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i’m free on thursday if you wanna start a toxic codependent thing

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When they think your sh scars are hot instead of getting weirded out >>>>>>>

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Nursing handjob with a lullaby save me

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Noncon but the aggressor is super gentle while doing it, wiping away their tears and telling them how good they are doing

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Little boy whose Mommy keeps saying he'll grow up just like her, she promises. On his birthday she gives him a dress and tells him it's the first step!!

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only a freak would get aroused from imagining themselves being pampered in a baby nursery (me) (i am the freak)

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"Mommy's friends" is a very hot phrase. Something about how it turns the fact that they're not *your* friends into about how little you are, about how it puts you on the spot but provides you a script. You're an outsider but being shown off. Mommy will tell them the ways you make your mommy proud, even if it makes you blush.

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need to have my entire mind wiped

need to be a hollow, thoughtless object with no responsibilities, no tasks, no expectations

need to become inhuman, made only to be loved by my owner, exist for no other reason

i want to be free so badly, i'm tired and dysphoric over this life

when will i finally get to become a thing

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I think being teased "you're just like a baby, huh??" when I can't keep my hands (or mouth) off someone's tits could fix me.

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Realizing that all my kinks and sexual hang ups and just all of it can be quickly boiled down to me basically just screaming “Pleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikemepleaselikeme” into the void

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That’s so gross I’m going to think about it when I cum

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Not being listened to when you say you're big enough to do bathtime on your own. Waiting expectantly for you to get naked and then embarrassing you more by getting naked too. What, you didn't think I'd get my clothes wet, did you?? Washing you with baby safe suds and giving you bath toys and singing to you and

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i wish i had someone to put me in a muzzle and to lock me in a dog cage and to tuck me into a dog bed and to teach me stupid little tricks and to, well, rape me of course. please

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see i do actually think that "rape where the victim ends up liking it" is hot but i think everyone does it wrong. it's about having your sense of self so utterly destroyed by such unbelievable violation that you have no choice but to love the thing that hurts you, lest you feel nothing about anything at all. it's about the humiliation of becoming a husk of your former self who's willing to beg for the worst thing that ever happened to them to continue, to happen again. do you see what i'm talking about

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ahaha brooooo you have to check out how soft the skin on my inner thigh is this shit is crazy. no like just put your palm there and gentle caress with your thumb lmao it's like nuts you've gotta check this shit out. please.