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Breakfast: Skipped

Lunch: Skipped

Dinner: Grilled Cheese of bread (160), butter (50), and cheese (180) - 390 cal

Snack: 2 cups low cal Apple Juice - 120 cal

Snack: 1.5 cups chocolate almond milk - 150 cal

Total: 660 cal

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Thin$pø ʚɞ

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What the hell… 😭

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Sometimes you gotta stop worrying about being the smartest and funniest person in the room and just enjoy being in a room with smart and funny people

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Young Dumptruck

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I ate one covered in meth once for my ex-best friend but that's my only bug-eating experience.

glad google ai is on top of this

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Most popular swear words by state in the US

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This gives me a different perspective on life that I really appreciate. I will do my best to incorporate this level of thinking into my regular life.

Out of all the discomforts and inconveniences of my life, people have always been the worst.

The electricity shut off for about an hour a while ago. We got no beforehand warning, so it wasn't planned nor scheduled, and we had no way of knowing how long it would last. So calmly I took my iced tea and grabbed the book I had been reading (graphic novel adaptation of Frankenstein) and went to the balcony to read, as we need to keep the curtains shut during the day to keep the heat out inside the apartment.

And my boyfriend calmly took out the solar panel's generator, hooked his own computer into it, and by using his phone's internet continued to finish the process he had been doing before the electricity rudely shut off. Perfectly calmly, not sure when our lights would go back on or whether the water pipes would have anything in them, not knowing whether we could flush the toilet twice today.

The blackout lasted an hour, though we would have been perfectly fine bracing it to last the rest of the day, if bad luck had it. And all things considered, it was a perfectly pleasant hour. Nobody was fretting or distressed, looking to take their frustrations out on anybody else, or trying to supervise that everyone involved would be appropriately distressed about the situation, the sufficient level of distress dictated randomly on the spot. Nobody was offended by my desicion to make the best of it, or angered by my distress about not knowing what the appropriate level of distress was, and "acting like I'm the only one suffering here" about it.

There simply was no disaster, nothing like it. The electricity simply shut off for a moment, and an hour later came back on. For the most part, life is actually perfectly nice when you don't live with people who seek to improve their own mood by making sure that you're upset too.

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cruelty is so easy. youre not special for choosing it

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my friend took in a stray and she’s the cutest kitty ever but he named her oil so whenever he sends a picture of her me and my other friends look like we’re roleplaying as the US military

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everytime you say "fuck it, i don't care" and eat that cookie or that bag of chips, there's a 100% chance you'll care later.

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-Suicide letters from Anne sexton

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Shout out to the people who never had a safe place. Who didn’t have a before trauma. Who were loved but not protected. Who were collateral damage in someone else’s breakdown. Who got fucked up so young that they’ll never know who they could have been.

Shout out to people who’ve never felt safe. I hope you do someday.

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Your head will hurt, your body will ache, probably most of the time. Just know that once you’re skinny, none of it will matter anymore. You need to stay miserable for a bit in order to earn the happiness later.

-ana coach

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shooting myself in the back of the head so my suicide looks suspicious and i waste everyones time

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