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omfg dude my body is so fucked right now migraine so bad its hard for me to think and my entire lower half of my body all of my joints have just been FUCKED for the past week ): my ankles knees and hip and then on top of that my shins hurt too. trying a compression sleeve for my knee to see if it helps today but its not doing a whole bunch. SIGH

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its like yeah while you are posting your multi-country study abroad trip pictures on instagram i am sitting in my shoebox apartment with about 6 dollars and some cents in my bank account so i would say we are living two very different lives here

ages 20 to 30 are about being in poverty and struggling with severe mental illness and praying to god that someday any of this work im putting in to try to improve my life will pay off and every day it feels like it just wont. dont you know that

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me: i wanna talk about my ocs

someone: ok tell me about your ocs

me, suddenly convinced that every single thing about my ocs is stupid and cringy and probably offensive: i. have them

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ages 20 to 30 are about being in poverty and struggling with severe mental illness and praying to god that someday any of this work im putting in to try to improve my life will pay off and every day it feels like it just wont. dont you know that

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T-shirt that reads I STRUGGLE TO INTERACT WITH OTHERS

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I thought today's ice mummy would be weak but how wrong I was

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They're having a 2 for 1 Who gives a Fuck special at the Shove It up your Ass store

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feferi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8/4

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okay everyone get ready for this weeks episode where my brain has yet again decided that everything i have ever gone through in my life "actually" just didnt happen at all / "in reality" i am completely wrong and making everything up / i was a horrible child / i am a horrible person / yadda yadda yadda did you know that i <3 having trauma related ocd btw

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My five year plan is to just see what happens

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opening my eyes to the potential of calling popular nothingships between two interchangeable men jakey4jakey

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It will get colder eventually dont even wooorry about a silly heat wave lol It will get so, so, so terribly cold And the blanket of snow will fall heavy until every thing is made still

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why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

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If i worked in a grocery store id just be walking up to people like Hey man welcome to blueberries i hope you have a great time Id be wandering around welcoming people to tomato and green onion and theyd fire my ass because i also killed someone because i went crazy

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