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chess player and his guard dog

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kgb's most wanted beloved

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ohohoho..... the curse

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ummmm something whatever college making me feel jaded because why am i putting in so much hours and work for something that is ultimately not rewarding and does not pay much for what i will have to deal with in the workplace. none of this is worth it and the only real fun im having is reading 20 page essays for political ideologies

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'what do you guys consider a good hits to kudos ratio' is a crazy question. wishing people a very good detach the quality of your writing to how others perceive it and write more freaky shit because its fun and you cannot keep bashing your head against a wall wondering why you are not having fun and convince yourself that to have fun with writing you need to keep bashing your head against a wall

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fuckin uhhhhhhh trojan horse ?

dont want to post this on main . clay offering for athena just need to wait for it to dry (i actually wanted to make a statue Of her but realized it would be too complicated. also i hate clay. sorry goddess of handiwork 😔)

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right ??? you know ???????

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some old chess art that never saw the light of day (as far as i remember. i have really shitty memory) below are just brief extra details about them if you wanna read that i guess ??

1. 2021: was really obsessed with alice in borderland and wrote a whole chess au of it for anatoly and molokov

2. 2021: i dont remember if i ever posted this design of anatoly before. anyway, reference from 'girl from nowhere'

3 + 4. 2022: based on the fic i wrote 'the war is over (and we are beginning). a lot of scenes (both in the fic and art) were inspired by the 2002 crime & punishment adaptation with john hurt in it. tbh i mainly just wrote it for the sauna scene but i was also revising an old fic where freddie visits anatoly in his apartment in moscow postcanon and then realized that wouldnt be historically accurate

5. 2022: i mightve posted this before i dont remember. i was working on freddie's team and accidentally deleted the file that didnt have a save. so its just off in cyberspace somewhere forever. he had a reshiram if you even care

6 + 7. 2021: um idk something about keeping press interest going (i actually really like this one and wanted to redo it. never did)

thanks for reading this far heres streamer kings that im pretty sure i also never posted

and i guess if i did post those then heres another one from 2023 while i was waiting for the world chess championship

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the only problem is that anytime i try to write anything it is a direct projection of myself and most times i just think nobody should know these things about me.

i actually think im not weird enough about molokov/anatoly. i need to fix that

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i actually think im not weird enough about molokov/anatoly. i need to fix that

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i think it would be funny if after all this time trying to figure out what i want to do in college i end up circling back around to being an embalmer. lmao.

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every time i get a tag on my post that is somewhere along the lines between 'theres a chess musical?' and 'theres a chess the musical fandom?' i feel like a centipede whose rock got overturned by some giant and im trying to scuttle away

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brothers, lost

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just saw someone with a shitty take interact with me lol if ur looking at my blog RIGHT NOW i am a transsexual. im not a 'reasonable' queer person who will have a 'respectful conversation' with you i will rip you apart with my teeth and eat your entrails from the bloody hole in your stomach like a vulture eating roadkill. also every character i draw is trans and if ur liking my posts then u agree <3

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small hans sketch cause i just heard about frozen 3. i kinda just want him to join the main group and deliver dry and witty humour <3 at the very least <3

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college is coming up again.....