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[diariesfromtheshitstorm]

[diariesfromtheshitstorm]

so feelings come back

realisations hit

i know that i genuinely wouldve been happier with her

i know that she makes me smile every damn minute

i know that we wouldnt own shit and still have everything

and i could just be happy and seizing a moment

but

there is her

and she is so so deeply in my heart

and i dont want to crush that

but

she is not giving me that rush of seizing every moment

but with her i can be fully myself

i dont think ill ever get over what im feeling here

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i wish i had the guts

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naprawde blagam zamknij sie juz

sa ludzie dookola wiesz

kurwa nie tylko ty masz zle i ha mam dosc słuchania edgelord hours

zamknij te jape

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szczerze kurwa spierdalaj po prostu

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spierdalaj kurwa naprawde nie chce mi sie na ciebie poswiecac czasu kurwo pa

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everyone is annoying me so much like

just shut up

i don’t wanna hear what you have to say and treat me like a dumbass

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zamknij kurwa ten ryj nie chce mi sie tego kurwa slychac

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Viva Magazine

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thought process of

oh wow i hate myself

then u start crying and you’re trying to sniffle everything in and

and you sniffle in hard and the feeling in your nose suddenly brings you back to the time when you’re

6 and your mum is screaming and no one is there and you’re just crying behind the white door and it’s all blurry

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i want mommy to put me in diapers and my onesie

clip on my paci and feed me some milkies in her arms

and then i’ll colour something in my pokémon colouring book

then i’ll watch some bee and puppy cat in mamas arms

and slowly fall asleep sucking on my paci

:c

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blep

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taboo kink blessing and a curse

like

i like being weird but like

it ruined so much in my life xdd

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abdl cravings go brwederjrkfif

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vent account vent account

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realistically i have no one and no one will be there i always knew that always will