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[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

Contemplating life like the wait for you to die...

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

You so into drama, It can be nothing wrong but still complaining bout nada

Ain't nothing matters if we talk later that's a good interaction, upon the conversation you been staking up you into consideration of departure and isolation, due to false perspection of my intentions. It ain't a redemption or salvation if god decided us apart it's just for an open eye.

Shit is wide, and deep. Didn't you know that what you cant see stare at you like a hater bitch?

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I think I'm losing up my mental, I don't got anything to make me feel I'm into this world, already got what I wanted the most, including your love so how do i make cound when nothing excited me anymore,

I'm still trap in 4 walls writing about you coz thats what free my soul, I guess words aren't enough to fill out this void in my heart, I feel I'm lossin up my mind how can I stop, I'm off the weed and I think I'm not high enough,

Now my body ain't listen up, I feel dissy since I stop, but I don't feel anything anymore, just hurt deep down my heart and keep coming back coz I want more.

Thear me up I cant feel none.

I feel I'm dying my stomach gon make me throw up.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

Who can understand her, I can't be there every time you claimed, I'm running out off time, if I'm not here to please ya mind, you straighted, If we look back I never really met her,

she just fly by and I just let her, spread you wing butterfly, go wherever the wing takes ya, and don't land back on ashes you left behind, That would make you feel bad,

bloom ain't just for flowers should know that. if you still shining without anything, you don't have to be ashamed of you feeling babe.

You don't want nothing back, just fuck that.

Like that.

Just fuck that.

Hoe.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I rather ship my pride than lose my mind out here,

Maybe I'm a fool, maybe I should move and settle...

I'm not brave!

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

She already erase me from her mind, and I should do the same, idk why I still think that I miss her, somehow should do the same, erase u from every memory I saved, maybe I miss you fo real, will love to see your laugh again, it's almost the end of the year, couldnt find a reason to think bout you these days, maybe I miss you fo real, shes mad as hell and couldn't find a reason why do I care.

But I do.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I wish you was here, today is the tirth, so happy b day babe, I know you somewhere, doing better that you used to, I wish you plenty, lovin' and hundreds, I wonder how you doing sometimes, I'll love to know... Wish you luck on yo road. Luv.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

positivity persuaded perfection.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I always keep it P with you...

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I miss you a lot but ain't going to say I'm sorry, I'm way to pride, look out off a movie,

Youre always right, and get mad when you dont do It

, it's hard when you say something, but you don't mean it,

not everything s a joke, in my perspective,

If you gone feel offended why suggested,I want you, not somebody else,

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

If you feel offended why you said it in the first place, if you started why I have to finish, Shit Aint hard if you feel it, just dont expect me to try harder than I'm doing, I know you think I don't see what you viewing, but I stare where I'm going, I got 99 problems and a bitch ain't one. And I respect you decided on what you want. I might roll one on yo name to recall such good time we had.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

You don't gotta lie to me, if you wanna be lets be,

but don't come back to me ones you finish with them lames,

just stay true to yourself don't be switching lanes,

coz we don't play, when we say,

you cannot make a wife out off a bitch mate.

(Lifes a bitch) that's what Nas said, I didn't get that till I turn 8, picture yourself crossing the pack around 12,

they turn around like the sunset,

As I gaze they pointing at my friend's it was just a game, they said,

then procede to slap his body agains the concrete while he was just standing on the street,

With no gimmicks they hunting down for Penny's, it wasn't till I turn 15, when I discovered how fake people and hoes be,

long on time but they money short, they judge as fuck but cant do none on their own.

And lets not start on that Thot, one time they love you or say they in love, then I put my dick out and all your fellings gone, how come you gone said some when you still fucking your ex hoe,

Last time I checked you was fucking with some lame, you cannot make a wife out of a bitch mate, guess that's how life is, a bitch you can't get for yourself, just enjoy her and F her.

Fo real.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I guess I just wrote words youll never recall,

I'm a young poet but it's too late now,

I still love you and you still mad,

Hope next time you see me with a big laugh,

coz only you saw me deep down.

Remember the time you were screaming oud load, telling me to keep going and how to fill u out, put this dick inside your mouth and sing how much you want it now.

you said things I wish I forget coz make me want to fuck you out, once again you body with me sweating out, tell me how you want it, I'll love you now.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

THATS U ALE.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

My biggest fear is that you leave, sooner or later I realize you never fit in, it was me who retain your Dream, I was afraid that you'll ever leave, and you did, all I feel is guild, beating me down to the point I couldn't comprehend how fast love become a thing,

I guess it was your cracked smile, or your smell,The way you look at me tell love is for real. The way you kiss me tell me I don't need no one else,

But you free baby you couldn't been with me like a slave,I rather set you free and come back , if you let me, I hope one day I see her on street to said I'm sorry,And How deep I love her, and if she want it im hoping, For her love me.

Just one day come by my corner, I've been looking for your face, since 18 summer, I know you got somebody, I guess you can erase everybody,

from your life, if you like.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

They don't like you when you tell em the trut

I'd rather be realler tan you.

[digitalcocaineprogrammer]

I can't stop being this dry but My diamonds wet,Aint just melted ice,

I don't got nothing to tell You But the facts, i aint try You fall in love with My lifestyle,

Coz this might not last, I might die You might never recognize... Me, believe me when i tell You love is the last thing, don't want nothing from u just Yo company,

Need to stop being so Weird and tell how u feel.

And aint looking for love baby thats why i tell You don't get used to this, but You Kiss me like love is the only thing i got to give.

- U.N