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what's up y'all, it's been like 7/8 months without an update so here we go.

8 months strong with walking green flag, he bought a house, and I'm moving in with him in 8 months

I got my own apartment.

I took a dog home to adopt it had her for 2 months as a foster and she wasn't the right fit.

my sister graduated high school.

I went to Nebraska for the first time for a concert and saw The Driver Era again

I still work at the animal shelter and I'm almost 11 months in there.

I got a new cat

my sister moved away for college

I started being more comfortable with the way I want to dress and have included fun stuff into my daily outfits (so much glitter and colors)

um yeah, way more has happened, but that's all I can remember

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Fondly remembering the time that a cat owner casually entered their calico Maine Coon in a cat fancier’s competition and the judges lost their minds because the cat was 1) male and 2) able to bear children

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damn.... life updates since I haven't in a while

After I posted the last update, which was in september, I broke up with my boyfriend again and blocked him on everything. well, my best friend broke up with him for me

I got a job at an animal shelter with my cousin's fiancée as my team lead

I turned 20

we got fully moved into our house

we had a Halloween party

My friend and I did end up getting evicted

I moved back in with my mom

I haven't slept on a bed since like Halloween

November was kinda boring, but I spent it talking to some dude 1500 miles away who started love bombing me in a narcissistic way and not an ADHD way, and then I had to block him cuz he was ✨️icky✨️

then, right at the end of November, the last day of the month, around 8 pm, I got a text from a dude on a dating app. he told me my cat had the most evil eyes in existence and that he would love to pet her, then asked what her name was.

we talked over that for about 3 weeks before we met up and went on a date. 2 of my friends came with me to stalk me (and failed horribly) to make sure the dude wasn't an axe murderer or anything like that.

this man ended up being the biggest fucking walking green flag in existence, his family likes me, my family likes him, and all of our friends and family keep asking us when the wedding is gonna be. we've been actually dating for not even a full month

it's been snowing horrendously here for the past week

umm, but other than that, I'm moving in with my cousin and his fiancée and their 3 kids this week, so I'm actually super excited about that.

went from the shittiest month ever to having a really good time. kinda anxious, but overall doing okay

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okay, 44 days ago, life was going great.... wow a lot can change in a little bit of time....

I started moving in with my best friend.

we were doing really well actually. then September 4th(ish) came around and everything went to shit.

Our friends were helping us clean the house because it was her 22 year old brothers house but he went to jail. so were living there til he gets out in 6 months.

he left it in such an utter disarray that it took 2 weeks to clean it.

on top of that, I've had the worst month of my life so far, and here's how it's gone.

on the 7th I paid for my tags on my new car and spent $270 on that.

I paid my half of rent for this month and I had a little extra to get a TV because I didn't have one before moving out.

On the 8th, I had a meeting with my job and I didn't think anything of it. I should've... they opened an investigation against me because I had 3 incident reports written towards me.

I left that meeting and cried in my car, and was stupid and decided to drive before I was fully ready....

I ran a red and totaled my car...

my car that I still owed over $9600....

the car I bought tags for the day before. I hadn't even had time to put on the new tags.

we were both okay, but now I never wanna live another September 8th again.

anyways I told my job I wouldn't be in and then they told me I was suspended for 3 days

I got called back in Tuesday after not going to work Monday either because I was still in pain from the accident, and they had fired me. so now I'm insuranceless again. I'm jobless, I'm car less, and I'm moving out of my mom's house.

oh that's the other thing. my friends brother was so behind on his bills, his mom had to work almost double what she usually does to be able to pay for all his bills he let lapse.... we had a 3 day eviction notice because of him.

we still have no utilities, but, we're thinking about selling his stuff to make money.

oh, and then my friends family got into stuff so bad cops were almost called and now she has to give her car back to her dad and take her brother's beat to shit car that won't even make it across town....

so it's been a month..... and the month is not over yet....

oh and I'm in a major Harry Potter kick again

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oh shit y'all, I haven't done a life update in a bit....

I got back with my ex-boyfriend

I only had a platonic crush on his step brother

I've been at my job for 90 days and love it very much

I got a kindle and it is by far the best investment I've ever made

I reentered my twilight phase for like the 400th time

I have insurance so I can finally see my therapist again

my best friend went on a cruise with her other best friend for her birthday so I haven't seen her since she turned 19

I'm down to 5 of 10 cats, and one of them has a potty problem and only likes to potty on clothing

my beardie got moved to my house finally

I saw Yungblud and Louis Tomlinson in concert this summer

I started watching the vampire diaries literally yesterday, and I hate that I'm obsessed with it

I GOT A NEW CAR

I have a random leg pain and it freaks me out cuz I'm a hypochondriac and think I have cancer

idk, I think that's it honestly

oh, I'm still trying to open a bookstore too

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THIS I JUST FINISHED IT AND OHMYGODDDD

Kitty likes Dae who likes Kitty but is dating Yuri who is secretly gay who Kitty may also has feelings for. Not to mention Min Ho, Dae's friend, also feelings for Kitty, not to mention Mino Ho, Dae, and Kitty are Roommates.

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Life update

I broke up with my boyfriend

I quit my job at Fatburger

I got a job at a dog boarding place

I went to a protest

I met Satanists at the protest

I got a job at a doggy daycare run by the Satanists I met

I got in a car accident

I quit my dog boarding job

I frantically searched for a job that was something that wasn't only $7.25 an hour

I got a job in group homes helping Intellectually and Developmentally Disabled adults live normal lives

I lost my doggy daycare job

I'm still trying to open a bookstore

I'm crushing on my ex boyfriend's step brother who has a 2 year old daughter. I'm 19, he's 22

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Update: I started my business plan today, then had to delete all of it. So I'm back to square 1 on this.

how does one open a bookstore???? also, how does one get money to open said bookstore?

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I am completely in love with this fictional boy....

JJ in Season 3, Episode 4: The Diary

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RUDY PANKOW as JJ MAYBANK in OUTER BANKS S03E10

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they're so stupid, i love them

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so, a group of people who call themselves "abolishinists" came to my hometown from out of state, and showed gory pics of aborted fetuses to a bunch of children all week, and I had the opportunity to go and counter protest them. I was the first one there, but I ran into a group of Satanists from The Satanic Grotto, and became friends with them, and honestly, I had so much fun. I was finally able to do something that felt like I was helping my community in a way that made more of an impact on the people in the city than just writing to our legislation, which trust me, that's real important, like probably more so that this, but the fact that we went all day, and we picked up so many people along the way was just such a cool experience.

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y'all... I broke up with my boyfriend 3 days ago, and now it's Valentine's day and I wanna cry even more

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Outer Banks Season 3 Shot by Shot Trailer Rundown

I do not own any clips or screenshots, all rights to Netflix and the creators.

To say I'm still reeling would be the understatement of the century, let's get into it.

John B: "From the very beginning, it was always Kooks..."

Even though they're set on us prying this orange filter from their cold dead fingers, these first two shots are actually stunning?

"...and Pogues"

Holy hell, we know we have all the ohter Pogues reuniting with their parents after they get back home, so JJ being all alone at this house is actually so heartbreaking.

Jiara nation rise, it looks like Bracelet Touch™ takes place at the empty Maybank house I'm not well.

"Some people with everything..."

Why are season 3's always everyones haircut season in shows like what is the source of this phenomenon?

But Rafe and Barry with the key

This hiding job is on par with JJ throwing pew pillows over it in the church.

Although, kind of think this is them getting ready to try and melt the cross down (which makes me so beyond furious), because off to the side you see the lighter fluid and the muffin tins, then later there's shots of gold.

"...and some with nothing."

The DIVIDE. I actually love the dynamic of Kooks vs Pogues heating up and the two cultures that try and exist on a very small island together. Especially since this season seems to be Kiara centric, her whole identity being called into question about where she falls I NEED IT.

I cannot even begin to express how sad I am that we're probably going to get approximately 3 seconds of them hanging out on Poguelandia because look at them!!! Let them be happy!!!

"That's the way it's always been."

SDHCULAISUEHLWAG JIARA FISHING ISNT JUST A MONTAGE I REPEAT JIARA FISHING WILL NOT JUST BE A MONTAGE.

I LOVE HER SO MUCH YES BABE GO FISHING!!!

Pope and Cleo making a signal fire together. Looks like that scene from the teaser of them walking in the field was probably them trying to scout out a good spot for it.

Jarah B looking fine as hell John B I know that bandana is your father's but i cannot even begin to imagine how disgusting it is at this point I'm sorry-

IM BEING SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS!!!!

I feel like both this shot and the previous one are them being saved by the plane that lands.

(@whitetrashjj the mullet truther, your time has come).

"Until now."

This may be my favorite John B set up narration so far.

Also, like I said, them getting rescued by the plane. Kiara looks almost hesitant? Could be the same shot as above where her and JJ aren't too sure about this plane or the people on it.

MMMMMMMM VERY concerning JJ bike crash. Pope and Cleo (or maybe Kie?) in the back of the truck with a crate.

Okay this is SO intereting to me because Ward with blood all over himself (whatelse is new?), Rafe, and Sarah helping him? I can't tell what's in his hand. But the family dynamics this season are goign to be somehow even messier, I can feel it.

Kiara getting kidnapped and taken to wilderness camp, I'm so not ready for this like. It's for sure the Carrera house in the back, the two shirts say Kitty Hawk Adventure.

For a long time, we all thought this was going to be something they ended the season on, but now it seems like it'll be a plot point in the middle. Thanks to @sun-undone and her unhinged costuming documents, we know that this yellow halter top is after the Carrera anniversary party we got BTS from (with the Jiara gate fight and John B rocking Topper's shit and Mike's "see, this is what I'm talking about, JJ"). We know Kie is seen later witht he Pogues, so Blue Ridge may be a quick, one episode plot mid season.

If they've been holding Blue Ridge over her head the whole season, then John B beating the shit out of Topper at the party is sort of the last straw, I cannot een begin to imagine the fight that he and JJ will have about it????

JJ and Kiara INSIDE the Chateau and a fire being lit OUTSIDE? If someone's trying to burn the house down witht hem trapped inside there will be heLL TO PAY.

IF THE CHATEAU GETS BURNED DOWN IM COMING FOR THE PATES I STG DON'T DO THIS TO ME WHY DO I FEEL LIKE IT WOULD BE MY CHILDHOOD HOME BURNING KJDFLAIUDHFAL??????

I know that Cline talked about having to mentally take Sarah to some very dark places this season and this shot just confirms my theory that I seriously think Sarah's going to kill someone and deal with the emotional consequences of that.

I want this to be feral JJ so badly after Kiara's taken, but, sadly, he's not in the right outfit. Not the first time we've seen machete!JJ though.

We saw this shot in the teaser, but looks like they're climbing up an abandoned elevator shaft. They're in their clothes they have on get reunited with Kie. I think it's from the same abandoned hotel the Pogues (minus Kiara, probably because they're going to save her) are in front of in a different shot.

Andd here it is: the new plot of the season and confirmation they're going after fucking EL DORADO NEXT LIKE.

Important to note this is shot on a plane as well.

Oh the Twinkie, how I missed you.

oh look they remembered a mom besides Anna this season WHY MY EYES WET LIKE THESE REUNIONS ALSO WHILE JJ IS COMPLETELY ALONE. HEYWARD, ADOPT HIM YOU COWARD!

Kiara's relationship with her parents is so askjhfailsuh COMPLICATED because I think they really do love her. And she wants more than anything for them to understand her and they just keep missing each other.

"My father and me..."

This shot is very aesthetically pleasing to me. That's all I have to say about it.

YEAH OKAY AND THEN I STARTED FUCKING WEEPING BECAUSE THIS?????? I CANT BELIEVE THEY PUT BABY JOHN B IN THE TRAILER?????

If they only do baby Sarah and Baby John B I will do something so drastic-

"...the treasure was our way out."

The way he's looking at his father? Like the pride in his eyes? I know this relationship is going to sting so badly with the way the Pates have talked about John B having to reconcile the idealized version of his father in his head with the one that left him for gold.

This is a kid that hasn't been hurt by the world or his father yet and I wanna hug him.

(post will be continues apparently i can only up load 30 images at once)

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The Pogues in Season 3 of Outer Banks