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I Danced Before The Lords

Not like David did though. Just a little shimmy, and some foot tapping, but that’s so much more than I could do a day ago. I’m taking my victories the way they come, steady and sure.

I literally felt the presence of my Divine Team celebrating and dancing with me. I felt so much joy to know that the Divine is mindful of me in the biggest and smallest moments.

“I will never leave you or abandon you. I am always with you. I will always be with you even after the world ends.”

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Doing Yoga With The Messiah

Yeshua has been whispering to me to try yoga poses again. Today I was able to do Chair Pose, which was surprising. I didn’t know my knee could bend that much, let alone have enough balance or strength.

He encouraged me to try practicing different poses and positions. And I’m going to make Yeshua my Yoga Master.

It’s so encouraging to see the progress.

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Yeshua in The Underworld

As a Pagan and a Believer in Christ, it offends me to hear Christians falsely repeat the claims that Jesus went to hell to be tortured. And that Christ met the Devil there and beat him up and took over Hell.

Well, Jesus didn’t go to Hell. He went to Hades aka Sheol, “The Place of the Dead” or “The Grave” if you wish.

Jesus was welcomed there, and just like in the Greek myths that require a redeemer to leave the Underworld, Jesus became a Redeemer for those in the Paradise side of the Underworld.

It may be too spicy for Christians, but Hades the divine Being (not the place he rules) is Jesus’ Uncle and was awaiting Jesus gladly. Zeus isn’t the only one who wants to retire. Christ emptied the Underworld of people who are not waiting on the Bema Seat Judgment.

King Hades gladly gave Jesus the keys to the Underworld. Hades isn’t Satan. Hades is in on the same agenda Jesus is. Furthermore Hades and Thantanos is dispatched from Heaven in John’s Revelation as the one of the Four Horsemen. Greek gods play several roles in Revelation, and as Holy Beings.

If Jesus is to be King of Kings and Lord of Lords just as his Father Zeus is God of Gods and God of Men…then there’s gotta be other gods. There are. The Bible calls them “Angels” and “Living Beings”.

My gods all adore and/or respect Christ. And that might be too spicy for Pagans. My gods teach me their favorite Christian praise songs. My gods love going to Church with me during Holy Week. My gods love taking Communion with me there.

I love when I can reconcile and justify my beliefs in Christ and my Pagan beliefs. It’s a beautiful Unifying Theory.

Peace be with you.

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A Very Holy Thursday

I ritually follow Holy Week, as Christ is my redeemer from the Underworld. And usually it’s a solemn week where I follow Christ’s journey from worshipped in the streets with palm branches (fulfilling prophecy) all the way to his crucifixion, three day assignment in the Underworld acting as a redeemer, and raising from the world of the Dead into his full ascended form. Resurrection Day is my favorite Christian holiday.

This year is different. I find I am having to imitate the Holy Week along with Yeshua. It’s honestly both spiritually amazing, and sorta creepy. The events leading up to Holy Thursday seem to be like olden times biblical stories, but in my life. Not some ancient account long forgotten about.

I was finishing my devotional reading about the Last Supper when Jesus asked me to have a cup of coffee with him, and spend the day letting him lead me on my assignment tonight. He has called me to follow him through the underworld initiation, with a “new covenant” with him. I have decided to trust him on this.

And my other Gods such as Zeus, Hades, Hecate, and the rest are telling me to let him guide me. And they want me to go on tonight’s assignment with the sense of wonder and faith. Hecate told me to get excited again because Jesus has a plan in place for my initiation process that has my highest potential in play.

Jesus has promised me beauty for my ashes, and today he’s given me the Oil of Joy in place of my mourning the loss of my faith over the last 12 years.

Sunday is also my resurrection day.

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Loki Tapped In, Huzzah

My daughter was driving us home from errands this afternoon, and for some reason I stopped staring out at the mountains, and noticed we were pulling up into an intersection with a stopped motorcycle. And then I noticed my daughter hesitating to pull up to close behind him. I think she said that it seemed odd or something like that. She did pull up closer, and I noticed he was flashing us hand signals in his mirror while we all waited at the red light. It was weird, and he did get our attention.

Then nearly the moment the light went green, and we were all rolling along, the motorcyclist started doing wheelies and riding on one wheel at full speed. It both scared and impressed us. It was absolutely wild. Then, when we thought it couldn’t get any wilder, he started doing a pummel horse routine, then rode side saddle while riding on one wheel.

I’ve seen a lot of “wild inclusions of Loki” in my lifetime, and this was certainly one of those times.

I was praying to him this morning, and I am 100% convinced he tapped in this afternoon.

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On a long enough timeline, every Christian will sorely disappoint me.

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I’m No Longer On Society’s Rhythm

I went to the grocery store for the first time since January. I discovered that when you are re-regulated in your nerves and pace, these activities aren’t as stressful.

I had a few issues with people being overly polite to me as a handicapped person, and getting in my way because of it. I also noticed I have a lot more patience as well. I was kind to everyone I met.

I did enjoy an offering from the produce lady. She offered me a ripe slice of mango. I remembered that mango is a symbol of friendship in India. But I noticed something on her face and behind her eyes. I would notice this look on other people’s faces around the store. It puzzled me…what was that look?

I had a lot of opportunities to walk on very uneven ground, got to hand select my groceries, and got to be out in society. I consider it a win.

On the ride home, it occurred to me what that look was: fear wrapped up in burnout. It made me kinda sad that this is the energy of about 50% of the people.

I think my accident has more to glean from than previously thought. Hmmm 🤔

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Queen Persephone Comes To Me As Kore

She helped me curl my hair and picked out my makeup. She played some of her favorite songs on Spotify. She selected my perfume.

��It’s a special day.” She whispered to me, and with a lilt and a giggle in her voice.

She joked with me as we got ready to see the doctor. She and I have a really cool and close relationship. She’s like my big sister.

She went with me to x-rays, and insisted this was “the one”.

When my doctor walked in, he kept it short and to the point (with a smile).

“You can start taking your brace off. No restrictions after you can walk a week without it on.”

I asked a few questions to make sure I heard correctly. But no, I’m cleared to walk and go about my regular life again.

It was a special day. Thank you Flower Princess for being my Queen.

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King Hades Invites Me To Shower By Myself

Since January, I haven’t been able or allowed to shower by myself. Always had a minder at best. Mostly because I couldn’t get my own leg brace off or on. Or lacked balance.

Well, during the course of the last week, I’ve been working on getting in and out of my brace. Only today I ditched my walker and can walk very well without it…I was invited to shower by myself by King Hades, and other Deities helped.

My daughter had been ill, and I wanted her to sleep. So I quietly, and with much intrepidation, I undressed, sat on my bench, removed my brace, lifted my own leg into the tub, and had a wonderful shower. After drying, I decided this wasn’t even hard, and got my leg snug into my brace and transferred out of the shower as easy as pie.

This is a huge milestone in my recovery. Today is rife with so many wins!

Huzzah 3X

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Thanks to Yeshua, Asclepius, Hermes, and Apollo

Thank you that I will probably no longer need in home healthcare after today.

Thank you for letting me show the surprise to my PT of fully lifting my leg to my head. And thank you for allowing me to show her that I can walk without help, and can bend my knee without a strap.

I am amazed at the wonders of your love for me. 😍🥰🥰😍😘😘😍😍😘😘🥳🤓

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Hermes Gently Suggests Pre Calculus

Nerds are gonna nerd. I like to practice college level algebra with no calculator every day on a white board. I honestly like math a lot. It’s like my video game or sudoku. Math and sometimes physics. I also like Stats. Would love to be a Geometry nerd some day.

Lord Hermes quietly suggested I try to teach myself pre calculus. So I started trying some of the functions this afternoon, and I enjoyed it. It’s still tricky, but Hermes is a great math teacher.

Lord Hermes helped me understand polynomial math years ago in one night via a “dream”. So, I trust him. He’s guiding me upward and outward.

Lord Hermes, thank you for expanding my knowledge.

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The Goblin of Caid

Short, ugly, smelly bastard.

Trying to creep into my subconscious and dreams.

Nope! You are an unauthorized interloper. A Universal Undesirable. Now I’m going to have to hurt you in the Astral realm.

Now I understand why Commander Mars is on The Watch.

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Commander Mars

He came to me at 2am to tell me that I have protection. I thanked him. But now I’m confused. Very random. Or is it?

If it had been a dream, that’s fine too. It’s good to know that gods are mindful of me.

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When Two Parallel Worlds Collide

Best saddle up, and brace for impact.

Boom!

Best wear your sexiest outfit.

Best curl your hair.

Best brush up on your algebra.

Preparing for destiny is work.

Getting your head in the game, watching rewrites of your past. All the signs read “go”.

Best prepare for more good times and noodle salad, this isn’t near the scope and magnitude of your potential joy.

Best be ready to experience fulfillment.

Best speak with a soft voice (carrying a big stick).

Best hold dear and secret what makes you smile.

Best be ready to receive, more than you can imagine.

Best to remain in the state of gratitude.

Collapse the wave form…now collide. Boom!

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Taking a Bath for My Lords and Ladies

Today was the big day. The transfer bench was installed in the tub. Today was the day I would get into my tub, and take a shower/bath.

I haven’t had an actual bath or shower in two months. I had to deal with sponge baths and sitz baths. It’s very adequate, but not ideal for really opening your pores and grounding down after a long day. Showers and baths are for more than mere cleaning. They are a place to relax and release the wariness of life. I’d dare say a connection to consciousness and spirit.

I was really nervous while brushing my teeth. “What if it hurts to let my knee bend down that much without lying down? What if my nerves go haywire again if it feels the water running? What if I can’t transfer back into my brace?” All the dumbest things to worry about totally naked and completely committed to the cause of hot running water gracing my body after so long.

I heard Aphrodite and Poseidon whisper to me, “Imagine the feeling of your first real bathing session? Imagine the utter rapture of hot water and steam and body wash.”

The transfer in and out of the tub was smooth. And I luxuriated until the hot water started petering out. Simple pleasures are exponentially better when you have to wait ages and/or work a little bit harder for them.

I feel like a snake after shedding her skin. This is probably the biggest milestone I have achieved in my recovery. And I am grateful that my Gods coached me through it.

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Loki Is Around…Everybody Best Recognize

Loki is an old friend of mine. He’s been around influencing me since I was a child. My mom wrote a short story about me being a paranormal child. It was published. But she mentions in the work about an imaginary friend I was always talking to and laughing with and how it scared her because this went above what imaginary friends would say or do if the imagineer is under the age of two.

That was Loki. Loki was my imaginary friend. But he’s not imaginary. Is he?

Loki, I look forward to our adventures and conversations that will come up during the week. Teeheehee. 😍

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Lady Freya Is My Guide For Self-Actualization

She whispered gently, and coaxed me into a small beauty ritual before starting chores.

“Look in the mirror, and brush your hair. Look in the mirror and apply just a little makeup. Just enough to help you remember who you are.”

I remember now. Thank you Lady Freya. 🥰😍