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100 : I’ll dye my hair how I want

200: I try to not give a fuck about what ppl think of me

300:ill get of my phone more

400: ill do my homework more

500: I’ll tell my friends what’s up with me more

600: ill try to find ways for my friends to help me ( not in the bad way lol )

700 : I’ll tell my friends what have been bothering me for like a month

800: if someone’s being a dick I’ll call them out more

900: ill try to be comfortable crying more

1000 ill try to be comfortable crying in front of ppl more

1200: I’ll tell some of the assholes in my class they don’t know me

1500: ill give myself time to chill

2000: I try not to cut myself

3000: I get rid of 1 of my razors

4000: ill try not to burn myself

5000 : I tell my friends when something really bad happens to me

6000: ill get out the house more

7000 ill only be on my phone for 2 hours a day

8000 Ill get rid of my last razor

9000 ill TRY to get rid of my lighter

10000 I will get rid of my lighter

DUE MY THE 17 IDC IF YOU SPAM LOL

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me and the baddie I pulled by yapping about trains and rats incessantly

this is it. this is the funniest scooby doo clip

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mr william wood this is a direct message to you if there ever comes a day that a prescription tv show/movie/stage play/whatever the fuck comes out call me tf up for auditions

i have no job opportunities rn outside sweeping floors for amc HOOK A BITCH UP 🗣🗣

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had a therapist say this shit to me once. fuck you tina. im nineteen years old and still haven't developed "those feelings."

thanks to OP for writing this. to this day i struggle with trepidation and shame whenever I tell people I'm ace. even something as little as faking sexual attraction to people to fit in fucking hurts. all of it fucking hurts.

Genuinely fuck all of the people who told me that I couldn't identify as ace at 13. It wasn't even cishets for the most part, it was other queer ppl who said shit to the effect of "don't worry, you're not broken, just wait a few years and it'll happen". Or "you haven't had sex and you've barely dated anyone, at least give it a go!".

I bounced between so many labels because I was convinced by people who should've been my friends that I needed to exhaust every other option (including forcing myself into sexual relations) before I resigned myself to being "broken". People acted as if asexuality (and by extension, though I figured it out later, my aromanticism) was the worst case scenario, that I would never be satisfied without that kind of relationship.

To this day, I still have a kneejerk response of shame to my orientation whenever it comes into play in my life. The only person I've come out to as aroace formally (my ex) I literally cried for over a week before trying to prepare myself for the possibility of them claiming I never loved them. Luckily it went well, but I know for a fact that not everyone else would be as great about it.

So I'll say it now. Let teens identify as ace (and aro), don't fucking sow seeds of shame and guilt into them about not feeling the way you do about sex or love. A person can be whole without romance or sex. Any more "you're too young to decide xyz" and "you haven't met the right person" can go right in the bin with the rest of the queerphobia out there.

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went to trader joe’s today and my cashier handed me my 2.55 in change and pointed at the clock which read 2:55 and said “look at that. that’s liquid time… serendipity… have a nice ride”

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my asexual tav after patch seven drops and their party won't shut up about them and gale's love life

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Person who has never thought about how alienating it would be to be incapable of feeling something that is believed to be universal: get out of here, that's basically straight

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i hate that self-degradation and jabs at my mental health are my default forms of comedy so whenever I make a joke I'll always get that one motherfucker like "hark! but what a joy it is to be alive! the song of the running stream! the socialization of branches swaying in the wind!"

and then more often then not thEY TAKE THE CREDIT FOR MY JOKE LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP!! YOU ARE SO ANNOYING GOD

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pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual

im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out

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ace spec will wood fans plz reblog the hornies are scaring me

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what if we were both prescription fans and we kissed in the jimmy mushrooms park in sacremento?? (coincidentally across the street from where ww will be performing November 12th??)

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If I ask nicely who will rb this telling me what is the last song u listened to 🥺

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hc that the wills would dress up as david s. pumpkins and the two skeleton beebop boys from that one snl skit for halloween