doesntfeelangelic

[doesntfeelangelic]

The sun has seen our thousand sins, but shines equally on us all. The sun forgives with the crest of every dawn and forgets with the dip of every dusk. Whatever has happened, let it burn away. Be like the sun, high, warm, full of light; let yourself be caught in the certainty of cycle, that whatever has brought you low, you will rise again. 

[doesntfeelangelic]

I don’t know, really. I need money more than anything, but I’m certainly not going to ask strangers on the internet for alms. Other than that, I don’t know if there’s anything anyone could help me with, but thank you for asking, I appreciate it.

doesntfeelangelic:

I’m not sure how familiar you are with Night Vale, but it’s not exactly easy to get away, once you’re stranded here.

Only slightly. I’d love to offer help, but I do worry about being stuck myself… Is there anything I could send you that could help?

[doesntfeelangelic]

I’m not sure how familiar you are with Night Vale, but it’s not exactly easy to get away, once you’re stranded here.

@urs-illiad said: Carve a place with tooth and claw. 

I’ve been declawed long ago. I’m tired, no matter how hard I’m fighting, I’m not getting forward by even a bit. If it wasn’t for my son, I’m not sure what I’d do.

[doesntfeelangelic]

I think I know one man back home who might have mercy on me...

[doesntfeelangelic]

There’s no help here, this place is forsaken. I want to go home, but home won’t have me back. I’m a failure, and I have to pay the price.

@urs-illiad said: Carve a place with tooth and claw. 

I’ve been declawed long ago. I’m tired, no matter how hard I’m fighting, I’m not getting forward by even a bit. If it wasn’t for my son, I’m not sure what I’d do.

[doesntfeelangelic]

@urs-illiad said: Carve a place with tooth and claw. 

I’ve been declawed long ago. I’m tired, no matter how hard I’m fighting, I’m not getting forward by even a bit. If it wasn’t for my son, I’m not sure what I’d do.

[doesntfeelangelic]

The longer all of this is going on, the more I’m realizing that there isn’t a place in this world for me anymore.

[doesntfeelangelic]

His eyes are blazing with light, more light than all the lights in every city in the whole world, more light than we could ever invent if we had ten thousand billion years.

Lauren Oliver, Delirium (via psych-facts)

[doesntfeelangelic]

Can someone just hold me like I mattered for a while...

[doesntfeelangelic]

Just had to think of the lady I drove to Pine Cliff the other day. I’m eternally grateful for having met her. Not only was she a really pleasant passenger, her tip also literally brought me through the month. Don’t know what I’d have done without that extra money. I doubt I’ll ever meet her again, but I’ll never forget her.

[doesntfeelangelic]

Does anyone know if a tricycle is a suitable present for a kid turning two?

[doesntfeelangelic]

I had a wonderful time spending the Christmas days at Harry’s. At first I was a bit shocked meeting Joseph Foster there, but he’s changed so much, we quickly warmed up. Cecil Palmer is a really lovely guy too, and of course so is Harry. I don’t think there are many people who’d treat their doubles with such hospitality. I’m just really grateful...

The highlight, however, was seeing my little boy getting along so well with the two kids of theirs. Jovan and Joy are adorable little sunshines, and I’ll do what I can to make it possible for them to meet more often.

[doesntfeelangelic]

junky-secrets: 

That is probably very true but I like doing stuff like that. -smiles-

*smiles back* Then apparently you’re a compassionate person... I appreciate it very much, thank you...

[doesntfeelangelic]

junky-secrets: 

To be fair you’re taking me a ways away and hey it’s okay to get a tip.

*a light chuckle* A tip is always fair, but twice or even three times the price is more than unusual.

[doesntfeelangelic]

junky-secrets: 

Sometimes you need a helping hand. I know I’ve had to, and you just have to return the favor of kindness to someone else. It’ll be for your little boy to have a good memories with his dad.

Yeah, that’s what I’m thinking as well. It’s still uncomfortable, but it’s for a good cause, and also I really don’t have room for misplaced pride.

[doesntfeelangelic]

junky-secrets: 

I’ll definitely give you double that amount. Maybe even triple. You probably need it, ‘specially with the holidays ahead.

*a light, crooked grin* To be honest, that’s really uncomfortable, but I can’t afford the pride to decline it, because yeah, I need every dollar I can get, so thank you in advance, I guess...

[doesntfeelangelic]

junky-secrets: 

Two jobs at night? Well I’m making you travel a far ways away aren’t I?

Oh yeah, Pine Cliff is by far the longest way I’ve ever driven, but I’m assuming you know what’ll be coming up, the tour will easily cost $250, if not a little more, so for me it’s worth it.