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Baby, I miss you: 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒃𝒊𝒏

𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌: skz Idol bf! Changbin x fem!reader

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: mutual masturbation, watching porn (Homemade porn!), Changbin's handy and fancy fleshlight, sharing toys, finger sucking, gagging, cunnilingus, multiple orgasms (f!rec), felching

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Changbin is excited. He is completely excited and can't help himself. Their tour travels had them all so busy, with their schedules, that they could barely breathe, let alone find the time to lie down, relax, and spend the night reacquainting their bodies with the pleasure of sleep they craved. He was so busy, so deeply exhausted and barely present that masturbating in the hotel shower while abroad didn't even cross his mind.

Now that they're back home in Korea, Changbin wants to treat himself.

He closes the door, a prospect that would leave his roommate Hyunjin speechless if he were less glued to his own room. It's a lot of fun to travel together, but the comfort of home is something everyone misses very often. You feel fresh and pampered after a relaxing shower, your hair damp from being half-towel-dried and your body damp and warm from the steam from the personal bath in your room.

Changbin crawls on his bed and growls all the while, stretching his limbs like a sleepy wildcat, flexing his muscles as he melts face-first into the safety of his mattress. He's so comfortable that he didn't bother putting on anything but his boxers after his shower, and the coldness of the sheets feels so good against his warm chest and belly. He stands still for a few moments before reaching for his phone on the nightstand.

He's not looking for porn anymore, not really. He doesn't care about writing a sleazy website with even sleazier ads. Why would he do it when his pretty girlfriend? He has you.

Your thumb quickly finds your camera roll and your favorites album even faster. The blurry back of a box of protein powder, a beautiful blue Jeju sky, a forty second video of him with his face buried in your pussy. Changbin doesn't mind creating a secret folder or hiding his videos and photos in any way; They are easy to access for him and that is what he likes.

His fingers curl into a fist and Changbin rests his chin on it as he examines his inventory, watching the screen intently each time he moves to a new slide.

The first few seconds of his last punch have Changbin immediately turning around and reaching for his nightstand. This time, he opens the drawer to pull out his favorite clear Fleshlight and his nearly empty bottle of lube. He rubs the back of his neck against the pillow to find the right spot and places the Fleshlight and lube against his side so he can watch the video before putting it on.

It's you. So sweetly depraved and beautifully naked, sitting comfortably in the chair in the corner of your room, legs wide open and facing the mirror that is right in front of you. He recognizes the dildo you're using because he's the one who ordered it for you, one of those milky white ones with the colorful confetti inside. He pumps himself into the rubbery walls of your pussy, and Changbin is quick to turn up the volume on his phone so he can hear the slick noises he makes as he fucks you. He knows you feel good, he's watched this video so many times he's almost memorized every step. You tilt the dildo up slightly and your toes curl sweetly. Changbin bites his lip as your phone shakes in your grip.

“I’m going to squirt,” you whimper, eyes closed.

Crossing before doing just that, dripping like that, so hard it splashes loudly against the mirror.

Your phone shakes in your hand again as you pull the dildo out of your tight hole to rub the tip frantically against your plump clit. You ejaculate some more and it splatters.

Weakly against the spread of your thighs.

Breathe deeply for a moment before laughing.

and changbin finds himself smiling at you, he always does, and you reinstate the mirror.

Innocent kisses before ending the video.

He's rock hard, bulging the front of his boxers and already dripping from the tip after watching one of your gorgeous videos.

“Damn,” he grunts, sliding his thumb across the bottom of the screen to play the part where you ejaculate again. Changbin reaches for his cock as he looks at you again, squeezing it with a rough hand before lifting his hips and removing his boxers completely.

He flicks through photos of half-eaten pasta dishes and a recipe you promised to make him, pausing to smile at a photo of you standing sleepily in the middle of your kitchen staring at the open refrigerator.

The next video he stops at is almost five minutes long, a delicious POV shot of you sucking his fat cock. Changbin grabs the extra pillow on his bed and uses it to support his elbow so his arm doesn't get too tired while holding it.

The video starts with you gagging, separating your lips from his cock and leaving thick strings of saliva in your wake. You stick your tongue out of your mouth to collect the strings of saliva and Changbin grunts audibly, just like he grunts in the video. There's a dazed smile on your face as you lean down to lick the underside of his cock and Changbin caresses your cheek with his thumb.

“Look how pretty you are,” he whispers, and your smile widens for him. Your eyes narrow, he has the flash on since it's dark in your room, but you still make a conscious effort to look into his eyes for as long as possible as you bring him back to the warmth of your mouth.

Changbin jerks his cock hard as he watches you perform oral sex on him, biting his thick bottom lip with his teeth. You sound so good, the wet noises your throat makes along with your muffled moans making Changbin thrust into his own fist as the video progresses.

Your eyes close and focus solely on the slick noises coming from your phone. You're sucking on his balls, he can tell by the unpleasant pop-pop-pops that suddenly sound like they're far, far away. You will only listen for a moment before finally using your fleshlight, you will close your eyes for just a minute and then begin.

He is so relaxed, his body melting so comfortably into the bed that his phone slips from his hands and he falls asleep before it hits the mattress.

There's a solid weight pressed against your side when you blink awake, and your room has darkened minutely as the sun sets through your curtains. His hand sleepily strokes the bed and finds his unused fleshlight and lube, and it's not until then that he remembers what he was doing before his unexpected nap.

It takes Changbin a moment to get his bearings, always disoriented after a good nap. Something brushes against the bare skin of his leg.

“mm,” he grunts, blinking rapidly again and stretching his arms above his head until his elbows crack. He's finally starting to notice the repeated nudges at his side, and Changbin's hand caresses his body until he finds another arm, a moving arm, a restless arm, and his head finally lifts from the pillow to look at his side.

Your bare back is pressed against him, your shoulders tilted slightly away from his view, but he can still see his phone held firmly in your hand. He can also listen to the video you're watching, directly from his favorites folder. The push is obvious now; you're touching yourself to the video you're watching next to him, and changbin hums deep in his throat before turning fully towards you and wrapping his arm around your waist.

“Mm, my love,” he whispers, kissing the shell of your ear warmly and slowly moving down your neck. You lean into him now, snuggling into his chest and adjusting the phone so he can clearly see the video too.

It's not the one he was watching before he fell asleep, but he's watched each of these videos enough times to know how many you must have watched to get to this one. This particular video was taken 3 years ago during his Maniac tour, with his phone propped up against the nightstand lamp of his hotel room in a city he can't be bothered to remember now.

He has your legs over his shoulders, pressing kisses to your ankles, his cock caressing your insides just the way he knows you like it best.

“You fucked me so good that night,” you remember, your fingers still diligently tugging at your clit as he holds you close. "Changbinnie, you're always so good to me. You had to cover my mouth, remember?"

He remembers it vividly, but the video proves it anyway. A happy cry leaves your lips swollen from the kiss, and Changbin kisses you again before raising his hand to cover your mouth.

“Honey, is it that good?” he asks as he leans down to cover you completely. Your hands come up to grip tightly around his broad shoulders, your legs wrap around his waist, and your head nods frantically in response. Then he knew it was good, he could feel the constant clenching of your sweet pussy around his cock. It's just as good for him too, and his hips slow to a jerk so he can lay his tongue on your erect nipple.

Changbin kisses the top of your head as the video scene makes you squirm. Your hips buck against your own fingers and he whispers, grabbing your thigh and spreading it over his so you have more room to touch yourself.

He can hear how wet you are. The sloppy sound your fingers make in your pussy along with the rhythmic tapping of his phone makes his cock throb where it's pressed against your hip. Now that he notices, it hurts, he didn't cum before he fell asleep and it's catching up to him. Keeping one hand on your thigh, he reaches behind him to fumble for his fleshlight.

“You too, yes,” you plead, moving your hand from your clit to rest against his leg.

It was a pleasure to walk into his bedroom and find him gloriously naked on his bed, clearly having fallen asleep before he could get into the meat of their session, with a clear fleshlight and unused lube at his side. He's so cute when he sleeps; Changbin is always so damn handsome. Frizzy hair, full lips and bare chest rising peacefully in his sleep. The screen of your phone hadn't gone dark yet, it lit up and stopped on the final frame of a video of you sucking Changbin's cock.

You undressed before you could think better of it, carefully crawling over his sleep-warm body and grabbing his phone along the way. You knew he wouldn't care, you already did. I had seen his naughty videos before anyway.

Now that he's awake, nothing sounds better than cumming together while watching dirty videos of your past adventures.

Changbin finally manages to grab his fleshlight that's rolled halfway beneath him and once again settles back into his pillow, lying on his back. You turn to face him and press a kiss to his arm, placing his phone on his belly for a moment so you can reach down and stroke his cock for the first time tonight.

He shudders when you do, and you take a deep breath as you lean against his shoulder. His skin is so hot, so hard and velvety in your hand.

“You're so fucking hard,” you whisper, mouth open in amazement as you stroke him from base to tip. Your finger hits the slit of his cock and the pre-cum sticks to it, curling obscenely and smacking when you lift your finger. Your mouth waters and you hum, pressing another kiss to his bulky arm before curling your fingers around his weight again.

The sheets rustle as Changbin's feet become restless at your touch, he fumbles with the fleshlight again, searching for the lubricant with his other hand.

—Come, let me do it. —You don't wait for Changbin's response, you sit with your knees bent beneath you and take the bottle of lube from him. You uncap the bottle and pour it over your fingers to rub it in before bringing it to the transparent folds of your pussy lips on top of your Fleshlight. The weight of Changbin’s gaze on you is piercing, you can already see how heavily his chest rises and falls. —I'll prepare it for you.

Two of your slick fingers pierce the small hole in the sleeve, and Changbin moans quietly as you begin to push in the lube to spread the moisture inside. It makes sense why he likes it so much, there are bumps and ridges inside that must feel heavenly on his fat cock.

Changbin sits up on his elbows to watch; your fingers slide from her fleshlight to rub the glistening little nub of her clit. The lube makes your fingers slide along his folds, and Changbin falls off his elbows and onto his back again with a dramatic moan.

"God, you're..." He doesn't even know what to say. So beautiful, naughty, the love of her life, sinful. All of the above. Watch the way your pretty fingers dip back into the fleshlight's hole, cock throbbing piteously with need.

"Did you ever put your mouth on it?" you ask, licking his neck and jaw and placing a kiss on his cheek. You breathe against him. "To practice? You must have learned all your tricks somewhere..."

As embarrassing as it may seem, he tucked the base of the fleshlight under his pillow and kissed her clit, flexing his tongue to lick the inside of the tight hole just to get familiar with it. He lacks the taste, the smell, the trembling thighs and hips he can grab, but the fantasy of having his mouth buried in your sweet pussy was enough to make him rub himself against his sheets.

Changbin nods, he won't lie, and you smile against his cheek. However, he doesn't wait for you to bring the fleshlight to his lips, but he accepts it immediately. The taste of the lube makes his brows furrow, but it doesn't deter him as he runs his tongue over the toy's soft labia and small clit. Vaginal lips and small clitoris of the toy. Your finger pushes against your clit at the same time as Changbin's tongue flicks against it.

He is so sexy. His little pink tongue makes your own clit throb, but you want to see Changbin really fuck his fleshlight.

There's lube smeared on his lips and chin as you pull it away from his mouth and down onto his cock. Changbin holds the base of his cock and allows you to position the fleshlight at the tip, grunting when you begin to slowly slide it down until it's pressed flush with his pelvis. They then share a messy kiss, the first of the night, when you use your grip to guide the toy up and down his hard cock.

Changbin takes control as you reach for his phone still resting on his belly, desperate to find another video and touch you again too. You're just as turned on as he is, never having the chance to cum before your frantic movements from earlier woke your sweet boyfriend up.

However, you find yourself staring at him for a moment, addicted to the sight of Changbin pleasuring himself next to you. There's obvious strength in the movement of his arm, and the copious amount of lube you made sure to get into the fleshlight squeaks every time his cock pushes all the way inside. Needier than ever, you turn your attention to his phone.

Several movements of your thumb take you to the next video, and you don't even wait for it to start before your hand slides down your body to touch it again.

A passionate encounter filmed through another hotel's glass-enclosed shower. You're being fucked from behind, Changbin's strong, sturdy hands gripping your hips as he presses you against the cold glass. Your nipples harden when your tits come into contact with him. Even through the video you can see his own pecs moving with the force of his thrusts, and your hands grip the glass to hold on as he fucks you hard. He pulls your back towards his chest, pulling you back cupping your neck with his fingers and applying gentle pressure. He holds you like this, one hand around your neck and the other gripping the curve of your waist.

A quick, wet smack on your ass in the video makes your fingers move faster, eyes darting to your boyfriend to see his reaction as well. His own hand moves the toy quickly over his cock, a jerky motion, and he's biting his sweet bottom lip as he watches the video intently. However, he catches your attention and immediately purses his lips for a kiss.

It is a sweet kiss despite the circumstances, with the mouth closed and slow. However, when you zoom out, the scene in front of you is the complete opposite. Now you're on your knees, mouth open and tongue out as Changbin grinds his cock on you. He has changed his position so that the shower spray falls on his back instead of raining directly on your face. Just the sight and the vague memory of the sweet gesture makes you moan, fingers finally slipping into the slick grip of your pussy.

With two fingers penetrating inside your pussy and your thumb rubbing your clit, you're so close you can taste it, and you're not the only one.

“I’m close, I’m so close,” Changbin whimpers. Her legs twist and spread wide as her hips buck wildly against the toy in her fervent need to cum. You lock his phone and drop it on the bed in your haste to look at it, not bothering to watch the last few seconds of the video playing on the screen. Of course, the videos are good, but nothing compares to reality, nothing compares to watching, Feeling Changbin's cum in real time.

You look at him closely and his head turns so he can look at you too, his eyes roaming over your entire body. The final push he needs comes from you sliding your fingers from your pussy and bringing them to his lips. He opens them without question and welcomes your fingers inside, tasting your sweet, spicy wetness on his tongue and moaning quietly around your exploring fingers.

Changbin’s eyes roll as you gag him with them, fingers dipping towards the back of his mouth and he feels the softness of your tongue against the pads of them. With one last hard stroke of the toy on his cock, he cums inside, his hips shaking as he lets the Fleshlight milk him dry.

You're almost vibrating next to him. Changbin has barely come down from his high when you're taking the toy in your hand and sliding it off his cock, bringing it straight to your pussy so you can grind against it. The super skin of her pussy lips feels so good against yours, the bulge of her clit latching onto yours perfectly. Changbin's frantic thrusting made the lube a little sticky, and the skin is even wetter with his cum now oozing from the tight little hole.

Changbin turns around and props himself up on his elbow. He looks at you in awe, eyes wide and starry as he watches you rub your pussy against his fleshlight. His softened cock makes a valiant kick against her stomach.

"You're fucking unreal," he marvels.

"You...it's too much!" He ran again. He did, almost like he was keeping it all for you. His first cum steadily leaks out of the toy and mixes with your own wetness until it leaks to your rim. Your back arches, hand moving so fast your wrist starts to hurt, but Changbin doesn't let you go too far. He notices your movements begin to slow down involuntarily, so he grabs the base of the toy and helps you keep the pace until your legs snap around both of your hands and the fleshlight as you come hard.

Changbin is curious, he wants to see. He crawls towards your feet so he can spread your legs and see your cute pussy. You mockingly offer as much resistance as you can, holding your legs together and laughing dazedly, but Changbin gives you a playful growl and uses his strength to separate you.

It's a delicious sight, your pussy is completely soaked, your hair sticking to your skin with your own juices and his sticky cum. your thighs tremble under his grip, still sensitive from your orgasm from just moments before.

You use your toes to poke him in the shoulder, and Changbin looks at you from between your legs with narrowed eyes.

“Come clean up your mess,” you tease, but the smile falls from your face when Changbin leans over onto his stomach. It's too sexy. You can't help but bite your lip at the sight.

“Ahh, fuck” Changbin whispers. His thumbs part your lips so he can gently rub your clit until your breath catches in your throat. "I'm going to eat this pretty little pussy."

He holds your legs under your knees to keep you in place, but soon, his hands are caressing your thighs. He looks up and meets your eyes as he licks you for the first time, very slowly, from bottom to top. You can't look away and neither can he. The taste of his own cum doesn't deter him at all as he digs in, collecting the mix of your flavors on his tongue and swallowing eagerly as he eats. You're so wet, it's a wonder you can feel his tongue, sliding and sliding hungrily all over your swollen, messy, sensitive pussy. Changbin eats well, he always does, and before long you're on the brink of the top again.

When you reach for Changbin's hands, he twists them on your thighs so you can hold them. He doesn't complain when you squeeze his fingers tightly, just squeezes gently as his tongue runs over the most sensitive part of your body.

He pays so much special attention to your little clit, pressing his plump pink lips right over it and kissing, kissing, kissing until you shake. Changbin was supposed to just be cleaning you up, but before you know it you're running again. He licks you through it, humming and moaning in response to all your pleasure-filled noises. You have to pull his hair up when you're done, otherwise he'd stay between your legs forever.

Changbin crawls onto the bed and plops down next to you, pursing his lips once again to give you a kiss that you could never imagine denying him even though his face is a mess.

You missed him too much. You missed his capable presence and silly jokes, his warm body and bright smile.

“I’m sleepy,” he murmurs, yawning into your sweaty, disheveled hair. When you look up at him, his eyes are closed, already halfway to dreamland again. "Don't leave me."

You wouldn't even imagine it.