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24.3.2019 spooky friends

i went into the woods and helped them find their missing eyes

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6.3.2019 updating this mf for the first time in 2-3 yrs writing down 2 dreams

1st part of the dream: i was in a white room, talking with a friend(?) who sat on the ground

in the back of the room there was a tall man dressed in black and also two children by the walls

my friend paid them no attention to them and chattered on but i grew increasingly nervous 

my vision started to flicker in a weird way and the room kept changing back and forth: it turned black, the man grew taller and more imposing in stature and had some inhuman features, more children appeared by the walls and they were all dressed in white and wailed; it was like peeling off the skin of reality and seeing a layer you’re not supposed to see

i kept asking my friend “do you see it? can’t you see it??” and nearly freaked out but they didn’t register any change in the room, didn’t hear me and the fckn wailing just grew louder and louder in my ears

2nd part: i was by a lake at night and there were about six shallow graves dug in the sand, children in each of them

they appeared to be sleeping rather than dead? i was just spectating the events and couldn’t do anything really

suddenly this weird fucking thing (pictured) crawls out of the lake and makes its way to one of the graves and just?? goes in there and disappears

i can suddenly move and i hastily dig up the child, seeing that they’re a-okay and still in a sleep-like state

the thing had taken a golden, heart-shaped thing the girl in the grave had had but had left her otherwise alone

i can’t remember how i know this but the creature was after her soul but was apparently appeased by the heart-shaped object(??)/somehow deemed her pure enough not to succ the life out of her  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

really rambly but maybe you’ll get some kicks out of this @ future me (and also ix if u happen to read this someday lol)

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i was a bartender in a nice, small bar (with some mandatory neon signs). it was a surprisingly calm dream for once and i felt content. i watched people have fun, did some cool tricks for them every now and then and sometimes told my friends that the drinks were on me. i have a vague memory of people celebrating someone's birthday on that particular night and a lone guy sitting by the bar counter. i remember trying to keep him company and talking to him even if i didn't get much of a response, i think i also bought him a drink of his choice and told him to come back sometime.

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writing down:

i was in the back of a police (swat?) van with some officers. i’m not sure what i was doing there, maybe i was a journalist following them around or maybe i was arrested? i’m not sure of the context and i don’t remember speaking with them. we drove straight into an ambush and the car was taken over by a gang(?) in seconds… i think some people got shot/killed but i wasn’t hurt? i just sat there wide-eyed and face covered in blood and grime; i didn’t scream or say anything, just looked terrified and watched the attackers move. i was escorted out of the van with some remaining officers (-hostages?) but i was soon separated from them. i don’t remember much about the people there or what happened afterwards, only the vaguely familiar gang member who walked me out of there with some level of carefulness.

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The Amazing Spider-Man (2012)

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“Who— no, what are you?”

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blood-splattered roses

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A picture is starting to take form here… I wonder if it’s a accurate. Some pieces don’t quite seem to fit. Or maybe I just don’t like the way it looks.

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