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are there hazy memories that still rise up to haunt you?

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Nixon Leger

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“Sous bois”

25,7x33 cm

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9-12-17

Aries: Uuuuuuhhhhhhgg.

Taurus: Not all those gurgling noises are coming from your stomach. Some of them are coming from the pantry. There’s a food-goblin in there. Be wary.

Gemini: Don’t pin all of your hopes and dreams on a god.

Cancer: It wasn’t what you meant to do, but it’s what you did. You will learn from this.

Leo: Tie a double knot. It will hold better than a single one.

Virgo: Tiny white rats with big teeth.

Libra: Hush your filthy little mouth.

Scorpio: Hope and fate are two very different things that sometimes get mistaken for one another.

Sagittarius: A long story to tell and an even long night ahead.

Capricorn: Seven pins in a blue velvet bag filled with sparrow feathers and salt.

Aquarius: Getting enthralled by something that seems enchantingly dangerous and pleasing all at once has brought so many to ruin.

Pisces: Don’t smile if you don’t want to. Nothing comes from false happiness for another’s benefit.

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Edward Burne-Jones, Love Among The Ruins (detail), Watercolor Version, c.1872

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My astro natal chart, for reference.

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Moon through the Houses

First House: Extreme sensitivity to their environment. They are restless and impulsive. Might wish their life was different but lack the courage to make it different. They have to learn to take the focus off their emotions and become genuinely empathetic and responsive to the needs of others. They are influence by their early life, especially by their mama (original or another mama figure) (whether positive or negative), which eventually forms the basis for their adult approach to life. 

Second House: They have a desire to collect emotional, social resources. There might be a lot of ups and downs with the possession of those resources. They might fluctuate between being careless and thrifty. 

Third House: They are studious, adaptable, and curious. They might be susceptible to environmental influences. A strong willingness to help their family and friends. They enjoy learning by listening to others rather than by reading or studying. They dislike routine. Their mind is highly emotional. 

Fourth House: They are deeply intuitive. They have inner feelings of insecurity and uncertainty. They have a strong desire and need for peace and security, especially at home. They might change the place that they live a lot or redecorate a lot. That’s a reflection of their need to establish firmer inner foundations upon which to build their lives. They are strongly influenced by their mama (original or another mama figure) (whether positive or negative). 

Fifth House: They seek pleasure and have a lot of charm. They are extremely artistic but might let their emotional ups and downs to interfere with their creativity. They should watch their tendency to want to be the center of attention in social gatherings. They are very affectionate when in love and also with their children. 

Sixth House: They are natural worriers which can cause emotional tension and even physical health issues. They have the ability to repair, mend, improve, or reform anything. They have a deep desire to serve others in some way or another. 

Seventh House: They have a desire to be popular with others. They have the ability to fit into any situation. They have a strong need for companionship which might make them feel like they need long term partnership (whether platonic or romantic or combo). Their emotional comfort is deeply tied to how others feel abt them. 

Eighth House: They are psychic. They gain their emotional and social resources through formal relationships like partnerships and project partners. They are interested in what motivates others. The people they gain resources from might be moody and defensive and sensitive. 

Ninth House: They are usually not very content with their life as it exists and desire many new experiences. They have a variety of interests and hobbies. They like to study a lot of different things. When they have a big interest in something, they’re good at teach others about it. Their dreams are premonitions and should be paid attention to. Long term travel is important for them because they tend to develop their personal philosophies directly from their experiences in the world rather than what they read and study. 

Tenth House: They are incredibly ambitious. They have a personal charisma which enables them to influence others. They have a tendency to change their life path. Usually, they work with the public in some way or another because of a need to be socially useful to society.

Eleventh House: They have many friends, especially people who are generally overlooked or considered odd. They are responsive to the feelings of others. They’re willing to work for the benefit of the group rather than themselves but they don’t tend to martyr themselves about it. 

Twelfth House: They feel like they have a private burden to carry which others may not be aware of. They learn a ton of lessons through that suffering. In this life they must learn to serve others and teach what they’ve learned through their own suffering. They might see enemies cause scandal in their life that they must work through and let go of. 

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8th and 12th house

People often confuse repression with supression, however they are not quite the same. Repression is a subconscious act and supression is a conscious one.

Same thing happens with the 8th and 12th house, they can sometimes become confusing. They both rule fears and the occult, things that happen behind the scenes but what makes them so different (among many other things) is control.

The 8th house is about supression.

The 12th house is about repression.

The 8th represents control, what we push down and hide on purpose, things we are consciously scared of so we ignore them.

The 12th represents lack of control, things we don’t know we are pushing down or we can’t help but push down. Fears that make us lose control, such as phobias.

Planets in this houses strengthen this situations. For example, someone with mars in the 12th may not realize they are angry until someone calls them out on passive aggressiveness or they explode. A person with mars in the 8th controls the expression of their anger and may sometimes lose control and explode, yes, but they will know why and what led to it.

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This is so cute!!! Great idea for you green thumbs out there. Haha. 🌵

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first genuine attempt at drawing since childhood

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attempting this tumblr thing again ////////////// let's see if i last a week