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~ g o o f y ~

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I love me too

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Rapidly becoming touch starved for someone who touches people for a living. Save my soul. Love me one more night.

*plays with own hair*

1/11/2024 • 1:19am

pathetic

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Just so like... it's clear... anyone who censors words that contain "man" or "men" to anything like "xxn" that's TERF shit.

Any reference to women/womanhood that solely revolves around having a uterus or "womb" is TERF shit.

Any sentence where the OP says they support people being "trans identified" with quotes around ""transwomen"" or ""transmen"" is TERF shit.

I'm seeing a lot of you baby Tumblr gays out there not knowing what these specific TERF dogwhistles look like.

"Wombxxn" is an incredibly dumb way of spelling "woman" that treats the word "man" like a slur and also reduces women to their ability to give birth.

"Trans identified" is their way of saying "this person calls themselves trans, but I don't believe they are."

Saying "People should be allowed to identify however they wish, but we still need to protect women/children" IS TERF SHIT.

Learn to identify this garbage, because not all TERFs are going to spell out their intolerance for you. Some of them are going to try and seem reasonable and polite and normal, and it's fucking dangerous to our community.

Also unpack any internalized transphobia and your transmedicalism, because both those things will have you quickly siding with TERFs and bigots.

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Wild horses crossing a river in Iran Photo: Eydi Heydari

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She’s here beside me, yet I miss her.

My heart is heavy, and that’s okay.

I always find my way, even as they slip away.

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Mile stone moment.

I’ve been off and on meds since I was 14?

Today marks the longest I’ve ever STAYED on them consistently, and boy howdy.

My allergies have been in check.

My back is holding me up & not back.

My brain. Hahahaha. My brain. Its always a whirlwind of extremes, they don’t make meds for that, but there’s been no risky behavior. I’ve been managing the mood swings. They’re not managing me. Life is.. exciting? Still feels weird to say, but I enjoy living more days than not now.

I’ve always hated taking medication, even for a headache or cold, but coming to terms with the fact that I need it for quality of life has brought me a year filled with so much experience and stability.

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having MAJOR life-alert moment.

help

I can’t get up.

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plz b real, love - a fellow hair-artist

Hair by Alexis Ferrer

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They try to warn you.

They say it’s hard.

You gotta put the work in.

Communications key, don’t stop talking.

What if it isn’t. What if you love so freely and talk so deeply it isn’t hard. It doesn’t feel like work.

Maybe the only thing that hurts is your own insecurities that you’ve learned to overcome.

It’s fun. It’s joyous. It’s affirming, light-bright-airy tears of joy, skin to skin, smiles for miles.

Maybe it’s not work, but a passion project. Building the relationships you’ve always wanted. You deserve it. Don’t look back.

The days will never feel long enough, no time is ever enough when you have so much to give, but no time to share. You’ll figure it out.

Missing someone? Try missing someone(s)

You said you wouldn’t hold yourself back, but you’re so worried about too much this, too much that. Too much communication? Too much time? Too much…don’t say it. They’ll run.

Drive yourself mad. Completely bonkers.

Calculate what an appropriate timeline looks like.

It doesn’t exist. You know that.

You already know that.

They tried to warn you.

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Alejando Dumas: La Dama de las Camelias (1848)

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So what, I’m not a reality tv star.

Ive kissed my own shoulder during a hot jack off sesh so what? Not like im gonna run for president

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s-ewagegator

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Oh beautiful woman.

She gave me such a longing look

Casting light in every corner of her flat

Sundays Summer sun

Oh beautiful woman

Horizontal, floating next to me.

I trace my finger down the curve of her back

Imagine that.

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Finding flecks of light.

You thought they had all burnt out

Now you watch them glimmer across your skin.

Don’t ever stop. You’ve earned this.

Golden hour looks good on you.

You worked had for this love.