wat ik voel is
pijn en fear
maar ook liefde en gemis
alsof ik volledig gebroken ben
maar compleet als jij er bent
niks voelt alsof het klopt
haar zien heeft me
niet veel goeds gedaan
ik wil niks
ik wil verdwijnen
voel me soms misselijk
soms compleet verloren
voel meer een vraagteken
alsof het nep is wat ik voel
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I truly dont feel like I have a purpose
I do not care anymore
I don’t feel things the way
I used to feel
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what do you specifically not like about the world we’re living in
the pandemic. and how people have treated each other with so much disrespect and hatred throughout it. you’d think people would come together during a time like this but it’s so discouraging to see how everything is playing out. my anxiety is through the roof rn, if anyone has any tips or tricks to minimise anxiety it would be very much appreciated <3
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why would u gaslight me
why would u tell me i should’ve left
if I felt as trapped as u
I hurt you, I did
But
It wasnt just me in this relationship
We didn’t end up here just by my mistakes
I didnt call you a bitch or a whore
unlike you who always wanted more
from me
I didnt put my hands on you
I didnt tell you that you’re worth nothing,
I didnt use your trauma against you
I made many mistakes,
And I’ll work on these mistakes,
Heal from them
You’ll never admit to any mistake you made
With anyone ever
That’s how you’ll never heal from your pain
But
Don’t forget that you’re the abuser
I won’t forget
either
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