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being a d20 fan is fucking insane bc i cant. i cant say shit like “honor the cock” and “i love my slut dad” and “i need you, emily axford, to describe a sexy rat” in real life. but its always there in the back of my mind…..

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Inferior geometry.

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“Ah, Perry the Platypus! I see you found my Goose-inator 3000! As you can see, it turns anyone into a goose! With this I will turn EVERYONE into a goose and finally take over the Tri-State Area! Wait, what are you doing — WAIT OW! OW! STOP THAT!”

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Orange brain

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James Gunn would have this as a fun side plot, tho.

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Holy shit

So I finally got around to watching this, and I'll be real. I do believe Lily was SA'd by her teacher, but I believe that she SA'd Courtney. I think there is a 100% possibility that the abuse that Lily went through trickled over and caused her to take it out on Courtney.

Anyone who has been abused like that especially when your not even ten years old can destroy you can make you do things you wouldn't normally do if you had a normal life.

However, that is where my sympathy for lily ends. From victim blaming to calling evidence, "nothing" did the opposite effect to get me to believe her. Lily has lied in the past, and for the most part, it was harmless as it was only about shows and works of fiction, but this was just downright disgusting and crazy. She had talked in the past about hating her brother for being transphobic, but now she loves him(?) She took Courtney's story about being SA'd and acted like it was hers.

She blamed a minor for going into an 18+ stream after the minor asked why it was 18+ Lily said come on in and see only to see Lily’s tits (newsflash 18+ doesn't completely mean porn it could be adult language or a violent games being played.) That's not the minor's fault and what Lily did goes against YouTube guide lines because YouTube is not a place to flash the screen.

Said that KP's evidence is nothing when she showed just as much as nothing.

She never addressed the fucking a dog(?!) allegation

But the main thing I wanted to get into was Courtney and Lily. Lily, you are not the Andrew to her Ashley, and honestly, it's disgusting that she drew her like that when Ashley isn't even the one who has the incest thoughts that's Andrew she calls Courtney scary for using Orchard as her last name when Orchard isn't even Lily’s to begin with that name belongs to Lizzy(her ex that she's also calling an abuser). She uses the same story word for word. It's disgusting. Lily is the lowest of the low, and I pity her for it. It's easy to tell that Lily has dug a hole for herself and can't find a way to get out of it. Honestly, I think this woman needs a break from the internet, not to mention that now it seems like she's using the "abuse" as a shield in her work so no one can just talk about her work without bringing up the allegations.

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Drawtectives! Not sure if any drawfee fans follow me but it’s tumblr so there’s always a chance

Anyway I love Rosé and am super excited for season three, so here’s Rosé reading moon paw instead of working because we love a girl failure

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If you have autism, ADHD AuDHD, depression, anxiety, OCD anything that causes you executive dysfunction where you feel overwhelmed by tasks and don't know where to start I need you to stop and read this because this website is about to change your life.

It is called goblin.tools and it is completely free and I believe it is life changing.

So this magic todo taskmaker is amazing. You can give it any kind of task you need to do and it will break it up into easy to understand, manageable, and accomplishable steps, (that you can then check off the list which probably my favorite part) like cleaning your room, making coffee, etc

In this example below I put the Magic ToDo Task as "take a shower" (but it can be any task)

Here is the lowest spicy take (aka not broken down into many steps)

And here is the highest spicy level (where the tasks are broken into many easily managable step that will tell you exactly what to do)

Any parts of this you feel like didn't give you enough steps? Need more clarity? No problem! Any step you can edit or break it into even smaller steps!

Let's say you are have a foggy brain day and need more instructions for washing your hair, here you go!

Legitimately it can break down any task, making them so much more approachable and manageable.

And if this incredibly cool task helper thing wasn't enough for you, the website has five other functions

A feature that adjusts the tone of your text, allowing for a more professional or sarcastic expression, ideal for business emails.

An emotion detection tool, which helps interpret the emotional content of a text, identifying anger, frustration, or other sentiments to clarify communication misunderstandings. (I think this feature could help a lot of autistic people SO much)

A function that estimates the time required for various activities, such as making the bed, providing practical scheduling help

There is an entire *insanely* cool cooking function (I am gonna have to make a post about that)

Something called the "Compiler"? I honestly don't get it. It says "Compile my braindump into a list of tasks" (so if someone figures that out please let me know)

And since it is tax season under the cut are the steps it gives you for filing your taxes on the lowest and highest task breakdown levels! :)

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Just a little reminder for you today. You are loved. I know you are trying your best, and I promise you that it is enough. Any mistakes you made today will pass, give yourself the kindness of admitting that you are just a person and people make mistakes. Take a deep breathe in, and let it out. You can do this hard thing.

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After seeing this Mental Health Pain Scale a while ago, I realized that it doesn't really work well for people whose mental wellness changes frequently (ex: people with BPD or C-PTSD, addicts), and very extremely. So, I made some tweaks for myself, and hopefully it can help others:

Here's a version with a table :) Emotional Distress Scale

0 - I feel great! This is the best I’ve felt in a long time!

1 - I’m feeling really good! There’s no distress to address.

2 - I’m feeling good. If I start feeling bothered, I can be easily distracted or cheered up.

3 - I’m okay, but there are some things bothering me. I can easily cope with them, though.

4  - I could be better. There are a few things distressing me right now. It’s not exactly easy to deal with, but I still have the skills to get through it.

5 - I’m not okay. It’s getting harder to do the things I want to do, but I can do them. My coping skills aren’t working as well anymore, but enough of them work to get me through the day. I need some support.

6 - I’m feeling bad, and it’s very hard to do the things I need or want to do. Most of my coping skills aren’t effective right now, and it’s taking a lot of energy to stay stable. I need help.

7 - I’m feeling awful. It’s hard to focus on anything but my emotions, and/or I’m avoiding things that distress me. I can’t do much but try to take care of myself, which is already hard in itself. I’m running low on, or have run out of, effective coping skills. I need a lot of help right now.

8 - I’m feeling awful, and I can’t escape it anymore. How I feel is affecting every part of my day, and I’m reaching the point where I can’t function. It’s hard to sleep, eat, socialize, etc. I need help before I can’t handle anything.

9 - This is approaching the worst I could feel. I can’t function anymore. My emotions have totally consumed me. I may be a danger to myself or others, or I may be neglecting myself. I need urgent help.

10 - This is the worst I’ve felt ever/since [last time]. I can’t care for myself at all. My emotions are so intense, I’m at imminent risk of dangerously acting on them. I need crisis support immediately.

11 - I have acted on my emotions and hurt myself or someone else. Everything else in my life is impossible to comprehend. I need medical care and/or crisis support immediately.

Note that this doesn't really work well if your positive states end up being unhealthy (ex: mania, idealization, etc.), so it's geared towards negative emotions. This is also meant to be about how you feel NOW. The other scale works best for viewing your overall state.