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i got it, and it's soul-consuming (in the best sense)

I crave something that would make the word "love" seem empty, that even the idea of devotion may seem like childish fancy. I need something unnamed, warm and grand. I need something to pray to.

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— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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The intimacy of being listened to & understood.

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Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

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what do you mean you won't let me carve your heart out so i can feel it beat in my hands? i thought you loved me?

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𝔩𝔢𝔱’𝔰 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔡𝔶 𝔱𝔬𝔤𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔯𝔶 🪶

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“I wanna live not just survive.”

— Unknown

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Because in the darkness of my room and the loneliness of my heart, the only thing left to do is learn his language so that our souls can understand each other the way no one has ever done

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𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔠𝔥

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𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔢 ℑ 𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔰 𝔦𝔱, 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔤𝔬.

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HOW TF DO I DESCRIBE A SPARK T-T

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i truly don’t deserve love

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my tumblr is like the definition of neurodivergent

i forget it exists for months and then i show up one night and infodump for like way to long

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what if… i stopped masking?

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not relaxing, not doing work, but a secret third thing (screaming in my head while doomscrolling)

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I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage