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something i have always found really weird is when english texts italicize words from other languages.

i remember reading a book as a kid and the author continually italicizing the word tamales

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sherlock holmes deduces you are trans before you've figured it out yourself and refers to you with those pronouns and then when you look confused is like "ah...had you not arrived at that conclusion yet?" and wafts away in his dressing gown to smoke seventeen pipes, leaving you in a gender crisis

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The juxtaposition of these articles is something, that's for sure.

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Waiting

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It Is As If You Were Making Love is a bizarre little game in which you move your computer’s slider to bring it to climax (after all those visits to PronHub it’s probably the least you can do for your computer!)

Read More & Play The Full Game, Free (Browser)

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It's never been about protecting children or women's rights (which conservatives have never cared about) or bathrooms or sports or schools.

It's about making sure that transgender people are not legally equal to cisgender people, that we know we have fewer right, that we are less than human.

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The people who police your gender will police your gender even if you're cis.

Eat them.

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growing up autistic / growing up gaslit

I.

this is the first lesson you learn: you are always wrong.

there is no electric hum buzzing through the air. there is no stinging bite to the sweetness of the mango. there is no bitter metallic tang to the water.

there is no cruelty in their laughter, no ambiguity in the instructions, no reason to be upset. there is no bitter aftertaste to your sweet tea, nothing scratchy about your blanket.

the lamps glow steadily. they do not falter.

II.

this is the second lesson you learn: you are never right.

you are childish, gullible, overly prone to tears. you are pedantic, combative, deliberately obtuse. you are lazy, unreliable, never on time.

you’re always making up excuses, rudely interrupting, stepping on people’s shoes. you’re always trying to get attention, never thinking about anyone else, selfish through and through.

it’s you that’s the problem. the lamps are fine.

III.

this is the third lesson you learn: you must always give in.

mother knows best. father knows best. doctor knows best. teacher knows best. this is the proper path. do not go astray.

listen to your elders, respect your betters, accept what’s given to you as your due. bow to the wisdom of experience, the education of the professional, the clarity of an external point of view.

what do you know about lamps, anyway?

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just called my cat a "fucking Bilbo-ass creature" because she was yelling and trying to bite me while I attempted to unhook her from the curtains

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Bionicle boy -> Gundam girlie is a true combo

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i hope cis men always continue interacting with my posts so that I am never at risk of cognitively relegating them to a superclass of wrongdoing that the rest of u are somehow supposed to be ontologically exempt from

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I’ve shared this bit of advice before, but it’s worth sharing again.

I am almost 8 years on HRT and before I even started taking estrogen, spiro, or progesterone, my doctor looked me in the eyes and asked a very important question…

She asked: “Do you want big boobs?”

I said yes, I wanted something that matched my frame.

She immediately told me: “Then do not go on a diet, maintain your fat, because your body will be using that and whatever you’re eating to build up your breasts and other features.”

And bless her because I’m rocking an H Cup these days.

So my trans girlies who are just starting out, I offer that bit of advice to you as well.

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super rough sketches for a personal project about transphobia and sports

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talk to your local deergirl who is so so so scared and has no berries and no treats and it lost in the woods even though she lives there i guess but shes not familiar with the neck of the woods where she wandered off too because her head was too lost in the clouds and by the time she came back to reality she realized she doesnt even know these trees shes so scared and lost and its getting dark and she doesnt even have her favorite berries because they all grow on the north area of the woods and shes not there any more.

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ok that little roadtrip docuthingie will ferrell & harper steele did was really cute actually. like i know some of the dolls are gonna hate it but given the time of its release is when the US is rapidly turning anti-trans, having some rich white guy using his privilege for a good cause and like. doing it while deffering constantly to his close transfem friend as to whether hes doing the right thing, is a major win. like genuinely will ferrell model ally of the year award. yes its awkward yes its really dumb and corny sometimes but it is genuine. and i think its exactly what a lot of USAmericans need to see at this moment.