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I've never been good at graceful exits and honestly I never really thought I'd have to make one. Leaving this RP always seemed a little surreal to me and I never really thought it would happen. 

It's obvious that I've been a terrible asset to this group for a while now (and as I've been reminded) and if it was because of lack of interest I certainly would have already left by now but unfortunately it's due to lack of time.

My presence here currently (and in the past) is probably just a nuisance and it's unfair (as I've, once again, been reminded) to people who could potentially play my characters better. I hope that someone will be able to take them up and create them into something good which was hard for me the achieve. 

This wasn't half as eloquent as I wanted it to be, but anyway I can tell when I'm being pushed out the door. You all mean a lot to me and I'm sad to say goodbye after almost 3 years. I don't particularly want to leave but I know that I have to. 

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'Dunno, just feels like we haven't spoken in ages.

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I think, just, can we go over it one more time?

So d'ye understand what ye' have to do?

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Just in here actually. Everything alright?

AU // Is anyone home...?

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-frowns- Do you really think so? I thought perhaps out of all of us, this would be best for Sirius. Though now I can't say -stop and clears her throat- Now I can't say I'm so sure I know what The Ministry is fighting for. -smiles at the mention of Marlene- I'm sure she'd be more than welcoming of a visit from you. You know she's thinking of moving out? Her and Niall, of course. Being a real family and all that. 

I apologize, but--

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Sirius's work is remarkable. Everyone's is, I never imagined we could work this way. -rocks back on the balls of her feet- We're definitely not kids anymore, are we? None of us, not even James or Sirius. Especially not them. 

I apologize, but--

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-shrugs- Suppose I always am. I guess I just wanted to put it off by checking up on you. -reaches to touch his arm lightly but pulls it away- I'd say you shouldn't over work yourself but then I couldn't take my own advice.

I apologize, but--

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We can still have our own when Niall is inevitably whisked away by Jeremy. -smiles sadly and pushes he hair from her face- Don't sound so upset about it. I think living alone will do me some good, and now you two can be a real Mr. and Mrs. McKinnon. 

Did you want to talk to me about something?

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-raises her eyebrows- In here? This probably isn't the best flat to have a little one in. -nods n' smiles- I'm alright with it if you are. 

Did you want to talk to me about something?