dumbandy

[dumbandy]

Vintage Americana

[dumbandy]

Well, I didn't know it would come to this but

That's what happens when you're on your own

And you're alright with letting nice things go

[dumbandy]

i have this constant feeling of wanting to leave all the time, i don't know when, i don't know where, but i only know that i want to leave

[dumbandy]

i often see girls who are so soft and sweet and i wish i could be like them. i wish i girled like they girl, but i grew up in a place where i had to protect myself all the time. it made me angry and stoic, and i hate it. no matter how hard i try, i could never be like them. i am, unfortunately .. loud, overbearing, and always have SO much to say about everything. it is just so ironic to yearn to be gentle when i am the fruit of rage, rooted together.

[dumbandy]

u think im pretty n u like the way i talk

u like my music n u like the way I walk

so i think we're gonna get along 𐙚₊˚♡

[dumbandy]

please god, be gentle with me, i'm tired of being strong

[dumbandy]

what's the point of living if you are not loved

[dumbandy]

it's so boring when you don't like anyone but I'd rather be bored than lose my mind again

[dumbandy]

i'm not going to associate with men anymore until one comes along who will rip his heart out for me

[dumbandy]

“Criminal” Fiona Apple

8/07/97

[dumbandy]

maybe I just need silence, that the whole world be quiet for a moment so that I can take a deep breath without getting hurt

[dumbandy]

i always tell girls to respect themselves and not to go back to the one who hurt them, I should take my own advice because every time he talks to me I become so vulnerable

[dumbandy]

i begged god to save me and he shoved more torment down my throat to keep me quiet

[dumbandy]

i wonder if someday someone will understand my twisted way of loving

[dumbandy]

Me and who?

[dumbandy]

shut up i don't care if i die i look too hot when i smoke

[dumbandy]

i miss being a sixteen year old girl and having all the motivation to get out of this place, now I'm eighteen and I feel like maybe I just have to accept that this is it