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Me: feels slightly negative emotion Me: TIME 📢TO ⚔️DO 🔪🔪🔪SOMETHING💉 DANGEROUS!!! TIME TO FUCK MYSELF UP!!!! 💊🚬🔫🔫🔫

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bpd issue #34

Me: *texts friend during emotional breakdown*

Friend: *takes 2 hours to respond*

Friend: are you okay? what happened?

Me, whose mood swing has already passed and is back to business as usual: do I tell them I'm better already or do I fake still being upset. Which is more believable

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fp: i love rhinestones

me: 

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do you BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER LOVE

(after love after love after love)

i can feel something inside me saying

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CARA DELEVIGNE JUST POSTED THIS ON FACEBOOK. I AM SCREAMING

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bpd: you know what? nobody really likes you and you can barely be tolerated

me: source?

bpd: *sweats nervously* trust me bro

me: shit ur right

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yo I am so happy i found BPD blogs. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one having these thoughts.

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bpd issue #34

Me: *texts friend during emotional breakdown*

Friend: *takes 2 hours to respond*

Friend: are you okay? what happened?

Me, whose mood swing has already passed and is back to business as usual: do I tell them I'm better already or do I fake still being upset. Which is more believable

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me: *wants to socialize, make friends, and stop isolating myself in general*

my brain: BITCH… NO ONE 👏 FUCKING 👏 LIKES YOU 👏 NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE YOU 👏 YOU DON’T DESERVE FRIENDSHIPS 👏 YOU HAVE NOTHING OF ANY WORTH TO CONTRIBUTE TO CONVERSATIONS 👏 YOU’RE A DISGUSTING 👏 HIDEOUS 👏 PIECE OF SHIT 👏 KEEP TO YOURSELF YOU PARASITIC GREMLIN 👋

me: ok nvm I guess

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!!!¡¡!!!!¡! IMPORTANT !!!¡¡!!!!¡!

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in this house we do not speak the F word

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Date a boy with blood of gold and skin of silver

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an aesthetic that will never go out of style: making others feel loved, needed, and important