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I wanted to ask for your help

There are several users romanticizing abuse and rape on this app, using the tags #r@pe kink and #abuse kink.

I am sharing this with the intention that more people will report this content. This is not normal, nor acceptable.

PLEASE REPORT THIS IF YOU COME ACROSS IT!!!!!

it really should not be romanticised as it could be harmful and triggering to many readers

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i updated my masterlist in case anyone was wondering (anything to procrastinate writing)

i’m joking i’m writing as you read this (trusttt)

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okay guys i’m sorry ill write fuckboy billie tonight (no i actually will though i just charged my laptop)

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also the amount of fuckboy billie requests is insane you guys read my mind im cooking smt up dw 😋😋

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hi babessss thank you so much for all you kind souls in my inbox i literally promise ill be back to writing soon 😌🥰

love you lots and i hope the hmhas tour content is feeding you cause it’s feeding ME 😮‍💨

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i think i’m gonna cook tonight

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I LITERALLY CANNOT

ive spent five fucking consecutive hours on this essay for my english lit course and i HATE ITTT

it’s fine deadline is friday but STILLLLL 😖

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I miss you babe 😞

oh em gee tann i miss you too

idk what’s up with this inactivity 😓

i think i’ll get back to it this weekend though :)

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it's all about it

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you should like uhm… DROP ANOTHER JENNA ORTRGA STORY 🧎‍♀️🙇‍♀️‼️. 🗣️💯🔥‼️‼️‼️

it’s coming i SWEARRRRR

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hi pookie bear, how are youuu?🫶🏾

im goood hbu ���

ive never gone this long without writing idk what’s wrong w me atm

but we persevere 😣

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hi…

i’m SO sorry i’m not active right now, i promise im just hella busy 😖

i’ll be back once i’ve gotten control over my workload atm

LOVE YOU SO MUCH AHHHHH

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my dream 5 secs before my alarm goes off.

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could u do smth dom!billie where she’s like begging reader to let her eat her pussy like desperate 🙏🧎

enjoy, angel ❤️‍🩹🫶🏻

let me eat this.

"fuck, just let me!" your girlfriend growls as you tease her and don't let her touch you. you pressed your foot against her chest, stopping her. you kept her at a distance from your body, just because you liked it.

billie was in charge, she had so much influence over you that you just let her push you onto the kitchen counter. she was going to eat you out until you couldn't take anymore, but where are you now? you control her and she won't dare disobey you. she will wait patiently until you let her touch you, and then she will deal with you.

"how bad do you want this?" your voice was so calm that it was starting to irritate her. how can you stay calm when your girlfriend is going crazy with how much she wants to fuck you? "you've got to be kidding me, right, babe?" she grabs your ankles roughly, leaning over your body. your legs are now on her shoulders, and her lips are inches away from your pussy.

"give me fucking consent to eat you" she looks at you with her beautiful blue eyes and you giggle. so dominant, yet so submissive to your words. you giggle and bite your lip, moving your hips a little closer to her. "u can…"

your two words are enough for her to put her tongue into you, showing you who's boss now.

a/n - this is very short and bad because i am dead tired

requests open !!

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i know you | b.e.

billie eilish x fem!reader

masterlist (it’s short but it’s here <3)

‘you’re holding me and holding back’

her hands were holding your hips, carefully and gently. she was scared to use more force, afraid she’d hurt you. she’d pick you up as if you were made of glass, carefully adjusting herself so that you were on top of her. your lips never disconnected, needing each other in order to not grow insane. she was so close to you yet somehow distant, as if she was restricting herself from relaxing into you, in fear of the inevitable outcome.

“so, pretty.” she said in between kisses, not giving you the chance to reply, too distracted by your lips. but she noticed the way your cheeks warmed with her words, visibly flushed.

“i don’t really care for that, just you.”

and she did care for you, immensely. more than you’d ever know. but you’d wonder if she cared enough. because enough to you, meant more than the other girls. and you couldn’t be sure, but it’s what you wanted desperately. and even if she didn’t give a shit about you, the strength to break up this thing you had going, was something you’d never possess.

“mm, billie.” your speech was muffled by her tongue, but it was music to her ears regardless. none of them sounded like you. her name couldn’t sound as good as it did from your lips. but she never found the courage to tell you.

‘there’s a pause between every minute’

“alright, angel?” she broke away for air, and to smile at you, checking to see wether you were still okay. a small ‘mhm’ came from your throat, and she tilted her head to brush her lips against yours. she was breathing against you, mixing her breaths with yours as she kept smiling. that smile of hers only made your longing for her lips to return, grow. her hands caressed your waist, choosing to kiss you instead of speak words she’d soon regret. and despite her, smiling like an idiot, you hadn’t noticed her affection for you, the deep sense of happiness that took over her features.

“call me your angel again.” a soft laugh escaped her as she soaked in the scent of your hair, falling around her face, trapping the both of you in your own world. you wanted to hear the term of endearment in her voice again, choosing for it to let you escape the complicated reality. but why was it so complicated?

‘feeling like i need something’

it was clear you wanted her, wanted more from her. and, to her at least, it was clear she wanted more with you in return. the raging complication was fear. the deep, shattering fear of commitment. an issue that ran deep and wouldn’t be soothed by soft kisses and strokes of her toned back.

“my angel. my gorgeous fucking angel.” and it was true. in your heart you were hers, and she wholeheartedly returned the feeling. to speak of it was pushing too far, almost crossing the limit. a limit of what she could mentally handle. because to love you would mean to give up her freedom to leave if it got too much for her. but in the depths of her conscious mind, was the knowledge that even now, she could never leave you.

‘it’s just you.’

that was all you needed. each other, like this. holding your bodies gently, in an embrace that could never be labelled. and the other girls, not that there were that many though, were there to ease her insecurity of not being enough for you. not being good enough.

it was all fucking bullshit. but it worked. and neither of you could be bothered to settle the longing for a title. it was love in an unconventional form. but it was love nonetheless.

‘i’m here regardless of the pain, don’t ever tell me to go away, from you’

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i’m back to writinggggg

missed you guys 😙

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heyyy

please forgive me for being SO inactive but i’m at an all time low for inspo rn :(

i’ll get back on the grind soon trust 😙