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Me: AUGH I fucked it up! Shit! Just like I fuck everything up...

My supportive reddit girlfriend: Recency bias ☝️🤓

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do you ever think “ogggghhhh narrative parallels that’s crazy” when you’re experiencing your real life

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I am way too tired to read it right now but the banner for Orion fucks hard, and I like him 10% more because of this. Weird dead space ginger versus fractal deer fuck.

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despite setbacks and despair i have done the deed 💪💪💪

also i. think i might be allergic to our detergent. skin's been itchy and i wasn't sure, but it was worse folding clothes so uh

i think i will fold my clothes immediately after getting them out of the laundry

praise me

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took less than two minutes to go from saying that to being punished for it

what did i fucking expect lol

of fucking course

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i'm in a weird mood today, but i think it might just be a "good" one

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i think i will fold my clothes immediately after getting them out of the laundry

praise me

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you can take the white man out of apartheid south africa………

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i still dunno what actually happens in mage the ascension

i've picked up enough to know it isn't just standard wizard fare and i think has some chaos magic elements? but i've somehow dodged the specifics lol

i DO know mage the awakening (i got into CofD first and still know it better aside from VtM) but that IS standard wizard stuff, and while i'm a fan of a lot of it aesthetically (or, well, was, idk now) i have heard it's less interesting?

of course, that might have just been edition wars lol, when i looked it up now i saw more "they're very different, not really comparable aside from both being wizard games"

also now that i think about it my understanding of them has them as basically opposites - MtAs has the whole consensus reality thing and MtAw is more of a plato's cave thing, although archmages start rewriting reality anyway so there's still "lol mages do whatever" i guess - and that's like. definitely intentional huh

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i kind of am expecting my steamdeck to be my visual novel machine though

i mean not exclusively, if it was just that i'd look into a cheap tablet

but partially lol

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considering i have 2 ttrpg ideas at least partially inspired by it (although moreso the nasuverse broadly), i really should actually have read tsukihime by now

then again, not reading tsukihime means i can continue to procrastinate on those, so win-win

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