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I like scratching and picking at my skin until I bleed

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No amount of shiny wrapping paper I put on myself will cover the fact that behind it all, deep down, I am awful. I am useless. I am worthless. I should die.

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when will i just die. when will my body just decompose and finally, for once in my life, be of use to something.

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im just an empty shell now.

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this is how the vile, disgusting poison escapes me

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I want to rip off my skin

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I want to pour hot water on my arm, and watch it cascade down my skin as it burns

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I want to insert glass shards into my skin

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I want to drive a sharp shard of glass into my thigh

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I hate myself so much!

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They say it will get better

When when when when wHen whEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN.

I've been stuck in this hell FOR YEARS

A never ending whirlwind of depression and hate!

I'm tired

I'm trapped and there's no escape!

I want it all to END

I want to disappear

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I'm tired of feeling like I'm the odd one out

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I just want to appreciated, valued

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No one cares

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I wish I was talented or good at something, then maybe I'd feel some worth about myself

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I wish people noticed me

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Tonight might be the night it all ends