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At this age if you don't have an LLC, a driving license, passport, a bachelor's, Extensive knowledge in gut health, first aid, sewing and homekeeping, can't swim, sign language and at least intermediate in two foreign languages (GER/ MANDARIN being one of them), jiu jitsu or some sort of martial art discipline, play a musical instrument, a programming language and put down at least 1000$ in investments what are you even doing with your life? No really, where do your 14 hours per day go to? What even is your future? Like do you even have a plan? A purpose? Why do you even wake up? For what? How do you even sleep? Seriously I'm so curious, what's your plan? You have like 8 more years of energy in you, you know this right? As you age your energy levels drop? This is your energetic prime you do know this dontcha? Do you think 40 year old you cares about your excuses? How do you think she feels about your little scrolling addiction? Honestly do you think she cares that your daddy was broke lmao? How will you explain to her not having a summer home in Majorca by 30? How will you explain to your kids not having an Aston Martin by the time they're 19? Does this not bother you? Your posture, your banana back really does not bother you at allll? These things don't bother you? You really are not extremely petrified by the idea of not having a horse farm in Gstaad by 35? WDYM you scrolled all day how will you explain this to 30 year old you, how do you explain no you have to hustle because I was on my bed all day and you need meds because i was eating trash and we are not buying a first class ticket to Singapore when we get stressed we just cry in our little apartment - do you not think about these things???????? WDYM you're not spending your early 20s hustling like you'll die if you don't does an apartment in Highrise Japan mean nothing to you omg. Wdym you're not in prme health you are in your 20s????? Do you think you'll die tomorrow? Like do you not know you have a future? This is really how you'll spend your youth??????

LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

And by *this age* i mean 22.

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Just a little reminder that there is another way of living, and despite everyone around you boozing, having casual sex, anxiety ridden, addicted to their screens, vaping and overspending to ‘fit-in’, this doesn’t need to be your story. This doesn’t need to be your life. Just know you have a choice. You have a choice to stay in and read Joe Dispenza on Thursday nights, you have a choice to set your 7am alarm on Saturday mornings so you can make the bootcamp workout, you have a choice to go to Toastmasters and refine your public speaking on Mondays after work. Just because everyone around you is living a life that doesn’t feel quite right for you, doesn’t mean you need to be a sheep and follow the crowds. Eagles cannot fly with pigeons. Know your power. Own your power. Stop allowing yourself to be plagued with feeling icky, and feeling small and doing things you don’t enjoy just because everyone else is. Just remember you have a choice. 

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Dream life 🤍

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Summa Time High ˚｡୨୧˚

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my aesthetic fr <33

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this may sound harsh, but as a woman you cannot surround yourself with a bunch of miserable women and thrive. i know everyone has their moments and goes through things but some are just internally miserable & will never be able to uplift you or genuinely be happy for you.

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The people who have accomplished the things you want are not better than you. They are not more skilled than you are. Their mindset is simply different. Their mindset inspires new habits and attributes that contribute to a strong sense of self-belief and enables them to overcome obstacles, achieve their goals, and lead fulfilling lives.

Fortunately, this is something you can work on and have complete control over.

If you want to change your life, these are some of the things you should be working on within yourself.

Self-awareness: Successful people have a clear understanding of their strengths, weaknesses, values, and goals. They are aware of who they are and what they want to achieve.

Positive mindset: They maintain a positive outlook on life and view challenges as opportunities for growth. They focus on solutions rather than dwelling on problems.

Resilience: Bouncing back from failures and setbacks quickly. They see failures as temporary and use them as learning experiences to improve and grow.

Self-motivation: You need to be internally driven and have a strong sense of purpose. Successful people set goals for themselves and work persistently towards achieving them.

Confidence: They have confidence in their abilities and believe in their potential for success. They trust their judgment and are not easily swayed by others' opinions.

Adaptability: They are open to change and embrace new experiences. They are willing to step out of their comfort zone and take risks to pursue their goals.

Discipline and consistency: They practice self-discipline and maintain consistency in their actions. They set routines, establish habits, and follow through on their commitments.

Emotional intelligence: They possess a high degree of emotional intelligence, understanding their own emotions and the emotions of others. They can manage their emotions effectively and maintain positive relationships.

Growth mindset: They believe in their ability to learn and develop new skills. They see setbacks as opportunities for improvement and are open to acquiring new knowledge and experiences.

Self-care: They prioritize self-care and well-being. They recognize the importance of taking care of their physical, mental, and emotional health, which helps them maintain a positive mindset and stay motivated.

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lol.

omg wait I want to open an ask box at some point. J to hear yalls questions, life stories etc. it sounds so fun

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New Subliminal out now! Go get ur clear skin gworl (affirmations may or may not have potential for you to own the product for a less expensive price :)

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Not looking for anyone atm, but when I’m ready I hope I get to experience love like this 🤍

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Omg it’s been a while. How are y’all doing?

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I kinda want to start taking paid requests in the future

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Affirming Success Story Compilation by moi 💋✨

these are some results I’ve gotten over the past few months of 2022 ✨

1.”Payday”

at my workplace the times we get our checks is every two weeks like normal. I wanted to get my paycheck a whole week earlier bc y’all know I’m impatient with money and want to see that bank rack up 😌

but all jokes aside, I kept affirming to myself that ��oh I don’t need to worry, I’m gonna get paid tomorrow anyway” or “I’m getting paid tomorrow I’m so excited “ things like that I kept telling myself. I got home from work on Friday and checked my account, I did indeed get paid a whole week early and to make things even better, they’re changing our paydays so we get paid every week instead of every two weeks!

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2. “Rona”

ok so this one is abt to sound mad stupid but hear me out 💀

So around the last month nd a half of school and a few assignments were coming up in two of my classes which were a five minute presentation and an essay presentation. Now me, I don’t like public speaking and wanted any way out of doing the public speaking portion. Around state testing time I noticed I started to feel a bit sick and decided to call out sick and go home after I took my states math exam. My mom was worried sick that I might have the Rona so she tested me and it came out negative. Me thinking “oh if I do end up having rona I could stay out of school for longer to buy some time”. And that is sorta what I did, I affirmed for less than two minutes saying to myself “the rona test will come out positive “ and the morning that I had to go back to school my mom tested me again and it came faintly positive which shocks me sm because what the actual hell. I didn’t feel sick but I was so gassed that I got to stay home for like four days. (The sleep I got was heavenly). I did get my presentation pushed back for one class though so it was worth it, I had more time to prepare!

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3. “Bomb bomb bakudan”

this title sounds stupid af if you don’t play Genshin Impact but again, hear me out.

For you genshin impact players, the Kazuha and Klee banner dropped about two days ago. I’ve wanted to pull for Klee since last year’s golden apple archipelago event but instead I got a Diluc which I coped with for an entire year. I affirmed to myself two days ago “watch this, I’m gonna get Klee in this pull” (mind you it was a single pull) and I got her off of no pity. Last patch I got venti via pity so it’s impossible for me to be capping rn. A SINGLE PULL, I was in such disbelief. If you look at my older posts I mentioned I did the same thing to intentionally pull a Jean on standard banner.

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4. “The pretty friend”

So this is sorta a result that’s been going on for the entire year so it’s not really new to me anymore.

I’ve always felt like the ugly friend in my past friend groups, being the one that sticks out. I was heavier than my peers (being blonde yt girls, there’s no problem with them being yt it’s just that comparing yourself when you’re a completely different race is wild) and looked completely different than them. I felt completely inferior, like I was lesser. I was never persued, never got attention and was the “other side of the sidewalk” friend when it came to what I like to call “pretty politics”. This past year I moved and consistently listened to my playlists, affirmed and obviously tried to better myself by working out and treating myself better. When I tell you the whiplash I got when I entered the campus was incredible, like I had ppl left and right calling me pretty almost treating me like a celebrity?? Like boys my type actually talk to me now, that never happened before. I won’t say I’m of it-girl status yet but that’s what this account is for anyway, tracking my progress! Anyway I was coined “the pretty friend” by my peers and being a dark skinned African American girl, sometimes you find that hard to believe because of what you’ve been told since like elementary school. I’ve been told that I should model, many people believe I should even though I’m like 5’6 but that’s not the point. (Like I’m deadass a girl stopped me in the hallway and asked me to take a picture with her WHEN I WAS WEARING A MASK) It’s the confidence I gained after affirming myself and people confirming my affirmations for me that reflected this all into my reality. If you told me like two years ago that I’d be like this I would fr laugh at you, but what can I say. I’m just that girl now 🎀 *and being that girl I’m gonna bag a bf just as easy as 1..2..3..Here’s my old playlist so y’all can use it as reference bc it works SO WELL ( I used it from Jan 2022 to may 2022)

*I’m gonna update y’all on that I promise 🫡

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how i manifested my dream life with extremely hard circumstances + how you can too ♡

♡ sections of this post:

the importance of making this post

my take on manifestation + the 3D

HOW I DID IT - my journey in 4 phases i went through that include my mindset changes up to the moment i got my desires 

your new rules & routine from this moment on

a note from me!

frequently asked questions: separated into topics regarding the 3D, self concept + miscellaneous questions to have you leaving this post stress free.

now let’s get into it. read every bit of this post “ ~ ୨୧ ♡ ·

Keep reading

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Healed girl Summer || Challenge 🌱🪴🌺✨

I wanted to dedicate my summer to further benefitting myself, improving myself and healing past traumas/bad self concept that never had a place in my life. I want to create a challenge for others who want to do the same for themselves in the last two months of summer and truly become the best version of themselves without validation being a factor

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Anyway here are the rules of the challenge!

1- Create a vision board/ Pinterest board of you goals you want to achieve this summer. Or a 5 subliminal playlist! (don’t overwhelm yourself pls)

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2-✿silence all forms of social media (yes this means Tumblr too. Stop snapping that boy you keeps streaks with bc you think he’s cute it’s not going any further than that!) block twitter from your phone, disable your Instagram for a week, just take some time off to truly reset even if it’s for one day.

3-✿treat your body like a temple :

-try to eat healthier, cut out excess sugar, overly starchy foods at incorporate more vegetables and fruits into your daily diet. Ofc you can still treat yourself to snacks and sweets every once in a while but it’s all about moderation! Drink more water, I recommend ‘Plant Nanny’ a really cute hydration tracking app to keep track of your daily water intake! How can you do expect to get glass skin subliminal results without behaving like a girly with clear skin? If possible, go to the gym twice a week! If not then walk every other day, 10,000 steps a day is commonly advised but do what fits best for you!!

SLEEP ON TIME!! I cannot stress this enough, sleeping is essential for repairing the cells in your skin, revitalizes your skin, reduces stress and improves your mood and so many more benefits!

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4-✿ Keep your space clean/clear!!

I’ve seen a saying that said “a persons mind is only as clear as the space they surround themselves in” or something like that, so I’d like to think that having a dirty space reflects on your mental space as well, so I’d prefer to keep that clean to maximize the “healing” journey as much as possible by building good habits

I know not everyone can do this so there’s no immediate emphasis on this rule,

5- ✿ building some good habits!🌱💗

*journaling

*self reflection meditations

-Wim HOF breathing

-Reading atleast once a week

-doing one hobby/thing you enjoy a week (like guitar, painting,swimming, singing..any hobby! Things that bring your vibrations up!)

*these two are the most important considering the whole challenge is based on healing your mindset and elevating yourself to be the it girl yk you are!

To start off, try

shadow work prompts

shadow work prompts

Wim HOF breathing methods

Meditations

Meditations

Gratitude Meditations

Gratitude Meditations

Gratitude prompts

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6-✿ Affirmations! The fun part

Pick 5-10 affirmations to repeat every morning right after waking up and right before bed at night. Make sure these affirmations have to do with bettering yourself rather than attracting an SP or your crush, this challenge is about you and purely you!

Here are some self concept/essential affirmations:

“I only treat myself with the utmost compassion, kindness, and love”

“I fall more in love with who I am each day”

“I love what I see when I look in the mirror.”

“I am a gorgeous person, inside and out. I do not need validation from others.”

“I give myself permission to heal.”

“I release the past and trust that everything is happening for my greatest good.”

“I choose to forgive because it feels better to love.”

“I trust that everything in my life is unfolding perfectly”

“everything always works out in my favor”

“You are worthy, you are valued”

“I no longer allow people to overstep my boundaries “

“I value myself”

“I am the prize”

affirmations

-I recommend @meraskiii ‘s affirmations and advice if you need more specific affirmations

-I also recommend thewizardliz and her videos about overall healing, being a queen, self improvement and manifestation! I love her content and I hope you will too 💗

Lastly, have fun! This whole challenge is about healing yourself and getting past your past mistakes and ego! It’s not going to happen overnight but you’ll never know until you try! 

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I forgot to update, but I got the job!!

I’m coming home with a job tomorrow! And that’s on who??

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Bella Hadid in Roberto Cavalli <3