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You’ll have to be more specific. I’m always moody.

( he has to tilt his head up to speak clearly ... but, hey, at least he can do this. gently, he places a kiss on adaman's neck. he's always wanted to do that, actually. he'll kiss him a little harder next time. but for now, this works fine for him. )

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( dragging adaman into bed, just to cling onto him like a komala. sleepy. numb. cuddling his husband fixes everything. ) —【 @divinitybound｡ 】

[ oh! he had no idea where he’d come from, but that was par for the course at this point. there were some matters adaman needed to attend to today, but they could wait. ]

Good morning to you too. (🎶)

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i bought myself new earrings and wanted to draw volo in them

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( in lieu of any actual response, he just buries his head into adaman's chest further, his grumbling muffled by the proximity.

his mother was never the touchy-feely sort. he has to make up for lost time, you see. )

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( dragging adaman into bed, just to cling onto him like a komala. sleepy. numb. cuddling his husband fixes everything. ) —【 @divinitybound｡ 】

[ oh! he had no idea where he’d come from, but that was par for the course at this point. there were some matters adaman needed to attend to today, but they could wait. ]

Good morning to you too. (🎶)

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( ha. ha. as if someone like adaman would understand the full extent of it, just what it is that his mind is telling him to do. adaman's too ... good, for that.

he doesn't want to speak. but that's fine, now that he's coping. it means adaman doesn't have to worry. he's fine. it's all fine. )

... I’ve experienced this my whole life. I’ll be fine.

( his tone is level, his eyes somewhere far, far away. )

You don’t have to concern yourself with my little matters.

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( why is the mania gripping at him .. ? he didn't even do anything —— nothing happened. just another episode of hysterics, clawing at his brain and screaming.

he grits his teeth. pulls at his hair. they won't stop telling him to ... )

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( he's not —— he's not trying to. he's sorry. )

It’s so loud ...

( his voice is only just a whisper as he tries so, so hard to hold it together. it's loud, it's so loud they keep screaming, they won't shut up why won't they SHUT UP? he should bang his head against the ground —— maybe then he'd split in two.

haaaaahhh ... he heaves a sigh. why does the thought feel so soothing? strange, how that works. slowly, his hands unclench, arms dropping to his sides. his eyes are trained on the ground, and ...

... huh. why can he see blood? pooling at his feet, some sort of familiar noise, distant, yet so close —— my, he must be out of it.

there's nothing there, after all. )

... Mh.

( sometimes it's hard to believe. that such a love could possibly be eternal. if only adaman knew what he was thinking, then maybe he wouldn't be in such ignorant bliss. )

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( why is the mania gripping at him .. ? he didn't even do anything —— nothing happened. just another episode of hysterics, clawing at his brain and screaming.

he grits his teeth. pulls at his hair. they won't stop telling him to ... )

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You ... really shouldn’t be.

( though he's hunched in on himself ... he'd be lying if he said he wasn't feeling at least a little calmer. he doesn't feel like he's teetering on the edge now, but ...

god. oh, god, what if he hurts him? he doesn't —— he doesn't want to. but with everything so loud and nobody else around and every inch of his being telling him to repay the damn favor ——

he ... he deserves that, right? after years. and years. and years. of bloodshed and torment and mockery —— repay blood with blood, that's what they say, right? if only to see the fear, feel the rush of control, just once ——

his clutch at his hair tightens, making a noise akin to a whimper —— please, just stop. )

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( why is the mania gripping at him .. ? he didn't even do anything —— nothing happened. just another episode of hysterics, clawing at his brain and screaming.

he grits his teeth. pulls at his hair. they won't stop telling him to ... )

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( .. his eyes shoot open, a gasp escaping from his mouth. fuck. this is bad. this is —— haaaaah, this is abysmal timing. of course! of course he had to ——

he bites his tongue before he can begin to hyperventilate. it hurts. )

Mmmmhhhh ...

( just put on a face like you usually do when someone catches you during an episode! it's easy. just lie, like you have your whole life.

his words escape him. )

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( why is the mania gripping at him .. ? he didn't even do anything —— nothing happened. just another episode of hysterics, clawing at his brain and screaming.

he grits his teeth. pulls at his hair. they won't stop telling him to ... )

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If I may : A personal favorite ~ .ᐟ

Evolving a Pokémon into a Ghost-type feels rather inhumane, no .. .ᐣ

Sometimes I think my own team evolving was convoluted and then I remember that other pokemon have to be held upside-down, get so angry they literally die, or go on a scavenger hunt across an entire region for these weird little coins.

...On an entirely unrelated note, I've started playing pokedoku again

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Is my boyfriend seriously having to explain timezones to someone. That poor man.

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( why is the mania gripping at him .. ? he didn't even do anything —— nothing happened. just another episode of hysterics, clawing at his brain and screaming.

he grits his teeth. pulls at his hair. they won't stop telling him to ... )

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Of course you have a thing for praise, it came free with your psuedo parental abandonment when you went on a pokemon journey at age 11

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replaying pla

does anyone know why this guy keeps talking about plates

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What, me or the Eevee .ᐣ

( he tilts his head up to look at adaman, the smug and teasing expression clear on his face. he doesn't really mean it ... probably.

hmhmm ... funny, how what has evolved still demands to be treated like it was when young. he understands, to an extent. garchomp still tries to nibble on things, as if his jaws aren't so much more fierce now. at least he knows not to bite down when he decides to fit volo's head in his mouth ... )

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( he's playing with the little eevee that adaman brought home, from ... wherever. he must admit, if there's anything good about not using pokéballs, it's the fact that adaman's pokémon will be wandering around at any time.

the eevee's little cries sure are good for curing stress, come to think of it. )

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( he's laying on the ground, holding the eevee up into the air like one would a baby. she looks so happy playing like this ... )

Certainly. She’s such a sweet little thing.

( he lowers her back down to his chest, to which she enters a loafing position, staring down at him with a smile on her face.

a hand raises to scritch behind her ear. )

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( he's playing with the little eevee that adaman brought home, from ... wherever. he must admit, if there's anything good about not using pokéballs, it's the fact that adaman's pokémon will be wandering around at any time.

the eevee's little cries sure are good for curing stress, come to think of it. )

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( he's playing with the little eevee that adaman brought home, from ... wherever. he must admit, if there's anything good about not using pokéballs, it's the fact that adaman's pokémon will be wandering around at any time.

the eevee's little cries sure are good for curing stress, come to think of it. )

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