s Vemod