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FUCK THIS COUNTRY

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the fans did Rudy dirty and that's the only reason JJ died this seaon I swear.

my baby, you deserved so much and im sorry everything was cut short. you live on in everyone's hearts. you deserved a better ending baby. love you so much, jj maybank. in another life, you would've lived to see your godson, you would've lived happily with kiara. you deserved so much

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what's up y'all, it's been like 7/8 months without an update so here we go.

8 months strong with walking green flag, he bought a house, and I'm moving in with him in 8 months

I got my own apartment.

I took a dog home to adopt it had her for 2 months as a foster and she wasn't the right fit.

my sister graduated high school.

I went to Nebraska for the first time for a concert and saw The Driver Era again

I still work at the animal shelter and I'm almost 11 months in there.

I got a new cat

my sister moved away for college

I started being more comfortable with the way I want to dress and have included fun stuff into my daily outfits (so much glitter and colors)

um yeah, way more has happened, but that's all I can remember

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All’s fair in love and poetry… New album THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT. Out April 19 🤍

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📷: Beth Garrabrant

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Fondly remembering the time that a cat owner casually entered their calico Maine Coon in a cat fancier’s competition and the judges lost their minds because the cat was 1) male and 2) able to bear children

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damn.... life updates since I haven't in a while

After I posted the last update, which was in september, I broke up with my boyfriend again and blocked him on everything. well, my best friend broke up with him for me

I got a job at an animal shelter with my cousin's fiancée as my team lead

I turned 20

we got fully moved into our house

we had a Halloween party

My friend and I did end up getting evicted

I moved back in with my mom

I haven't slept on a bed since like Halloween

November was kinda boring, but I spent it talking to some dude 1500 miles away who started love bombing me in a narcissistic way and not an ADHD way, and then I had to block him cuz he was ✨️icky✨️

then, right at the end of November, the last day of the month, around 8 pm, I got a text from a dude on a dating app. he told me my cat had the most evil eyes in existence and that he would love to pet her, then asked what her name was.

we talked over that for about 3 weeks before we met up and went on a date. 2 of my friends came with me to stalk me (and failed horribly) to make sure the dude wasn't an axe murderer or anything like that.

this man ended up being the biggest fucking walking green flag in existence, his family likes me, my family likes him, and all of our friends and family keep asking us when the wedding is gonna be. we've been actually dating for not even a full month

it's been snowing horrendously here for the past week

umm, but other than that, I'm moving in with my cousin and his fiancée and their 3 kids this week, so I'm actually super excited about that.

went from the shittiest month ever to having a really good time. kinda anxious, but overall doing okay

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okay, 44 days ago, life was going great.... wow a lot can change in a little bit of time....

I started moving in with my best friend.

we were doing really well actually. then September 4th(ish) came around and everything went to shit.

Our friends were helping us clean the house because it was her 22 year old brothers house but he went to jail. so were living there til he gets out in 6 months.

he left it in such an utter disarray that it took 2 weeks to clean it.

on top of that, I've had the worst month of my life so far, and here's how it's gone.

on the 7th I paid for my tags on my new car and spent $270 on that.

I paid my half of rent for this month and I had a little extra to get a TV because I didn't have one before moving out.

On the 8th, I had a meeting with my job and I didn't think anything of it. I should've... they opened an investigation against me because I had 3 incident reports written towards me.

I left that meeting and cried in my car, and was stupid and decided to drive before I was fully ready....

I ran a red and totaled my car...

my car that I still owed over $9600....

the car I bought tags for the day before. I hadn't even had time to put on the new tags.

we were both okay, but now I never wanna live another September 8th again.

anyways I told my job I wouldn't be in and then they told me I was suspended for 3 days

I got called back in Tuesday after not going to work Monday either because I was still in pain from the accident, and they had fired me. so now I'm insuranceless again. I'm jobless, I'm car less, and I'm moving out of my mom's house.

oh that's the other thing. my friends brother was so behind on his bills, his mom had to work almost double what she usually does to be able to pay for all his bills he let lapse.... we had a 3 day eviction notice because of him.

we still have no utilities, but, we're thinking about selling his stuff to make money.

oh, and then my friends family got into stuff so bad cops were almost called and now she has to give her car back to her dad and take her brother's beat to shit car that won't even make it across town....

so it's been a month..... and the month is not over yet....

oh and I'm in a major Harry Potter kick again

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oh shit y'all, I haven't done a life update in a bit....

I got back with my ex-boyfriend

I only had a platonic crush on his step brother

I've been at my job for 90 days and love it very much

I got a kindle and it is by far the best investment I've ever made

I reentered my twilight phase for like the 400th time

I have insurance so I can finally see my therapist again

my best friend went on a cruise with her other best friend for her birthday so I haven't seen her since she turned 19

I'm down to 5 of 10 cats, and one of them has a potty problem and only likes to potty on clothing

my beardie got moved to my house finally

I saw Yungblud and Louis Tomlinson in concert this summer

I started watching the vampire diaries literally yesterday, and I hate that I'm obsessed with it

I GOT A NEW CAR

I have a random leg pain and it freaks me out cuz I'm a hypochondriac and think I have cancer

idk, I think that's it honestly

oh, I'm still trying to open a bookstore too

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THIS I JUST FINISHED IT AND OHMYGODDDD

Kitty likes Dae who likes Kitty but is dating Yuri who is secretly gay who Kitty may also has feelings for. Not to mention Min Ho, Dae's friend, also feelings for Kitty, not to mention Mino Ho, Dae, and Kitty are Roommates.

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Life update

I broke up with my boyfriend

I quit my job at Fatburger

I got a job at a dog boarding place

I went to a protest

I met Satanists at the protest

I got a job at a doggy daycare run by the Satanists I met

I got in a car accident

I quit my dog boarding job

I frantically searched for a job that was something that wasn't only $7.25 an hour

I got a job in group homes helping Intellectually and Developmentally Disabled adults live normal lives

I lost my doggy daycare job

I'm still trying to open a bookstore

I'm crushing on my ex boyfriend's step brother who has a 2 year old daughter. I'm 19, he's 22

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Update: I started my business plan today, then had to delete all of it. So I'm back to square 1 on this.

how does one open a bookstore???? also, how does one get money to open said bookstore?

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I am completely in love with this fictional boy....

JJ in Season 3, Episode 4: The Diary

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RUDY PANKOW as JJ MAYBANK in OUTER BANKS S03E10

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they're so stupid, i love them