dolly-d4rling

[dolly-d4rling]

Realest shit

so you want a coach?

tw: mentions of dubious consent

fine, if you want to put yourself in harms way i can't stop you, let this post be a warning.

a lot of you guys think that sending nudes is special

"im willing to send nude bodychecks so its ok!"

no, it's not

they won't be satiated with that

nude bodychecks are something that is demanded multiple times a week. some coaches dont even care for nudes because in reality they're waiting for you to fuck up, because then they have a reason to punish you.

90% of the time, this will be harming or humiliating yourself in a sexual way. slowly they'll push, making these punishments more extreme and sometimes even more public

and now you feel bound to this person because they have multiple naked pictures of you at their discretion

you try to say no and back away

"but you'll spiral"

"sorry, i thought you cared about being skinny"

your weight loss isn't their main priority

a person with an ed is vulnerable, so they use that vulnerability to make you tied to them send them sexual things as a form of punishment

and in return they watch you lose your curves and slowly become even more attracted to you as you start to look more and more like a child

running this blog has made me come across people like that. constantly. it's the same formula every god damn time

but if you being skinny is really worth sacrificing your entire identity, then go ahead

- anon

[dolly-d4rling]

I need this for Christmas

lemmie spoil you bby girl 😏

[dolly-d4rling]

I'm back because I gained. I was at 134.5 and now I weigh 146.9 I fucking hate myself. I'll st4rve to death idgaf anymore

[dolly-d4rling]

Me one day🎀

[dolly-d4rling]

I hate bringing my friends over.

I hate bringing them over not because of any drama, I live my friends to death, I would die for them.. but when I bring them over I know my mom will like them more than me. And it honestly hurts so much. I wonder if I die it would make anything better.

My friend came over today and she ate with us. Mom and step-dad interacted with her very well and I just let them talk, later my mom urged me to walk her home and I was like oh sure! I was pretty happy but then she changed her mind and told me that she would take us in a car instead. So it was fine. My mom kept chatting with her and I walked her to her home. Said my goodbyes with her brother the family dog and her mom and went outside just to find my mom gone. I called her asking where she was and she said she thought I was staying over but I said no and she refused to turn around (our house is three minutes away) and didn't take me, said I could walk myself. So yea.. I walked in the dark lol. But it did make me feel like I was less. Other times she compares me to other friends and openly told my best friend she was more like a daughter and would rather keep her at home and sell me. Idk.

[dolly-d4rling]

REAL now I have to concentrate on college😞

[dolly-d4rling]

Can't believe that in a week I went from 139.8 to 135.0

😭 imma keep this up for ten week idgaf if I die lolll

You guys can do it just push a little longer. It's okay we got this

[dolly-d4rling]

[dolly-d4rling]

Just remember...

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We don't need that (*´∀`)♪

[dolly-d4rling]

TW:$H

But like I don't GET IT. Sh feels so good. It doesn't help no but it gives me momentary relief.

That being said, why is it so bad to sh anyways? It's in my view of observation, its my fucking body I give myself consent to wound myself, and I know my limits so only I know when enough is enough.

It's not killing anyone, and no one has to know, so why is it so damn bad?

[dolly-d4rling]

What humbles me is when my family goes shopping and I love dresses so I try them, only to see the big fat "L" or the pant sizes of 9/39.

I'm gonna starve until I can't breathe I swear to fucking God this is so embarrassing

[dolly-d4rling]

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[dolly-d4rling]

Fuck yes.. :( why can't I just shave off all the unnecessary fat and muscle. I hate myself 👍🏼💀

I need to be just like them, no matter the cost, no matter the hunger.

[dolly-d4rling]

This the type of shit I want to wear when I get sk1nn1 fr🎀🕯

Thinspo

[dolly-d4rling]

Real

🙀 there's no more options~~

[dolly-d4rling]

🍰if someone did this it would so nicee..🎀(._.)

[dolly-d4rling]

Hiii...

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🎀~ Please do not message me.. it makes me uncomfortable, and I probably won't respond anyway. Some of you guys are weird and creepy like what makes you think I wanna see your joystick??! ((o(￣ー￣)o))

🍰: Anyways It's just a normal blog with some cvtt1ng shit, 4n4 stuff or nsfvv reposted so if ur disturbed by that, just block fr

🎀~ I like Hello Kitty and the Sanrio characters, my favourites are Keroppi and Cinamoroll 🩵💚 ( ￣▽￣) I LOVE KPOP TOO BIG ARMY HERE. my bias is Yoongii and Kook🍰

🎀~ Currently either trying to study Korean.. or Japanese.. I'll probably do both🤭

🎀~ I like to feel safe in my own platform so please be kind ○|￣|＿

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🧷~About me:

☆Age: 18

☆Sexuality: straight

☆height:4'11

☆weight: 63.7 kg

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MDNI!!

I also don't want p3dos, r4c1sts, h0m0ph0bes, creeps

Nope you won't get pics and that's that..