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THIS is absolutely vile and disgusting.

ANYONE who thinks this is okay let alone PROUD of it… you are disgusting and a sorry excuse of a human being.

Everything with Matty has been proven MULTIPLE times to be bullshit. Yet… here we are.

Neither Matty or Taylor have EVER done anything that to personally hurt anyone. This is a DIRECT, PERSONAL attack at Taylor as well as Matty.

This is literally the same thing Kanye and Kim did to Taylor back in 2016 but this time it’s people who claim to be her fans.

Neither of them have done anything to deserve this level of bullshit and I cannot WAIT for the day when the media turns around and brutalizes these fans and fan culture. I cannot wait until Taylor takes a page out of Phoebes book and rips them all a new one.

If you honestly feel the need to do anything to try and destroy anything to do with someone’s personal life… don’t be their fan. But you have absolutely no say in what anyone does in their personal lives. None.

If this was someone you knew in real life… and any of you acted like this and went to extremes to interfere in someone’s life you would end up in jail. I can also bet that if anyone tried to dictate your personal life like this… you’d be livid and having someone charged.

GROW THE HELL UP.

I don’t care if you’re 12, 15, 20 or 50.

GROW UP.

These are people. Not your property.

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Those headphones he’s been wearing. Do you think it’s possible that his ADHD is part of the reason why he wears them? I’ve been trying to learn more about him (I am a new the 1975 fan) and I am a neurodivergent fan. I have ASD and ADHD. Some of the way he talks and the nervous energy and stimming… I know all of these are common in adhd but he seems to be a little extra with it. (I do not mean that rudely). Do you think it’s possible he is on the ASD spectrum or has sensory processing disorder?

*DISCLAIMER*

Only so I don’t get attacked by mobs of people for “diagnosing” Matty… that’s not it at all, so please don’t attack me for it. This is very different then the video going around of Taylor “stimming” and that being used as an assumption. This is 100% opinion based formulated by my experiences as someone with AuDHD as well as a mother of son who has the same.

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A fellow AuDHD! (Is that right? God, I hope so)

I understand not meaning it in a rude way. No worries there. Honestly….

Yes. I think it’s definitely a possibility. I see it more in interviews then anything else or in the videos we see that they’ve posted or as part of the series. This is also why I believe he created Truman Black.

Masking is any neurodivergents secret weapon. I have my own version of a mask that I use in certain situations.

For those who don’t know -

It’s very very common with those who have adhd or on the autistic spectrum. I believe Matty 100% had a mask with TB. Yet when he’s in interviews, the stimming is more apparent and when he’s with his band mates in a more private setting - he’s very much not masking.

There’s obvious similarities and differences in ADHD / ASD as seen above.

The first time I really considered he may be on the ASD spectrum was this interview… took me a bit to hunt it down…

Why? It’s like watching my son. Which sort of amazed me. I can also be like that.

The blinking, looking up a lot and the struggle to process his thoughts. These are both things you can find in ADHD / ASD. The sleeves over the hands. Constantly touching his hair. The awkwardness.

He’s also had times when he’s expressed not liking to be touched and struggle with social situations / fame. The video above… the famous suitcase one… he says he hates being touched then spends a while in it. My son… master at this. Even at 13 he still likes to see what spaces he can fit himself into. He LOVES fitting into tight spaces as it’s a comfort thing and he’s one of the only people I know who could tolerate anything like that for extended periods of time.

He struggles with social ques and even practices it. This I found really cute. Like a Sim character lol. I’ve done this so many times it’s scary.

The sorry? I don’t know about other AuDHD individuals but apologies can be so scary and awkward for me. I hate them. I freak out. I generally end up writing a letter or text saying sorry instead. His last verbal apology he tried to give also was used against him and I believe that this was his way of saying sorry for everything without making it worse on himself because that’s connection between the mind and mouth gets messed up. Look at the apology he made that one time about the Taylor thing back in 2014 or 2015…? It was written and it was received well for the most part. But it’s easier to gather thoughts when writing.

He also has this relationship with his band mates that had an edge of - they’re his life line. Which is part of why I think he left the stage yesterday when his ear piece messed up. There was a time last year that George made him mess up during a song because he moaned into the mic that carry’s communication and made Matty laugh and forced him to make the audience sing lol.

That’s a few things. I could probably write a few hours about this but I got a list of things I’m procrastinating on haha. If you guys are curious for more let me know.

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Danke und Alles Gute, Basti ❤️

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I am back only for…hm, yeah, Basti just retired :(. I was not following him closely anymore since 2017, but it’s still an emotional moment, I can’t help it. I am not expecting nothing so much better from now on, because football has been a bit disappointing for me nowadays :) however, all the best for him and his following career (but yeah, I hope he will be back to Bayern, that would be nice hahaha). But… I am kinda disappointed with Poldi’s reaction. I know that I shouldn’t expect anything else, but he only posted some emojis and nothing else haha. I miss that old Poldi who used to write long and emotional messages to Basti. Anyway, it seems that now seeing these two together again would be a distant dream…

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Lets all cry together

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me: should be going on about my life

actual me:

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i love cats. like we as a species just really go out of our way to obtain fat little house goblins in the hopes that they will occasionally acknowledge us

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The end of KoA should be like the end of Buffy where they basically win everything and Elide says “what are we gonna do now?” and Aelin just smiles.

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Bastian Schweinsteiger is trending on #Tumblr. 🤙

#MiaSanMia #FCBayern #Scbweini (here comes the pig stepper)

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thank you so much for everything, bastian schweinsteiger

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Danke Basti!