drunkengriffin

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Me and the princess

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Id drop everything for 3 women. But id stay alone waiting for 1 girl to grow up.

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Keepin this shit up has no reason anymore. I still love you but its all changed now.

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That was a good dream

I had a sex dream:') but it was someone new for a change? Strange...

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It would be morally incorrect for me to say that

Lol

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The perfect fantasy

Its a friday, December 27th. Sydni has a party, about 20 people show up. I make my usual rounds, I start the fire, pay for my drinks, play a few drinking games and gather more wood. I come inside the house now drunk but still fully conscientious enough to make rational decisions. I need the beer helmet, I go to buddys room reach on the shelf when I hear a small whimper. Its her. Shes broken?. Why? I go to console her, "what's wrong?" I ask concerned. "Its done, its over." Silently I cheer in my head, a parade rolls through my brain and I stop. "Aww, its ok (insert typical feel better speach)" her head fall on my shoulder. I give a rhythm of soft pats on her back. "I don't know why I even care?" She mutters while drying her tears. "It was inevitable." I have nothing to say. My heart races, does she feel it? Does she feel my heart pound like the ohio state band, or the tension in the air for we both know what will happen. I get brave. (Like always) *no I'm not vain I get drunk fearlessness* I pull her close and I look her in the eyes. They're so bright from the tears. Shes beautiful. The touch of makeup left from the previous nights party is smudged onto her cheek with a single tear staring at me. I whipe it, canceling my O.C.D. on one hand and being intimate on the other. She grabs my wrist tightly. "Do you want this... I don't want this to break anything else..." I'm stuck. I am  where I have wanted to be for months. Why the hesitation?  Did I really want to go threw with my dream? Or should I not go any further? I lean in, her eyes close her lips purse, but I kiss her on the forehead. I want this forever, not for the night. Not for a month or two. "I'm drunk dear, I do want this. More than anything. Its not morally correct to do this at the moment.  Do you need anything?" She looks at me and smiles that great big smile. A glass of water please." I walk to the door. "No ice!" "I know." I fetch a tall glass of water and return to her. I assure she is ok. I tell her to call me back in if she needed anything, anything. I say it twice for emphasis.  She reassures me she won't. "Go have fun!" "Yes ma'am" I smile, I grab the helmet and return to the party. I sit by my fire. Most everyone is gone im down to my last bottle. I stoke the fire and take a shot of some rum left on the beer pong table. I stare into the fire. All I see is the stars. I tage the last swig of beer throwing the bottle way back, it comes down and she's standing right there. She sits right there... we are touching?  Wow. I've come so far. We snuggle by the fire. We look at the stars till the sun rises and we return to the room. That's my perfect fantasy.

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My seesterr basically♥

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Trippy sick probs:')

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Woo gotta follow:')

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I love it

This life I've been living is sure is a bitch. Karma is real. I've been creating myself. I slip. Currently slipping actually but things are looking up, and because of that I am happy. Ill see what tomorrow brings. Take it day by day and life my life.

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Wanna go back

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Memories

This bottle awakens a man I can't control. He's a funny, careless, witty, fast acting and spontaneous man on one hand. On the other he is short tempered, aggressive, hateful, unforgiving, and I don't want you to meet him. Cuz that one hand... he doesn't like thinking about you.

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The new Griffin

I threw away a toxic forever. I pushed my old self out of my body leaving it empty, and in that empty body I filled spirits and insight to the influenced life. I found a girl. Shes a dumb bitch -_- jesus what a waist of perfectly good time? But, I had mad e friends with hers. Older, real, wise, yet incredibly like me yet in female bodies:'). I guess I'm vain, shoot me. I've gotten löst. I've lost a few things... its not over though. I'm just gonna keep it up.. and maybe we can figure something out:)

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Need another long night♥

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Awkward.

Seriously addicted now...