dumpsterfiremayo
dumpsterfiremayo
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dumpsterfiremayo · 1 year ago
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i'm so damn tired of everything
HAHAHAHHAH RANT TIME
new year new me but the new me RNG lottery system broke on me and now i don't want to talk to my friends no more
honestly I wanna break up with my boyfriend but I know he still loves me so much I can't bring myself to do it. I feel like we're too similar and we just can't be emotionally available for each other. We're similar in all the bad ways, and our common interests are dwindling.
But still he loves me so much. My friends are all wheeling behind us and he's so excited and says he misses me (i'm currently overseas). I feel like this relationship for me has always fitted more as a friendship. I talk to my friends more than him. We message like 3 times a week.
But still, all 3 of those texts always end up in some way, shape or form as an "i miss you" or an "i love you". And i feel so bad.
I go to my group chat and i see every message my friends have sent and feel a disconnect. Sometimes a ping or whatever, but I don't even want to talk there no more.
Even the music I listen to is starting to feel bland.
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dumpsterfiremayo · 2 years ago
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The other day my friend and I were casually talking about cooking, and instead of "oven" i said "coven".
Now all I can think about is tiny witches performing rituals to bake a gigantic pie in the shape of a witch's hat
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dumpsterfiremayo · 2 years ago
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wh-
mental and internal screaming
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