disquiet-dream

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Oh, woe is me!  To be transformed, transmogrified, shapeshifted, bewitched, and bemoaned!  To be naught but a gourd!

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how that slot machine gonna look if you pull again

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Every second i'm still alive is just more pain

Why won't I just die already

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I want to beg someone, anyone to help me

But what can I ask them to do?

Nothing.

Better to ignore it then.

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I feel so disgusting

I need to throw up

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I don't want to do this anymore

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I wish my life felt like it was my own

Even the smallest pleasures have to be taken from me

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I need to hurt myself more

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it's only been a few minutes?

It feels like one been sitting here crying for an hour

Isn't it bad enough? Can't it feel quick too?

Why does it all have to be so drawn out?

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God it's like I'm already dead

My life already ended I'm just waiting for my corpse to stop moving

Why won't it stop?

I don't want it to keep going

I want it to end

Why won't you let it end?

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Why won't anyone help me I need help I can't do this alone

Why am I even asking that? I already know. They can't help me. No one can.

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I can't do this I can't I can't i can't i can't i can't

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I'm so tired

Just let me sleep and not wake up

I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to wake up here and have to live this life every day.

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Die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die

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Why haven't I just done it already

I know it's what I need to do

I know it won't ever get better. It can't. It's going to be like this until I die.

So just die

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I really wish I had never been born

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I need to kill myself tonight