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I think I want to

Nobody can help me

Everything is pointless

-🌺

what about your favorite smells

and sounds

and tastes

no more hugs

or holding hands

or creating

what about who ur subscribed to?

and who's music you listen to?

what about your jewllery

and clothes

ily 🌺

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NO I LOVE YOU TOO

what about ur tumblr blog

and rainbows

and the moon

and cool little things u find on the ground

<3

i'm going to kms

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dont kys!! what if your favorite music artist EVER releases another song and you're not there to hear it????????????? what ifyour favorite actor/voice actor stars in something amazing? you won't be able to see it!!!! or worst of all a sequel or update comes to your favorite video game and you can't play it?!!! come on!! you got this!! There's so much in life to look forward to!! You got this!!

official dont kys post

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Don't kill yourself, have some (therapy to fun) youtube channels:

Cinema therapy

Therapy in a nutshell

I'm happy you're here

Madmorph

Euro brady

Hank green

The cocoa couch

Niall no chill

Kofi escapes

Uyen ninh

Carys cuttlefish

Dollightful

Baumgartner restoration

Longhairprettynails

Veritasium

official dont kys post

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Don't kill yourself, you still need to read:

Man's search for meaning - victor frankl

Buy yourself the fucking lilies - tara schuster

The midnight library - matt haig

Maybe you should talk to someone - lori gottlieb

Siddhartha - herman hesse

Trauma stewardship - laura van dernoot lipsky

When things don't go your way - haemin sunim

How to behave badly in renaissance brittain - ruth goodman

(For people with low/no income, z-library and the internet archive exists)

official dont kys post

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just here to tell someone that if you're feeling suicidal, remember that you're mother, father, child(ren), or friend(s) might need your help the day after you're gone

They might need help shopping or making something hard, and they asked you to help them because they want to spend time with you because they love and care about you

Don't let your parent(s) shop alone when they want you to shop with them

Don't let your child struggle fixing their sink when they know you're there for them and that love that fact that you do

Don't let your friend feel alone eating at the restaurant they know both you and them love to eat at

Someone will need you tomorrow and they're hoping to see you that day

everybody say thank you anon

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When i was a teen and desiring demise, adults would tell me it gets better.

I thought they said this because they refused to see me and couldnt bear the truth

I knew i wouldn't make it til 19

Now i'm 26

Turns out they weren't saying it because they couldn't see me, they were saying it because they were me

And they got to the other side

Just like how i miraculously did

It did get better

When this account says wait it out, they mean it literally

Somehow life keeps happening and somehow it does get better

this is what i try to say to people

i know sometimes it comes out wrong but please

dont do it for someone else

do it for you

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Mind if I sign the anons?

With like a little flower or smth?

🌺

ofc not :D

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Same anon you just answered...

I'll wait...

Just a while longer...

I do uhm...

I do have a TV show to finish I suppose...

hi!

finish that tv show :)

if you need me again i'll be here

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Why is this worth it?

There's nothing in my life worth doing

I try to talk to people but i'm so socially incompetant that I ruin everything

Im at stage 12 burnout

No one wants to talk to me anymore because I have nothing fun to say, I would rather throw myself into oncoming traffic than walk to the library

School's starting soon and I don't even know my stupid classes yet

What's the fucking point?

I have nothing to do

Everybody else is so busy and they're not complaining

But I'm burnt out over doing nothing at all.

I need something important abd meaningful to do

I need something

But there's nothing

Nothing's important and I can't live like this

I have no friends I actually want to talk to who aren't always busy and I just wish I could die already

Im going to fail my classes

Im already a dissapointment

My focus is at an all time low

I used to adore stories and now they seem meaningless.

I hate reading now

But everyone suggests it because "oh you loved it so much a few years ago!!!"

Maybe I did

Maybe I can't let go of this stupid hobby I kind of hate because without it nothing means anything to me

I like people but they don't like me and I'm DONE DEALING WITH THIS

pls dont kys yet

wait

breathe

have a warm shower

drink tea or coffee or even warm milk

cry

sit in bed

put on a podcast

or some music

breathe again

dont kys you need to watch the sunrise

play games with your friends

try improv

start a garden

shave your head

what about bubblegum

and amber tree sap

and sour candy

what about watercolours

wait just for a little bit longer

wait it out

please

<3

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i feel so lost. nothing makes sense and everything is the same

i have nobody to talk to and i feel like all my friends hate me and none of them understand

my parents dont think anythings wrong, and maybe thats my fault. i dont tell them anything but would they care if i did?

i dont know. i just needed somewhere to say this

oof the shittiest feelings :(

try searching up "headspace", its a free therapy orginisation, and it could help you lots :D

im here if you need me <3

dont kys what about the story r writing and the fandoms and ur fics and cute puppies and warm gloves and foggy mornings

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protecting mamas' identity from the internet

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hi. just a reminder. no one threw you a parade and you're not getting a trophy   but you made it through, and it counts even if all you did was hold down the fort and keep sh*t together   love, someone who's learned some victories are quiet on purpose

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Idk why im still here, why am i alive… I’m supposed to be dead

I’m just struggling to find my purpose, yknow?

If not for the little things, then why am i here?

i get it :(

but you have to leave your mark on everything, or you will die with nothing to your name

carry round a sharpie

draw little hearts and stars on everthing

sew buttons onto your clothes

paint your ceiling

live FOR the little things

live BECAUSE of the little things

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note game

10 - i'll go drink a cup of water

25- i'll write a paragraph for one of my wips (repeat every 25)✅

50 - i'll start working on the metis/hera fic i've been meaning to do for a while

100 - i'll dm my favourate singer and ask if i can mention her music in a book i'm writing

250 - I'll come out to my dad as aro/ace (i'm already out to my mum)

500 - i'll teach my (very responsible) little sister about Ao3 and pray she doesn't read explisit stuff

750 - i'll come out as nonbinary to my parents

1000 - i'll ask my mum to come out to her side of the family for me (idk if that makes sense)

1500 - i'll ask my parents for a binder

2000 - i'll burn any suicide letters i have left

3000 - i'll ask my dad to come out to his side of the family for me

done

in progress

not yet

*sigh* fine

@satan-offical @homosexuality-offical @possum-offical

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I’m gonna share what’s giving me going because it’s kind of stupid

Digimon time stranger and the wait for it as I am currently waiting for it to come out I am getting more and more more and more and more excited for more Digimon content so I keep on looking to the stuff that’s coming out afterwards and I’m getting more and more excited and it’s keeping me going for some reason

i will endorse this anyday

good on you anon :3

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Im not going to... you know, kill myself, but I'm kinda trying to find something

All my friends are too damn broken to help me, my life is great and I should be ecstatic that it's going well

Im smiling right now

But I feel like the inside of me is decaying

I have a crdative hobby I do for fun

But I can't do it anymore

Nobody interacts with my blog anymore

And I'm slowly starting to wish I never existed in the first place

Every time I say something mean I want to rip out my own tongue but I hate being nice so damn much.

Im perfectly mentally healthy though.

I have no disorders

I tried venting to my friends

All they did is cry and run away and relapse again and again and again

And my therapist doesn't even know how to help me

So I started lying to her too

I feel like I'm going insane but you know what?

That's not happening.

I hate myself for living such a wonderful life and being so mentally stable

But it feels so nice to hate everything that I am so I'm going to crush these feelings some more and refuse to go insane in any capacity.

Im fine

Im great

And I just needed a little place to scream for a while

This is nonsense please delete this ask

I'm probably just going to sleep it off and be fine in the morning.

I live a great life

I have no problems

Im fine :]

tbh this sounds like me sometimes

i think if you feel like this constantly ur not neurotypical or mentally stable

if this is a rough patch i hope you get through it :(

try not to lie to ur therapist, or if you feel like you really cant tell anyone the truth, keep a journal? write, collage, and scribble

im going to answer this ask anyway

i feel like you need it

dont kys what about moss

and softgrass

and small beetles

and shiny crow feathers

or the sound a coffee machine makes

and the smell of hot chocolate

and little fish and tadpoles

and old, tall trees

and the smell of being in the wild

and swimming in dams

and knitting

crocheting

sewing

playing

breathing

waking up warm

little dewdrops that shine like diamonds when the sun rises

i hope you find meaning again anon

i love you