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[devlsbackbone]

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM PALAYE ROYALE’S ALBUM FEVER DREAM:

(  i will update as songs / the album is released  )

tw for drug abuse mention, abuse mention, suicidal thoughts

PUNCHING BAG:

“go on, make my day.”

“go get high on my mistakes.”

“give me more complaints.”

“you’re real i’m just a fake.”

“i’m so glad i can be your punching bag.”

“bought me and they sold me.”

“no i’m all used up.”

“i can do whatever you want.”

“go ahead and slap me, if it makes you happy.”

“use and abuse me till i’m gone.”

“if you want me, come and take me.”

“because i love the way you hate me.”

“you bled me dry.”

“my soul has died.”

“you built me up to fall.”

“someone save me because i feel like i’m fucking dying.”

NO LOVE IN LA:

“lookin’ at her nose but the shit don’t blow right.”

“you can change your face but the pain won’t go away.”

“addicted to the fame, but the fame is momentarily reality.”

“the creeps are crawling up to the doorways.”

“they’re dying to find out what’s inside.”

“the creepy are always posting their photos to show off what they’re lacking inside.”

“there is no such thing as love in la.”

“plastic people don’t got nothin to say.”

“they’re judging me.”

“i’m judging you.”

“we ain’t got nothing else to do.”

“livin on melrose, in motel rooms.”

“up all night drinkin’.”

“and the demon’s comin till i see shit.”

“on a private jet but you can’t afford your rent.”

“gettin high with fake friends cuz that’s all you got.”

“i’m late for my own premiere.”

“maybe i should leave, my dear.”

“i don’t feel a thing out here.”

“it seems to me that the demons of the city want to keep me here.”

PARANOID:

“all the things that i once feared.”

“all the friends i thought i knew.”

“all the people i outgrew.”

“all the nights i wasted tears.”

“all the disappearing years.”

“for a while i was in denial.”

“my mother’s least favorite child.”

“all these fucking voices in my head.”

“tell me i’m not good enough for them.”

“they just leave me paranoid.”

“got me feelin insecure again.”

“every stupid word i said.”

“every night i toss and turn.“

“am i ever gonna learn?”

“everyone should quiet down.”

“i just wanna tune you out.”

“i can’t escape my thoughts, are they real or dreams?”

“sirens in my head.”

“paranoia screams.”

“i don’t feel alone.”

“are they watching me?”

“are you watching me?”

“i don’t know if i can survive.”

[devlsbackbone]

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  nsfw  prompts ,  separated  by  quotes   &   acts .   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one  who  posted  the  meme .  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts  )

       →  WORDS .

❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

         →  ACTIONS .

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . ❛  mirror .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  front  of  a  mirror . ❛  deny .   to  deny  my  muse  an  orgasm . ❛  distance .   to  have  [ phone / video ]  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  playlist .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  while  music  is  playing . ❛  paw .   to  fondle  my  muse’s   [ chest  /  ass ] . ❛  wall .   to  pin  my  muse  against  a  wall . ❛  table .   to  hoist  my  muse  onto  a  [ table  /  counter ] . ❛  clothed .   to  make  my  muse  come  while  fully  dressed . ❛  finger .   to  finger  my  muse . ❛  oral .   to  give  my  muse  oral . ❛  fervent .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  after  a  fight . ❛  distraction .   to  rile  my  muse  up  during  a  film . ❛  mark .   to  leave  marks  on  my  muse  [  optional :  specify where  ] . ❛  tie .   to  use  restraints  on  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  throat .   to  choke  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  sparring .   for  sparring  to  turn  into  sex . ❛  toys .   to  use  toys  [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ]  on  my  muse . ❛  imagery .   to  send  my  muse  a  risque  photo . ❛  drag .   to  pull  my  muse  closer  by  a  piece  of  clothing . ❛  tear .   to  tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛  shower .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  the  [ shower / bath ] . ❛  sneaky .   to  sneak  away  from  a  gathering  to  have  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  beg .   to  make  my  muse  beg . ❛  carnal .   to  [ scratch / bite ]  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  preoccupied .   to  rile  my  muse  up  as  they  [ read / work ] . ❛  jealous .   to  purposefully  make  my  muse  react  possessively . ❛  dare .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  based  off  a  dare . ❛  read .   to  re-enact  something  from  a  [ book / show / porn ]  with  my  muse . ❛  collapse .   to  break  a  bed  during  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  caught .   to  get  caught  with  my  muse  during  sex .

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

“you do care.” theon mumbles turning to look her deep in the eye. he was always this stern, always this dark and all together confusing to talk to. but he likes it this way. he always has. and as he wipes a thumb over his bottom lip he smirks. “you obviously love the little prick, and you were a huge fan of the band. i happen to know from social media that our falling out is a very big topic of discussion. and i am not hiding anything.”

he shouldn’t scare her away before he got a gym buddy. but he couldn’t help it. he raises a brow and waves her to the door. “of course i know your name. we live together.”

while johnny had gone on and on about TANTRUM’s FRONTMAN, imitating bits and pieces of apollo’s stage presence, gretchen could always find a hundred reasons why the guitarist, always so cool and controlled, was more enthralling. unfortunately, it was less fun in person. “i wasn’t that huge of a fan?” she mutters, rolling her eyes. “i had my own rockstar boyfriend to stan.”

still, it’s very tempting--- no. he should be the one tempted? she follows his gesture, but stops after a few step to bend to tie her shoes, making a point to take her time. she might be rusty flirting, but she still looked good. purposefully slowly, she stands back up to her full height with a small smirk. “you’ve barely spoken to me before?”

[devlsbackbone]

❛ i’m replaceable. you’re not. ❜ (gretchen)

          he was going to give her an ulcer, or grey hair or--- “you’re not replaceable! don't say that!” and now here she was, in hospital, beside the bed of another oded rockstar. but apollo was her brother, and she could never give up on him ( as if she had ever really given up johnny either. a tear slips past her lashes and she doesn’t bother to wipe it away. she’s just glad he’s finally awake. “you have to eat your jello and drink your water because i need you around, okay? i need you, apollo. i just got you?”

[devlsbackbone]

&. 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐱 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  enemies  to  lovers?  slow  burns?  say  no  more.  various  sentence  starters  for  all  your  hero  x  villain  ship  needs.  )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ you can’t do this for me. i won’t let you. ❜

❛ it’s not for you. it’s not a favor. it’s the cruelest thing i could do. ❜

❛ i warn you. i’ll break your heart. ❜

❛ i know you better than you know yourself. ❜

❛ i’m replaceable. you’re not. ❜

❛ i hope to be the one you break your rules for. ❜

❛ why am i so fascinated by you? ❜

❛ when i watch the world burn, all i think about is you. ❜

❛ your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely. ❜

❛ whatever you do. you’re still my family. ❜

❛ we could be the greatest team the world has ever seen. ❜

❛ how many times are we going to keep meeting like this? ❜

❛ i just wish i could protect you from everything. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ sleep. i’ll fight the bad dreams off if they come to get you. ❜

❛ you know, they’re going to use the things you love against you. ❜

❛ truth is, i didn’t expect to get this attached to you. ❜

❛ you frustrate me incredibly. ❜

❛ love me like my demons do. ❜

❛ thinking of you is a poison i drink often. ❜

❛ please don’t make me do this. ❜

❛ don’t do anything stupid until i get back. ❜

❛ you protect what you love. ❜

❛ my heart scares you and a gun doesn’t? ❜

❛ you bandaged my wound with one hand, and held a knife in the other. ❜

❛ you save everyone, but who saves you? ❜

❛ you kill me and you accomplish nothing. your world as you know it will end. ❜

❛ all we do together is make love or fight. ❜

❛ i love the way your eyes light up when someone says ‘it might be dangerous’. ❜

❛ when is a monster not a monster? when you love it. ❜

❛ it’s pathetic really, how much i hope it’s me and you in the end. ❜

❛ you were right. you break everything you touch. ❜

❛ i would destroy myself to fix you. ❜

❛ i’m not going to kill you. you don’t deserve that. ❜

❛ that’s how you want me, isn’t it? desperate, jealous, and willing to kill for you. ❜

❛ i’m sorry you’re afraid of being alone. ❜

❛ they made you into a weapon, and told you to find peace. ❜

❛ i wasn’t there for you when you needed me, and i’m sorry. ❜

❛ ‘all right’ is not a term anyone would use to describe you. ❜

❛ just like old times, huh? ❜

❛ then we fight. together. ❜

❛ oh, i’ve missed this! ❜

❛ i know you. you’re me. ❜

❛ i’ve seen who you are under the mask. ❜

❛ i should kill you. why can’t i kill you?! ❜

❛ i don’t know what i’d do if they hurt you. and that terrifies me. ❜

❛ the world doesn’t need someone like you. the world needs you. ❜

❛ bullet wounds don’t just miraculously heal overnight. ❜

❛ you were fighting to survive. i was fighting to win. ❜

❛ i wasn’t a person to you, i was a weapon, and you needed me to work. ❜

❛ you’re pulling your punches. ❜

❛ i wish things were different between us. ❜

❛ don’t scare me like that. i thought i lost you. ❜

❛ don’t you die on me. ❜

❛ you’re so bad at this. it’s cute. ❜

❛ they don’t know you like i know you. ❜

❛ i broke my rules for you. doesn’t that mean anything? ❜

❛ do you think i’d let anything happen to you? ❜

❛ if i told you about the darkness within me, would you still look at me as you are right now? ❜

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

“well your brother’s a little fucking cunt.” he stated looking away from her to grab a protein bar. no matter how hot she was, he couldn’t get over the little similarities to apollo. there was something bothersome to him when it comes to the idea of fucking around with the same eyes he once cares so much for.

but as he turns back to those curves he figures maybe hell over look it. “i smoke, gretchen. but i also go to the gym everyday of the week. i think i’ll be fine.”

that comment right there should be enough to turn her off from this whole, very bad idea.instead she just snorts lightly and rolls her eyes. “is everything a pissing contest between you two? actually, don’t answer that. i don’t really care.” except she does, very much so. she was practically obsessed with the friendship between tantrums singer and guitarist. but she knew neither of them would give her the real story.

“wow. you actually know my name? i’m flattered.” she was, actually, her smile growing even if she didn’t want it to. “fine, just don’t overwork your lungs. my favorite songs are the ones where you sing.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

he took a swig of his water bottle and turned to finally look her up and down. she was hot. he found himself wondering what the fuck is wrong with johnny faust more often than not. he really fucked up something there. anyway. he was done checking her out.

“obviously you.” he stated with a deadpan stare. who else would he be talking to? she stands there and looks so spaced out, like all those groupies. maybe he made a mistake. “i can keep up, don’t worry about me. but yeah, i’ll spot you.”

god. does he have to be so fucking blunt? she hasn’t had to flirt in years--- especially not with her coed celebrity crush. but fuck it. she’s brilliant and hot and apollo isn’t here. he was checking her out just a second ago, she can recover.

“i’ve seen you smoking after your shows? i’m not so sure you could catch up to me?” she teases, raising her eyebrows as her eyes scan his frame like she’s debating whether he really is worth her time. “you know my brother’s going to be upset with me for this.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:​

he made his way through the bus and stopped by the small kitchenette near the door. the tank top fits him just right, he knew he would make some sort of commotion. but wasn’t that what he wanted?

he’s filling his water bottle from a large blue brita filter when he finally acknowledges apollo’s sister. he doesn’t bother to look up at all. but he’s clearly speaking to her. “gym?”  

excuse her as she tries not to drool. GOD. theon ross really is the be-all and end-all of her type ( let alone fantasies ), isn’t he? but apollo hates him now, so she really should try, at least, to be a good sister and keep her eyes to herself. 

but then again--- wouldn’t you know it but she is already dressed in her best gym shark set when he poses the question of her dreams. “me?” obviously you, gretchen! she fumbles for a smooth recovery and twirls her hair twirls her ponytail around her finger flirtatiously. “i could be down. can you keep up with me? i need a good spotter.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

his brow raises. so she knew his whole name. he shouldn’t be so surprised, considering he’s a famous musician. but it still took him back slightly. “see that’s where you’re wrong.” he chuckles darkly at her. “when you came up to me just now, you were interested in fucking. but if you want to stand here and pretend, sure.”

she can’t help but roll her eyes at him, at his whole assumption. “i wanted to tell my favorite guitarist that he was great,” gretchen replies with a scoff, her jaw clenching. as much as she lusted after theon ross, she was still just a good girl deep down. she could never do hookups. she got too attached. “wanting you to do unholy things to me was unrelated. i don’t kiss on the first date.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

god, his eyes flutter close at the first feeling of his lips against his own. this was too good. every inch of river’s body seemed to burn under this man’s touch. ODD. that didn’t usually happen? the boy laughs as chester pulls away, it’s cheerful. bright almost. “only if you promise to make me beg and cry, love?”

chess lennox has never been an epitome of self-control, and the lingering sweetness of the desserts they’ve been sharing on the photographer’s lips only eggs him on. he tastes like sugar and chess only wants more, deepening the kiss before river can pull away, brushing his tongue languidly along the seam of his lips. drawing back far enough to speak again is an unwanted chore. “i’ll only make you cry out of ecstacy, love,” he murmurs, mouth pulling into a grin at river’s laugh. “but you can beg all you want. though right now i’m afraid we’d miss out on your beloved drama if i had you. don’t we want to see if magda will slap him?”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

theon felt the tap and sighs. another girl looking for attention from the tantrum guitarist. he was getting really tired of all of this bullshit fake attention. or maybe he was just projecting. didn’t he start this band for a reason? “i didn’t ask.” he glances back at her and takes another long drink from his beer. “i know you got cheated on, sucks darling. but trust me when i say, i don’t want johnny faust’s ex in my bed tonight.” not to mention apollo’s sister.

“excuse me?” okay, she’s definitely WAY TOO HOT TONIGHT TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. brown eyes widen for a moment before narrowing into a glare. how fucking presumptious. “listen, theon kenneth ross. wildly enough, not every fan of yours wants to sleep with you.” of course she wanted to sleep with him. she’s wanted to sleep with him since she saw his photo years ago. “i’m out of your league.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

“and i do too?” he mused playfully leaning into the other man. he loved the entire vibe of chester. from his body to his accessories. he screamed dom with good intentions. river loved boys with good intentions. they broke the easiest. “i want to break your heart as many times as you’d let me, beautiful.”

river leans in and chess can’t help himself. he tugs his chin closer, brushing his lips against river’s tantalizingly softly. fuck, he has soft lips. this will be too much fun. “i guess we’ll see who breaks first, love? i imagine you’ll sound even better than i do when you shatter for me.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

the guitarist leaned up against the bar top. his back to the loud music and disgusting amount of people all craning to get a look at him. couldn’t they all just fuck off for five minutes? he was just trying to get a drink between gigs. but as soon as the beer was placed in front of him, he felt the tap on his shoulder. his head whipped back, he recognized her instantly. sure he knew it was apollo’s new sister. so all that came out was. “johnny’s ex.” he took a sip of his beer and smirked. “thank you, glad you had a good time, love.” and he turned back to the bar.

gretchen prides herself on being nice, even after what she’s been put through. she really would have let the rockstar drink his beer in peace after he turned his back to her, even if the rejection stung. BUT she taps on his shoulder again. “i’m not just johnny faust’s ex? i don’t associate with him anymore.” SHE’S TOO HOT TONIGHT TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. “if you know i’m his ex you know why.”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

a cheshire grin spread across his lips. the idea of river fucking him? god, WOW. he really liked that. VERY MUCH. “well next time you find yourself unable to sleep, call me? i’ll help you take care of it.” and that makes him laugh. break his heart? river didn’t believe in that shit. all that crying and throwing love at someone. bullshit. he’d turn around chess’ ideology. “and i don’t know if you noticed this, mate. but i’m a pretty hot twink.”

ringed fingers linger on the photographer’s chin, and chess so subtly steps forward, too. it’s not like the bands will notice anyway, they’re far too busy with the lead singers. “i hope i’ll be struck by some insomnia tonight then?” he should be a bit worried at how much he already likes the boy, but it’s fine, right? he knows not to expect this kid to ever love him back. “you’re a gorgeous twink, lovey. you want to break my heart? mean?”

[devlsbackbone]

it’s probably obvious that she’s staring, right? shit. she should stop that. but it’s theon ross. how does she stop herself from staring at theon ross? fuck it. okay. gretchen finally brings the shotglass in front of her to her lips and slings back the whiskey in one gulp and does it. she steps closer to the guitarist and taps him on the shoulder. “theon? hi! hi, i’m gretchen. apollo’s sister. i just— i wanted to say you were great today.”

@misdcmeanours

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

river is going to fuck him. he decided this the minute the man bit down into the small dessert resting between his fingers. what else could he do with that mouth? anyway. he smiles bright and wipes his hands on a tablecloth. “you’re right. i’ve given him head under a table in much riskier places.” and he gave a wink signifying he’d do the same for chess. “who wouldn’t fuck theon? have you seen theon?”

river’s smile is beautiful, really. chess already knew this, but he’s gratified to get another from the boy. he can’t help himself, reaching out to tap his chin playfully. “now you’re going to keep me up at night with that thought?” yes river, he catches your meaning and cracks a crooked grin of his own. “i wouldn’t. not my type? i like twinks. slightly less likely to break my heart”

[devlsbackbone]

misdcmeanours​:

river chuckled deep and grabbed a little key lime pie. fuck he loved miniaturized foods. “naomi? yeah i saw. you’re lucky she didn’t disappear under the table. i’ve seen that happen far too many times. i’m scarred.” he chopped down before offering the other half of the pie to chess. “like apollo would pick naomi may bailey over magda lourdes. he’d be stupider than he looks.”  

he bends forward, going out of his way to take the miniature pie from river’s hands with his teeth with a charming wink as he straightened back up. “i highly doubt something as tame as head under a table would scar you, lovey.” at his next words chess only shoves his hands deep into his pockets. “magda’s going to chose for him if he keeps playing with her. she’s not stable. she’ll fuck theon. bet.”