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The A in the LGBTQIA actually stands for 4 things. Aromantic, Asexual, Agender, and Agent Diogenes.

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Understandable, have a nice day

Married with Clef since 2017 no questions is canon believe me

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Nnooooo, this is Patrick /ref /silly

is this dr clef

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Im fine now ig, idrk

yall unfollow me on all the accounts I own, not going to explain, thanks.

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why are ear drops so helpful but the worst fucking sensory feeling imaginable. this sucks shit

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yall unfollow me on all the accounts I own, not going to explain, thanks.

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INTRO REDO

for archive purposes *link*

Greetings! We are the Mary-Sue system! we use any but she/her collectively, we are acespike and panromantic, we are bodily a minor, and we are currently discovering our alters and our plurality so please be patient!

all our socials have "draltoclefnt" as a tag

PEOPLE IN THE SYS!

Ezekiel // Host + Core // Alto Clef fickin // any but she/her

Toodles🎱 // Fictive + Little // she/her

Kali/Millye🧋 // Introject + Archivist // she/xe

Rod/Karl👁️ // Fictive + Gatekeeper // he/it

Black/Mark💀 // Fictive + Persecutor // Shadow Tubby fickin // he/[REDACTED]/they

Minos/Ayax🫀 // Fictive + Fragment // they/them

note/reminder: there are more alters, but we don't know them yet, they will be added later when they have an identity

BOUNDARIES

we take every single boundary very seriously, and if you don't respect them, we will have to block you

PLS INTERACT!!

SCP fans

Roblox players

Horror enthusiasts

Neurodivergent/other systems/disabled folks

people around the body's age (15~18)

artists

queerpunks

feminists

writers

rock fans

alt people (goth, punk, emo, hippie, gyaru/gyaruo, etc.)

Queer/trans people

otherkin/fickin/therians

pro-choice

pale-n-stein supporters

healthy para (objectum, etc)

THIN ICE!!

Bright users (as long as you know that AuthorBright/TheDuckman is a horrible person, you can int!)

Religious people

allistics/allies

people who know us in real life

cishet

GOC/hj

people over the body's age (+18)

people under the body's age (-14)

DNI!!

fakeclaimers/ableists/syscourse

terfs

transmeds/sysmeds

radqueers/xenosatanists

darkshippers

cupp*nho/cupdr*ki fans

people who defend assholes

racists

people who push religion into others

Isratel supporters

pro-life

ped0philes/harmful para

assholes in general

IMAGE ATTACK!!

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The regressive nature of sysmedicalism in regard to trauma survivors

Sysmedicalism is usually attributed to being directed towards endogenic systems in particular, but what happens when those beliefs are turned against the groups they wish to protect? Where does the line get drawn between the seemingly noble desire to stop misinformation and the outright witch-hunting of systems online? 

As a system who has relabeled their identity after years of self-discovery, I have engaged with sysmed rhetoric from the side of an endogenic system as well as from that of a traumagenic one. Unfortunately, I continue to find myself negatively impacted by its effects even now. Despite being the very thing that would be recognized affirmatively in the eyes of a sysmed, I worry I still am not good enough. 

This feeling of personal inadequacy is mixed with a sense of fear, a sinking dread of never fitting a diagnostic mold that will validate me in the eyes of my traumagenic peers. I have no reason to feel this way; I have a trauma history beginning in childhood and my therapist has affirmed the existence of both my system and the individual identities within. I have rushed after a CDD diagnosis to assuage my own fears when my treatment without one has yielded positive results regardless. 

Why do I continue to feel this way? A large part of it is how online communities handle system origins. I find that in attempting to protect traumagenic and/or disordered systems, the medicalized plural community has inadvertently left scars on their own members. When encountering the level of vitriol often directed at non-traumagenic, “non-valid” system types it becomes very easy to develop a mindset of fear. 

Sysmed rhetoric is inherently exclusionary. It promotes dichotomies fundamentally designed to separate: 

Individuals as “valid” vs “invalid” Experiences as objective truths vs experiences as subjective realities “Them” vs “us”  The truth, of course, is that individual experiences are widely variable even within a clinical environment. Diagnostic criteria serve as guidelines but cannot hope to fully encompass the range of structures that function within it.

The hyperfocus on these comparisons is of course problematic, but it is especially so in a community full of traumatized individuals. Knowing that you will be turned on for not fitting a mold, feeling a growing anxiety at presenting yourself in an inoffensive manner, never speaking, behaving, or acting out of line. The need to fawn and placate for fear of harassment and abuse is a perpetuation of trauma cycles that many of us have experienced firsthand. More drastic results of sysmedicalism–fake-claiming and targeted harassment–come from a place of pain; a need to exert control over perceived threats real or imaginary. 

We silence because we have been silenced. 

We tell others they are not good enough because we have been made to feel not good enough.

We hurt because we have been hurt. 

It is not my goal to attack or condemn others for feeling their feelings. What is my goal, however, is to invite plurals to approach one another more compassionately. Viewing my therapy process as personalized to my lived experiences has been incredibly healing when engaging with spaces that often push one-sided viewpoints. Trauma healing and mental health treatment is an individual, tailored process, and that is what we traumagenic plurals should be emphasizing. 

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Halloween Dividers - 1/3

Please like and reblog if you use or save.

Part 2 available here

Requests are OPEN!

Dividers List

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oh god there is alot of them--

guys i found out im a sys soooo umh yeay i suppose

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guys i found out im a sys soooo umh yeay i suppose

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Rent is due today!

Your black girl is financially struggling in this economy raising her 8 year old sister. im trying to keep my sister out of cps hands every month. I'm at great risk of becoming homeless due to losing my job. I don't want to lose my sister please spare what you can.

Goal 586/2000

Venmo:Queenloki89

Cashapp:$Queenloki89

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voy a decirlo aqui tmb xq lo dije tmb en el sever oficial,,

ADONDE VAS TAN YO ALEX??? XQ Y PARA Q??

"Trust."

Alex:

With my eyes closed, I will entrust you with my heart.

I will lower my guard and tear the violence from my being, just to rest in your arms.

Without seeing you, I will still smile, feeling the warmth of your skin,

the calluses and rough fingers weighed down by years of sorrow.

Even if I bleed, I know I must neither flee nor strike,

for it is you who will shield me from the cold solitude that once embraced us both.

I bare myself before your warmth.

Clef:

I will close my eyes to take you into my hands,

to cherish your beauty and seek your vulnerability,

so I may take refuge in the hope that you will not harm me.

I will watch the blood fall, see your sincerity spill forth in an act of trust,

and yet, I will not silence the fear sown deep in my roots.

I will raise my weapon against you, even after tasting your flesh,

dreading the moment it turns sour and your claws tear me apart.

I bare myself before your devotion.

Just gonna point a few things out because I'm actually kinda fond of it:

• The shotgun is pointed at Alex's head

• Both have their eyes covered, but Clef left the third one uncovered

• Alex is more exposed than Clef

• Alex is the only one who shows her mouth with a small smile

• One of Alex's antlers is down, and some blood is seen dripping from his face. Alex basically ripped off his antlers to show his devotion and sincerity in not wanting to harm him

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AROMANTICISM. YOU AGREE. REBLOG

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To all the quadruple A's (aroace, aplatonic and asocial):

I wish you a very happy friday/saturday

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~ fight me like an animal ~

closeups under the cut!

they're gay, your honour

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A Warning About Cuphino / Konclef (Important)

Hello. I will not do this often but due to the severity I feel it's important to get the word across and reach to a greater public. And simply due to Cup's actions: I personally urge those to simply block them and move on. Please do not engage with them and/or their content.

Major Content Warning for: ~ Mentions of necrophilia, rape, S/A, grooming, derogatory slur usage, transphobic comments, threats, threats of suicide (indirectly/directly) to minors, manipulation, sexual comments towards minors, and other depravities.

All information can be found HERE on my copy of the beware

I do not support nor encourage harassment in either replies, reblogs or whatnot. I am simply just spreading the word to a larger audience as requested by a user who feels I can spread the word.

Please stay safe. Please stay diligent. People like this do not deserve a platform. Block their (currently known) accounts: Do NOT engage. Do not encourage this behavior.

Art Tumblr: cupinho Personal: manndraki New Art Tumblr: konclefart BlueSky: clefdraki

(Disco elysium is also tagged as Cup likes to frequent that community as well).

-- Snippet.