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Howdy-do

If you’re reading this, you are one of twelve people that follow me. Or you’ve just stumbled across my blog. I strongly appreciate the follow, so thank you. However I’m here to say I am changing urls and getting a whole new tumblr account. My new url is @cogitating-cap and I hope to see you there because I really want to get back in the habit of writing and I really want to write Sanders Sides fics.

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I LOVE ANGST FOR MY SON

we all were so prepared for roman angst

that we’re unprepared for logan angst

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So, Sanders Sides for me will be posted at 4:00. Work starts at 5:00. I won’t get a break tonight so I’ll need to show up early to eat so I don’t starve. Takes about 20 minutes to get there. Hmm. @thatsthat24 how long is the video lol

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I wonder if we’re gonna get Thomas Sanders or Sanders Sides trending...

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I just fell in love with a piece of art holy shit, uh, uh,

*gets down on one knee* 💍

Because one can never have enough space gay Logan. :)

*click!*

psa: when looking at transparency art, it’s best if you right click -> open image in new tab! Thanks!

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First of all, he’s a forest faerie confirmed

Second of all, whO HAS THE JOB OF TAKING PICTURES OF THOMAS BEING GORGEOUS AND WHERE DO I SIGN UP

“Listen, I just tend to get lost in forests a lot.”

Thomas Sanders’ Instagram, October 25th, 2018.

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I’m not crying... you’re crying

I started attaching the voice in my head that tells me the things I should be doing to take of myself to Patton, and let me tell you, it is way easier to get out of bed while imagining Patton saying “That’s it Kiddo, you can do it, just put both feet on the floor. No honey, don’t lay back down, I know you want to, but it’s time to get up now!”

Disappointing myself is easy, but disappointing Patton? That somehow stings worse, I highly recommend it to any fanders out there who struggle with the self care.

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the livestreams are still up after they air, yes! you'll find the links to them in the community section, you just might have to scroll down a bit for some of the older ones :)

Thank you, anon! Everyone wave goodbye to my money!! 👋 😂

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Hey, you, wait, don’t scroll, I have a question

Are you a part of Thomas Sanders’ YouTube membership?

If you answered no, keep scrolling and please have a nice day! Drink water!

If you answered yes, tell me, after a livestream airs, is it gone? Do I have to be there to see it? Or can I watch it later if I missed it bc work?

If I get the membership now, can I watch former live-streams?

I really am debating getting this membership, I just need insider information lmao bc I always miss Dan’s live-streams even though I know when they are and I’m totally gonna miss Thomas’ too...

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Oh my god I wrote that post when I was half asleep and I forgot about it, THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Nobody looks at my posts but there’s a Logince fic tnat I’ve been searching for for hours and I need help bc I’m trash. It’s a human au in which Roman is the kind of person that just can’t stay in one place for too long, he always winds up wanting to leave, and Logan is his ex. He winds up coming to his aid when Virgil calls and says Logan is drunk and needs help getting him back home. Roman understands the pressing situation and goes to help. Logan is still heartbroken about Roman leaving him and drunkenly confesses he still has feelings for him despite all Roman did. I had it and now I can’t find it and I’m losing it.

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Nobody looks at my posts but there’s a Logince fic tnat I’ve been searching for for hours and I need help bc I’m trash. It’s a human au in which Roman is the kind of person that just can’t stay in one place for too long, he always winds up wanting to leave, and Logan is his ex. He winds up coming to his aid when Virgil calls and says Logan is drunk and needs help getting him back home. Roman understands the pressing situation and goes to help. Logan is still heartbroken about Roman leaving him and drunkenly confesses he still has feelings for him despite all Roman did. I had it and now I can’t find it and I’m losing it.

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*imitating Roman in the Crofter’s Musical*: awkward? awkWARD? AWKWARD? AWKWARD?!?! 🎶This is beautifulllll🎶

“I look awkward in suits, but the Streamy’s is tonight, so here I am… trying my best!”

Thomas Sanders’ Instagram, October 22nd, 2018.

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Long post, but...

I’m honestly just so excited for the next Sanders Sides bc Thomas and Joan always deliver such important and meaningful messages??? Like??? These are things I’m gonna hold on to for the rest of my life???

Not only are they so inspiring, but they always, and I mean always, post these videos with meaningful messages exactly when I need them.

In Alone on Valentine’s Day? I had no date mate and was still in the phase of questioning my sexuality etc etc, and my high school did a thing where you can send your crush a can of Crush soda or a rose etc anonymously and I didn’t get one or send one and I really did feel alone. Then Thomas posted a video.

In Losing Motivation? I was, get this, losing my motivation to work hard to get the grades I wanted in school. Then Thomas posted a video.

In Growing Up? I was struggling at that time with being in that in-between stage of teenager and adult and didn’t know which side I was leaning more to. Then Thomas posted a video.

Accepting Anxiety? College was coming up.

Fitting In? I was having trouble with my sense of self.

Why Do We Get Out of Bed in the Morning? That’s something I still watch for reference to this day. I constantly feel guilty when pursuing my passions when I should be working on my studies. This video had helped me immensely.

So throughout this year, any time I feel the void inside me seeking a new video, I remind myself that it will come when I need it most. And it will also come after Thomas and Joan get a full night’s rest. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES @thatsthat24 AND @thejoanglebook !! CELEBRATE WHEN THE VID IS DONE BC YOU BOTH DESERVE IT YOU AMAZING ANGELS!!!

~mitch💚

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Jeez this actually is a power move and a motivator all in one and now I actually wanna study for my health exam

I slept in so late today Ann’s I’m really nervous about it I’m panicking vugivhxgz

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We may be shorter than 5’5 but we can stand on each other’s shoulders and wear a trench coat that gets us into a rated R movie

WHY

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ARE Y'ALL SO SHORT

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THESE ARE INCREDIBLE

i waited 10 weeks to be able to make this post

here they are, my headcanons on how the bedrooms of the Sanders Sides would look like in my opinion. Since I started this project, many things happened. it started out as a silly idea, and then it ended up being one of the biggest personal projects i have ever worked on. i would say these pictures took roughly about, 70 hours. Edit: imma add the links to the original, more detailed posts

Logans Room / Romans Room / Pattons Room / Virgils Room

I was at 400 followers for a year, now i am at 1300.

i got many comments. many reblogs. many reblogs from very popular blogs.

People actually taking the time to look at these, read through my thoughts, and pointing out things they noticed.

sometimes they got reposted. sometimes with credit, mostly without.

i made some tumblr friends with these

i got someone asking if i would be interested in making backgrounds for a project of theirs

i got my first hate comment on one of them :D

i read little drabbles surrounding some of the pictures

and most recent, Thomas saw one of them, and commented =)

i really didnt think so many people would see this and i also didnt think so many people would actually look at these and point out all the details.

so lemme just say, thank you SO SO much for all the support i got for these pictures. they took a really long time to make and an incredibly large amount of my nerves =D. i hope to make something like this again in the future. Maybe redraw them in a year or smth.

if you have ANY questions regarding these, think about headcanons or write stories mentioning these. If you get inspired doing something like this on your own, if you have some thoughts about these, or what some of the things i put in could mean, please, PLEASE let me know. i am incredibly honored if something like this happens and you can be sure, that i will have the biggest smile on my face for a week straight =)

thank you so much

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AAAAA LJ you’re such a wonderful artist!!!!

Can I offer up some Moxiety hugs tonight?

I really love the idea that Virgil is literally the clingiest cuddler ever.