dmonbeastt

[dmonbeastt]

A quick update

I should’ve made a post stating my stance instead of just poofing, and I apologize for that cause I know some people must be concerned for me

Basically I’m going on hiatus on all my blogs that are on this account. A lot has been going on with me and with the things going on with the new hero and ovw rpc, I’m taking a step away from this rpc. I’m fine, my physical health is improving some, but this rpc has left a bad taste in my mouth recently.

No one is the cause of this, not bashing the rpc, hell I still love overwatch and the game and even got accepted into a comp team. I have a lot of opinions about the recent hero, and hearing the news that certain folk have archived has left me feeling rather bitter.

I haven’t decided if I’m just leaving for good, because I really don’t want to. But I’m at least gonna be on a legit Hiatus for a bit, and won’t be checking this account everyday. Maybe once or twice a month at most. If anyone wants my discord (which I do rp on as well with all my muses) I’ll be happy to share it with mutuals.

I’m in another rpc rn which has gotten me a good group of friends and at least I can say I’m very happy about that. I’m happy to share that blog as well if any mutual is interested, tho it’s under a different pen name.

I wish y’all the best, truly, and don’t forget to be amazing. See you next time!

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♡

For the fluff and soft hearted, here is another lists of sentence starters that has the highest potentiality to turn into a soft scenarios. Feel free to change any pronouns / sentence structure according to your muse’s preference!     TRIGGER WARNING:   N/A.

“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”

“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”

“You asleep?”

“I like this, being so close to you.”

“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”

“You’re so, so, so pretty.”

“I just — I’m breathless, okay? Whenever I’m with you, it happens.”

“You make my heart beat so quick.”

“You always know how to make me smile.”

“You’ll always be safe with me.”

[Kisses the other on the cheek]

“Always.”

“I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you.”

“All my choices lead me to you.”

“I’ll never give you up.”

“I sleep better if you’re around.”

“You snore in your sleep. But… it’s adorable, okay?”

“I like this. A quiet breakfast with you.”

“There’re billions of people on this planet, and I love you. How incredible is that?”

“I trust you.”

[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]

“You keep staring at me instead of watching the film. What’s up?”

“Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you.”

“Are we really doing this? Are we really slow-dancing?”

“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”

“No, sorry, you laughed. I … I never saw it before. It’s — pretty.”

“You haven’t laughed in a long time, and I guess I was staring ‘cause I forgot how that looked like.”

[Puts head on the other’s shoulder]

“I will never let you go.”

“You’re the best thing to have ever happened to me.”

“You wrote me a song?”

“You’ve got a fever. Of course I’m not going anywhere.”

[Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]

[Extends a hand when they see the other was searching for it while they’re sleeping]

“I just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”

“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.”

“What are you doing up? Come to bed.”

“It’s weird. I never thought I could feel like this, but you showed up. Now, it’s like I don’t wanna go on knowing I might lose the feeling.”

“I don’t mind sharing the blankets with you.”

“You’re cold. Come here.”

“You always do that. You always warm me up.”

“Stay.”

“It’s getting crowded. Here, hold my hand.”

[Hugs for a very long time]

[Puts feet on the other’s lap]

“I’m so proud of you, you know that?”

“I love you.”

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                    —    good  things  happen

                    —    love  is  real

                    —    we  will  be  okay

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got an about up on yuna, please bare in mind i might still tweak some, since i just laid down the bare bones of her backstory. feel free to look!

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i will face canon and walk backwards into canon divergent hell

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⨳ — SOFT ANGST;

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“The only true love is unrequited love.”  “Will I see you again?” “Someone, I tell you, in another time will remember us.”  “I never could lie to you.“  “Promise me you’ll come back.”  “Am I just a joke to you, [name]?”  “This is what you do, love. Stride across the centuries, and death follows, churning in your wake.”  “You’re making it personal. That doesn’t help.“  “It was almost like a dream. ‘Oh. I’m not waking up. Why aren’t I waking up?’ I thought. That feeling never ended. It still hasn’t ended.” “I don’t want to hear your suggestions for my personal life.”  “Hold me, at least once, before we say goodbye.”  “I want to hug you once more, as soft as I can.”  “For whose sake… am I living now?”  “Come back alive.” “Thank you… In the end, that’s all I had to say.” “I love you… In the end, that’s all I had to say.” “For survival, I buried my dreams.” “Perhaps you’re right. Neither of us is who we used to be.”  “Don’t go where I can’t follow.” “I aim to be lionhearted, but my hands still shake and my voice isn’t quite loud enough.” “Let me in! Tell me what you’re thinking!“  “I just want to save you.”  “We are not the same, and never will be.” “Stop pretending this doesn’t terrify you.” “Of course it meant something.” “Do you remember?” “I can’t help but love you, even though I try not to.”  “I can’t pretend it’s not the end.”  “I said I’d have courage, but I don’t. Not anymore.”  “You’re a good liar.” “You jump, I jump. Remember?” “There’s nothing I’d deny you, if you would not deny me.” “Don’t do it. Don’t love me.” 

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"I think I might be bisexual." - overwatchhasfallen (Hana)

@overwatchhasfallen

“Really? What made you come to that conclusion?”

Not an ounce of sarcasm, Yuna showed genuine interest in the topic. It was random, having run into Hana late at night in the kitchen was already one surprise of it’s own. But this was entirely something else, and she soon realized that support was probably what the young girl needed.

“I mean, if you want to share– ‘Cause either way, I think it’s great you found that out. I’d support you no matter what, and I know the rest of the gang would too.”

A ghost of a smile is offered, dipping her head slightly.

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“Are you out to your parents?”

It was a question she really hadn’t been asked before, since she was quite vocal about her sexual and gender identity. Everyone assumed everyone knew of her, but there was a time where it wasn’t a case.

“Yeah.” she replied after a moment of silence, having realized she didn’t answer. Very unlike her, but it brought her back to a place which she wished stayed dead.

“Rejected me as their child, though. Haven’t spoken to them in aboooout.. Four years?” A light shrug, followed by a sip of her soda.

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“If anyone gives you homo/bi/transphobia they’ll have me to deal with”

“That’s sweet.”

Most of the media hadn’t a clue of Yuna’s childhood, or lack thereof. She was very vocal and open about her identities, but a lot of the media and it’s watchers were set in ways that had long been gone. Or at least to some.

“I’ll just enlist you as my bodyguard and send you to all the media outlets. That’d be quite a story.”

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“I am my own worst enemy.”

Had it be anyone else, Yuna would’ve been annoyed. She wasn’t easily sympathetic to one’s self-pity, for she simply didn’t like participating in a pity party. Perhaps that was cold-hearted of her, but she couldn’t help it.

However, this was different.

Never in her life had she felt so close to someone. Not even her own parents had the bond with her, as strained as it was. Of course that was completely severed later on, but now wasn’t the time to mull on that.

“Yeah, you are.” She replied casually, taking a bite of the teriyaki they were sharing. Looking at her chop sticks thoughtfully, she nodded and then swallowed, looking back to the man she had dubbed her “little brother”.

“And that’s okay. ‘Cause me and the rest of the crew will always bring you back down to Earth. No matter what, especially me. I’ll be there to catch you when you fall.”

Another bite of food, eyes drifting over to the television idly.

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Another LGBT meme

“Are you out to your parents?”

“I think I might be gay/a lesbian/bi/pan/etc”

“I’m proud of you. For having the courage to come out”

“So just to clarify: you use (he/him, she/her, they/them) pronouns, right?”

“When did you know that you liked guys/girls?”

“I’m glad there’s another LGBT person in my life honestly, it gets lonely”

“There’s nothing wrong with you: you love who you love, it’s society that has the problem”

“Have you come out to anyone else?”

“You made me realise I’m not straight”

“I already suspected it, I just wanted to feel you could come out on your own terms”

“If anyone gives you homo/bi/transphobia they’ll have me to deal with”

“So would you prefer I call you (name) from now on?”

“I’ve known since I was (age)”

“How did I ever think I was straight?”

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Acts of affection ( shippy/ fluff edition )

💝 - your muse says “I love you” to mine

❤ - our muses stay up all night talking

💔 - your muse gives up _____ for mine

💓 - our muses have their first kiss and its not exactly perfect

💗 - our muses are wrestling playfully and yours suddenly kisses mine

💕- your muse cares for mine while ill

💘 - our muses have been friends for quite a while, and yours suddenly realized they have deeper feelings for mine

💋 - my muse covers yours in lipstick kisses

💄- your muse covers mine in lipstick kisses

😍 - your muse notices mine for the first time, and its love at first sight

💏- our muses have been “friends with benefits” up until now and they are both realizing they want more than that

🌸 - your muse puts a flower behind mine’s ear

🎊 - my muse is pregnant and yours is ecstatic upon hearing the good news

🍟 - your muse steals a fry from mine and says “You’re cute when you’re mad.”

💯 - our muses wake up together after a one night stand

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@anaprimaris continued from x

Watching as Hana talked rather energetically to one of the soliders, Yuna couldn’t help the faintest of smiles that twitched across her lips. Such a rarity to see such a thing on Yuna, but some things simply coaxed it out of her:

Her eyes snap back to Ana, lips falling to a line as she considered her words. Another sip of her soda, eyes falling back to Hana, though there was no smile. It was a more thoughtful look, one with weight behind it.

“You’re right. But there will eventually be a time where someone else will take our place, especially after the war... Or maybe that’s young, naive thinking on my part. Either way, I’m not leaving. I’m seeing this whole thing through till the end. I’ve done too much to just decide to up and leave.” Brown eyes drift away, now staring thoughtfully at her can of soda. A light shrug is all she can really offer, before there’s a flicker of amusement on her face from the mention of mechs.

“Well first you have to be a part of MEKA. Unless your government wants to suddenly supply you and other soldiers with the same thing. There’s a reason not every Korean soldier has one.” A genuine chuckle is offered, tucking a piece of hair behind her ears. “Far too costly. And training you how to use one would take YEARS...”

Perhaps she was being too literal. Shifting some, she shrugged.

“I’m sure you’ll be given a proper tour though, since we will be working together for a bit. The least we can do is show you what we got.”

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4C

I’m just getting real messy and I sorry but she still ready to Fight

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“And I know exactly what I’m for, to hurt and destroy and nothing more.”

The shift in tone doesn’t go unnoticed, Yuna’s eyes flickering up towards the other woman in a rather discreet way. Taking a sip of her drink, one might think Yuna hadn’t even heard her at all, or was blatantly ignoring her. 

“I know what it’s like to feel like that’s what we’re for.” She finally says, voice smooth and still so very casual. Watching the rest of MEKA interact with the rest of Ana’s squadmates was interesting, since many looked to MEKA as literal children.

“And maybe in some blunt, upfront way, it is. But we all serve a purpose in life, especially people like you and me. It’s to protect. No matter the cost, the lost of life, it’s to protect out beliefs, culture, civilzation, whatever you want to call it.. And it’s totally fucked up, because we’re humans, not robots-- But some will look at us as machines. And maybe, just maybe, some day we won’t have to.”

A deep sigh, followed by a light hum is the end of her thoughts.