drownedinblushpink

[drownedinblushpink]

the line between wanting you to chase me the way i chase you, and being addicted to my obsession for you is becoming too much to handle

why won’t you look my way when i’d give the world for you?

why will you barely give me the time of day?

please end my misery

[drownedinblushpink]

I almost hate you

For the sole reason that you'll never look at me the way I look at you

That you wouldn't care if I lived or perished, you probably wouldn't even notice

Every little interaction with you I hold onto and adore

But you don't love me like that

Hell, I want you to treat me like you hate me

At least then I wouldn't wonder if I had a chance

I almost hate you

For the sole reason that you'll never love me the way I love you

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"I can fix him" oh yeah? well I can worship him like the god he is and feed into each and every single one of his delusions so he keeps me as his property forever

[drownedinblushpink]

once again yearning for mutual obsession. i crave mutual devotion and adoration and destruction.

[drownedinblushpink]

Praying to a god I don’t believe in so that you‘ll finally be mine

[drownedinblushpink]

I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I really reallly love him, do you know that I love him? Have I told you that I love him? I love him so much... One day he’ll be my handsome man <3!

[drownedinblushpink]

you’re my favorite dream i’ve ever had

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we’re together in my dreams,

maybe that’s why i’m so obsessed with being asleep

[drownedinblushpink]

I just love you so much it's painful...

Really, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. That's all I'm able to think about. My brain feels all mushy.

It's too much to even move an inch, knowing you aren't with me right now... So, please? Pay attention to me...

[drownedinblushpink]

I know Im not the first to fancy you, but I’ll prove I’m different from the rest. No one else would do the unspeakable things Id do to make sure you’re mine. No one else is so convinced that one day you’ll see the light and come back to me. I worship the ground you walk on even without your presence. Please realize I am the one for you, and no one else.

I’d do anything to finally have you

[drownedinblushpink]

I want to take over all of your thoughts like you do to me. I want to be the only thing you think about.

[drownedinblushpink]

my love for you is overflowing, bleeding out and seeping so far into the ground that mother nature herself knows of my devotion to you.

[drownedinblushpink]

i fantasize about it all the time

if you were mine 💕

[drownedinblushpink]

Is pm allowed?

I don't know why I never get notifs for asks ;-;

But yes!! Though pls be patient if you do, I have a lot going on in my life and can't promise timely responses. But I'd love to chat with you guys <3

[drownedinblushpink]

Please let go of my heart if you don't love me like that

I wish I could stop dreaming of you instead of wishing for something I'll never have

[drownedinblushpink]

I am a patient person, I will wait for you

one day she will grow tired of you, her biggest mistake but my greatest victory, she just doesn’t understand how wonderful you are

and she doesn’t understand that you were always supposed to be mine and she is in my way

so I will wait until she decides she is bored, because she doesn’t understand how blessed she is to be in your presence. and then you will be all mine the way it’s meant to be!!

[drownedinblushpink]

you're killing me and you don't even realize