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This mashup is turning me onnnn

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Ppl still wondering why victoria got all the spotlight despite ari being the objectively better singer but it’s very obvious it’s bc of the looks 😭😭 no shade to both women i loved them both at some point in my teen life

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Di ko ata nasend 😭 lol inaantok na ako non fls

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I had this dream friends daw kami ni bai lu taena I called her Lu Lu in my dream. I can’t recall tho pano kami nag-usap bc may possible language barrier akansjfjskkf TAPOS jowa ko raw si yuan shuai ampp hindi si luo yunxi ah as in yuan shuai from love is sweet tawang tawa ako gags sinundo nya ako dun sa party wherein nandun pamilya ko and si lulu (🤣🤣) tapos suv yung kotse. Pinasundan daw kami kasi first time may lalaki sa buhay ko then nagkiss kami while he was driving, which is such a fucking hazard btw, to add fuel to the fire kasi parang paparazzi yung sumunod THEN NAGISING AKO KASI NANGINGINIG AKO SA LAMIG NG KWARTO SKSKSJFJSJDJA

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I had a dream when I had a nap that I had kids!! Yeah kids and I didn’t even know who I had them with lmao like no mentions and no appearance. Idk what made my brain conjure that up but whatever I’m just gonna describe what happened.

I was with two kids in my dream and I think someone mentioned there were two more, idk where they were. I think we and my mom and my sis went out to eat YEAH I REMEMBER THERE WERE SO MANY DELICIOUS FOOD!!! Even my cousin’s daughter was there and she bought ice cream sandwiches. Ok so the two kids with me were one boy and one girl. The boy was maybe 6-7 and the girl was like 3?? Idk I suck at telling people’s ages. While we were eating they went to bathroom and my mom said to go get them bc they were taking so long so I went there banged on every stall while calling “my son’s” (lol) name I CAN’T REMEMBER WHAT I CALLED HIM THO I AM SO SAD!! So yeah idk what magic happened but he and his sister were outside the restroom all along and they were looking at a goldfish in a bucket. Magic happened again and we were actually at my high school and it was family day (lots of food, games, rides) and I said to my kids “do you want a goldfish? I’ll win one for you” and my son looked so happy he was so cute pls 😩. Thing is, I saw his face and he was a very cute and handsome boy, had fair skin and very nice teeth, I even complimented him on it. I didn’t see my daughter’s face though, weird. So yeah and then I had this thought, we were gonna run into my schoolmates what will they say if they saw me with two children and their father isn’t even around???! They are most def gonna judge me lol so I thought I’d tell my kids to pretend I was their aunt when we went out of the restroom. So just when I started saying to them “I’m gonna ask you to do something for mommy…” I saw my son’s cute innocent face staring at me and immediately felt like shit bc what kind of a mom am I to not want my kids to call me mommy in public? Shame on me!! So yeah I just paused and stared at him because I was feeling so soft inside just by seeing his adorable face and feeling guilty because his feelings will def be hurt if I asked them to pretend I’m not their mom. Then he goes “what is it, mommy?” and I just grabbed his face and squeezed it and hugged him and oh boy does he smell good, like baby powder and I was like “never mind, never mind what I said” I kissed his forehead and then I woke up 😕😕

Like bruh I wanted to spend more time with them, I didn’t even get to win them a goldfish. I kinda miss them honestly, especially my son. No offense to my daughter tho she was like a background character, my brain didn’t even give her a face akdkfjsjf hope I can dream about her this time tho, as I’m about to sleep.

I know I decided to be childfree but damn those kids from my dreams did something to me and there’s a small part of me that wishes they were real.

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I’m embarrassed to say I believed the tradlife/tradwife propaganda because I thought that most men are like the male leads in the romance novels/dramas I read or watch LOL it’s getting painfully obvious that I don’t interact much with the opposite sex who aren’t family Like pls, I got exposed to it after I got into those insta-love romances where the guys just pamper their gfs/wives and would never want to see them stressed and fatigued. And when they ask them to just stay home, it means she’ll be treated like a queen with staff waiting on her. It never means being treated like a personal slave and blow-up doll like what usually happens in real life 🫠

I am now disillusioned with this outdated movement and free to do whatever the fuck I want like I can’t believe there was a period of time where I centered a hypothetical man and thought I should be married by 27-28 and have a kid before 30 🤮 🤮 like I even planned my career (na I was gonna cut short to stay at home) around it. I’m so embarrassed I just wanna bang my head against the wall. I am back on track now with my goal of making lots of money. Wala na akong pake sainyong my xy’s lol ang bababaw at sinungaling nyo nmn e. I don’t trust y’all again.

Thank you mom for raising me in a way that men aren’t the center, that a man’s presence (romantically speaking) is irrelevant in my success as a person. I strayed for a while but my brain is now fixed and back to its original programming.

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I’m fucking embarrassed I had that phase in my life where I want to depend on a man (ew I just wanna barf) not knowing that I’ll most probably gonna be treated like shit.

WELL TBFH, I DO WANT TO DEPEND ON A MAN IF AND ONLY IF HE’S LIKE THOSE MALE LEADS IN ROMANCE DRAMAS AND NOVELS LOL BUT THEY JUST DON’T EXIST. Like pls yung tipong ayaw nilang nakikitang stressed mga gf/wife nila. Gusto nila sitting pretty or let them do whatever makes them happy pero sobrang devoted and faithful and loving pa rin nila. I want that unconditional love pero wala ganyan irl so wag na lang, I’m gonna stay single.

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Yeah, a family is fulfilling. Ayoko lang talaga gawin yung physical work moms are expected to do like cooking and cleaning and being the primary caregiver for the kids.

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Of course may exceptions. If super ultra yaman na gagawin akong madam then sure, i’ll drop everything for you 😛

Comfortable life naman habol nating lahat dibaaa

Like I still want the traditional life, i want to stay at home basta may kasama sa bahay who’ll do the chores. Trabaho ko lang is to raise children, like teaching and guiding aspect. Parang yung mga empress/consort/noble ladies/madam sa mga cdrama and novels HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Dahil dyan, i’m never ever gonna pressure myself into finding someone before i turn 30. I’ll focus on myself and if i found someone who can add value to my life then fine, sure.

Basta no deadlines, si yejin hand nga late 30s na nagkaroon ng first love tapos dalawa(ata) na junakis nila ngayon.

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Dahil dyan, i’m never ever gonna pressure myself into finding someone before i turn 30. I’ll focus on myself and if i found someone who can add value to my life then fine, sure.

Basta no deadlines, si yejin hand nga late 30s na nagkaroon ng first love tapos dalawa(ata) na junakis nila ngayon.

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Cant believe i subscribed to some of their shit. I feel so embarrassed naging pick me ako buti di ko binroadcast sarili q

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Isang paniniwala ng redpill is ang peak ng babae ay pag 18-25 kasi most attractive and fertile daw at low body count. Aba putangina nyo!!! Yung basehan sa “peak” nyo ay only for your benefit hindi dun sa babae. Whut? Ang silbi lang ba ng babae ay para manyakin at buntisin nyo??? No wonder lonely kayo bc no female would be stupid enough to go near you. Mga gago kayo, at that age sobrang hilaw pa ng babae at nagsisimula pa lang buhay nila tapos gusto nyo na itali sainyo?? No fucking way. Tapos when you manage to do that gagawin nyong alipin 🖕

Like even nung phase ko I believed some of their shit, I kinda felt weird and off about this thought. It’s creepy and may groomer vibe.

Tapos isa pa, gusto nila trad women pero they themselves aren’t even trad men and they justify men sleeping around kahit in a relationship, saying that it’s okay bc biologically dispositioned sila to spread their seed 🤢🤢 kadiri kayo amba-baboy parang hindi nag-evolve. Then magrereklamo sila ang taas ng body count ng babae BUT WHO ARE THESE WOMEN SLEEPING WITH, HUH??? HINDI BA KAYO?? 🤡 then sasabihin nyo dapat tumanggi eh pag tinanggihan kayo magagalit naman kayo tapos mambubugbog at papatay, not to mention your gross asses would do anything for sex. Mang-uuto just to get your dicks wet. You incels are threats, honestly. They protect daw eh it’s exactly their kind that women need protection from.

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Cook and clean my ass. If I’m cooking and cleaning, I’m doing it for myself and my family and pls family elders ko lang ang pwede akong utusan.

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Love and romance? Yeah, I can get my fill of that from my tv dramas. I don’t need it irl 😩

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Lmao i dont know what the fuck i was talking about. Wanting the tradwife life? Eh no thanks. Masyado ako nagpalamon sa redpill content yeah fulfilling magka-family pero when you’re expected to do all the work and pagsilbihan pa asawa mo na di naman tumutulong? Fuck no.

Last month, I experienced na mag-asikaso ng iba. I had to wake up early and do chores all day, wala talagang me time. I was tired af. I don’t want that life, honestly. Unless merong kasambahay :/ like i’ll only consider marrying and having kids if may at least dalawang katulong sa bahay. Ayoko magka-kalyo, gusto ko mahaba tulog ko, gusto ko lagi ako maayos tignan. Gusto ko relax lang ako. I don’t wanna work full-time for the sake of others, important saakin ang me-time so being a sahm maybe isn’t for me

Gugustuhin ko lang yan kung yung buhay ko parang empress/consort/noble ladies sa mga historical cdrama na pinapanood ko. May nagsisilbi hahahaha

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Dahil dyan ib-block kita. I dare you na utusan mo pa ako kapal ng mukha mo

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Paano ako hindi mab-bwisit sainyo ang dami dami nyong pinapagawa saakin SANA ALL MAY ME TIME NO