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I suddenly feel what i actually desire is to be able to build a place like this lady Nalini’s i met in Bangalore socially a couple of times. She had a beautiful one storied bungalow she used for her ceramics, with a kitchen and kilns and a garden..

to move freely amongst the green, a cozy warm tea stored in boxes i made, surrounded by paraphernalia either crafted or curated by friends and family; a small fire burns in the corner of my mud house studio, keeping my tea warm. a quaint drawing corner and a dirty sculpting area littered with fuzzy blankets and books, enveloped in the comfort of night and silence, interrupted only by the sounds of the hearth.

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Lost in transit, never to be found;

wishing i was 6 feet inside the ground;

wild all thoughts, more connotations than literal;

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Days linger on..

and life doesn't taste sweet.

My mouth tastes bitter, turned by the sourness i carry in my heart.

I know i am loved, but i feel unlovable, and i have no love to give either.

More than a decade ago was when i first felt this way, and i fear it'll stay till the day i draw my last breath..

the day i wish almost everyday, was today..

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furthermore, what do you do when the quiet abyss calls sound sweeter to your tired peasant ears than the loud, thumping, demanding beats of the foretold fairyland of other peoples making?

forever stuck in the same spot with a foot in each world, fighting for one while desperately longing for the other.

#depression tales

“We all have one foot in a fairytale, and the other in the abyss.”

— Paulo Coelho

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Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

Anne Sexton, Imitations of Drowning

Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

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women want me for my huge cock (silicone) and my huge tits (silicone) and my funny pointed wizard hat (silly cone)

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Barbie 🤝 Fight Club

Being cautionary tales of how men who lack a sense of identity caused by their society are more susceptible to harmful ideologies that seem like they’ll solve the men’s problems but in reality only make everything much worse.

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if we were a movie,

you’d be the right guy,

and i’d be the best friend,

that you’d never fall in love,

so in the end we would be laughing.

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going to use this tumblr as my emotional dump because i’m too broke for therapy

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I genuinely think @staff should give us an official Bot Kill Count where it ticks up every time a bot you reported is officially taken off by the tumblr team and when you hit a certain number you get gruesome little trophies. Gamification can be of the devil but in this particular case I need a little treat for doing my daily chore of taking out the trash

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who called it emotional baggage and not griefcase

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Let’s honestly not give Ozai that much credit.

I don’t think he was smart enough to make a kid, let alone plan that they should be raised in animosity. He was a manchild who inherited a glorified war, kingdom, and even dreams. I would also go so far ahead as to say that he deeply craved his fathers approval himself, so bad he was willing to kill his son. After he took Azulon’s life, his ambition was let completely loose.

It’s like if you let a monkey walk through a porcelain exhibit with a bag of coins. When he eventually starts yeeting them around breaking a couple dozen pieces,

you wouldn’t call that sabotage, will you?

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at least you were on tumblr, i kept reading screenshots of tumblr shitposts on pinterest, instagram and reddit before i decided to give those up and just join tumblr..

i've been on tumblr so long i occasionally struggle to identify if i've just had a Thought or if i'm simply Recalling a Shitpost

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Do any of the following work?

Dolbear v. American Bell Tel. Co., 15 F. 448, 17 F. 604,

Molecular Tel. Co. v. American Bell Tel. Co., 32 F. 214, and

People's Tel. Co. v. American Bell Tel. Co., 22 F. 309 and 25 F. 725.

Sorry if they’re not as new as you’d like!

I need a new phone case, please give ideas

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I was investigating a man, and I interrogated a girl he was about to hook up with, and she admitted she wasn't really into him, she just felt sad for him. That was completely irrelevant to my case, but I took notes on that anyway.