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Yeah, boi!

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Nocturnal AF

I'm not doing so well this week. Trying to get over the Ex. I went for a run yesterday. I gave it a rest for three days because I bit it hard earlier this week. I only got a mile into it when I started getting shin splints like a mofo. I didn't stretch that well beforehand. So, I'm hoping to avoid a repeat this morning. My sleep schedule is all fucked up, too. I woke up at 10PM. I'm at work, and there's a wicked snow advisory. Luckily, we don't usually work in this kind if weather. So, this shift has been a breeze so far. I'm gonna try and get some miles in even though its a snowy sumbitch out there. And come back and do some homework.

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Whew . . .

I'm almost off work now. I got one of those crazy jobs where you sleep where you work. I've been on for about 61 hours. It'snot as bad as it sounds. It's actually pretty cushy. The past few days have been the most emotionally turbulent times I've had in a while. I'm single as fuck. I've been single for about a month now. Though, my heart hasn't quite realized it. I've been in quasi-denial about it. Something this weekend finally gave though. And now, it's starting to sink in. 

There's nothing more eye-roll-inducing than a heartbroken post. So, I wont get into it, but this is my blog. So, fuck you if you cant handle all these feels, bro! 

Meanwhile in other news, I'm almost done with a computer that I'm building. I'm super excited about it. I only need a few more pieces then I'll be balls deep in Planetside 2, DayZ, and allkind of other good shit. It will be grand. Well, I guess I'm off now. Stay up, g.

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Feelin old, and single as fuck.

I'm at the point in my life where I know after a break up I don't wanna go have a random hook up. It won't help, and you'll feel lonely and unfulfilled. I don't wanna go on a massive bender. Kanye said it best, "I don't know whats worse, the pain or the hangover." I don't even want to particularly cry. I just want to lay here and let it burn, and hope tomorrow is better.

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I definitely remember this.

I’m aging myself here, but sometimes my life feels like that commercial from a couple years ago that was all “you have reached the end of the interenet. Goodbye.”  Tumblr=end of the internet.

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I'm not a Kristen Stewart fan but . . .

She's absolutely cute, and fuckable in Adventureland.

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Hahahaha. Fucked up.

Tell us about a time you were someone’s greatest ally.

When I was young, I hit my sister in the head with my grandma’s silver teapot. It was pretty hard & drew blood. My parents, however, took my side because my sister was annoying as fuck at a young age.

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It was a damn sad day when she died. The world is less bright without her.

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Well, fuck.

I was up for something like 30 hours. I went to my first day if AEMT training. It was alright. The first couple chapters are just EMS systems and shit. I was dying. So fucking tired, but I handled it. Went home. Ran 3 miles, which went well. Had a few beers. Played games and passed out at like 8. Woke up at fucking 2:30! What. The. Fuck. Now, I can't go back to bed.

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Hung the fuck over.

Last night/this morning was fun. Mostly hungover all day. Didn't stop me from puttin' in some manly ass work, though. Cutting fire wood is probably one of the most stereotypically masculine things a dude can do. And I did the fuck out of it. Picture the training montage in the original Rocky. I was Rocky. It was treacherous, too. Pray you never know the tumultuous endeavor that is hard physical labor while simultaneously having the hangover shits. Bad news bears. Looking forward to tomorrow. I'm starting my EMT Advance class. This is gonna be good. I've been out Auto tech classes for about a month. And like Bilbo, I think I'm quite ready for another adventure. Goodnight, cruel world!

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Burned myself. Curse you, tombstone pizzas!

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This is badass.

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In often equate working hard to "makin' caps."

Refreshment in the Wasteland (by yiyo-chan)

Tasty irradiated coke is tasty!

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Chillin' at The Bannered Mare after a long ass shift.

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Woo!!

Today was a good day. And not because I didn't have to use my AK. I got tons of sleep while at work. A sexy ass friend came over. Got to work on a car. Fixed the shit out of it, by the way. Got to run. That felt good for the first time in a while. Got off work. Got booze. Now, I'm chillin at home with some heineys and Skyrim.

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You ever notice how that cream cheese frosting looks like jizz when you put it on a toaster strudel? Does that mean I'm gay now?

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Just some random guy . . . nothing to see here.

I wanted a social network I could not know anybody on. Funny, joining a social network and go through pains to make sure nobody I know IRL can find me.

Fuck it.

I just couldn't post things on my last one without being paranoid that one of my friends might have saw that I had a tumblr. Then, I got paranoid that he might have saw my screen name and looked me up. Stupid. I feel kinda dumb about it. I guess anonymity is kind of important to me. I want a forum that I can post whatever and not worry about anything anyone else thinks. I suppose part of it is because I feel so connected to my friends, and family already that I want another digital place I can call my own. You know? I feel like I'm in a crowded ass room, and even though my friends and stuff are there I just want a few minutes to myself every now and then. 

More to come.