dontkittenme

[dontkittenme]

I give too much, that’s the problem.

[dontkittenme]

I’m tired.

[dontkittenme]

I think the worst part about all of this is I have no one. No one else to talk to bc I pushed everyone else away. Away from me so I can live this lie. And are we shocked no. So stop being a little bitch and let it go

[dontkittenme]

It’s like boom. You knew you were gonna get here. And here you. Maybe in the end. He was right. I was never meant to be with him. I was meant for someone else. He never stopped. There must be a reason why. So do I go back. Do I try one more time

[dontkittenme]

And somehow I’m never shocked at how I got here.

[dontkittenme]

“You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.”

— Buddha

[dontkittenme]

“I knew he didn’t love me but I adored him anyway.”

— Patti Smith // Just Kids

[dontkittenme]

“Love: It will kill you and save you, both.”

— Lauren Oliver

[dontkittenme]

How do I keep ending up here. You would think by now I’ll be smarter and better. But here I am. Still making the same mistakes. Giving up the same sacrifices.

[dontkittenme]

“I want to rest. I want to breathe quietly again.”

— Tennessee Williams

[dontkittenme]

And just like that. You’re freedom was pulled right under you. But you chose to let that happen. You need to be better sis.

[dontkittenme]

I don’t feel need to hear your sorry as excuses. I

[dontkittenme]

It doesn’t matter who hurt who first. It matters about now.

[dontkittenme]

Am I monster for wanting someone to love me and h just me?

I don’t see anything wrong with that.

When you hurt the people you care about, there’s no going back.

[dontkittenme]

When you’re a sad girl so you go drink by yourself a d process all your sad girl feelings. So you don’t have to go home and find the mofo who hurt you there. Crying. Trying to explain himself to you. So you leave

[dontkittenme]

When you’re a sad girl so you go drink by yourself a d process all your sad girl feelings. So you don’t have to go home and find the mofo who hurt you there. Crying. Trying to explain himself to you. So you leave

[dontkittenme]

After a while it really sinks in. And ya know you made the best decision. For me.