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Quick update, life has sucked this week (don't recommend working in education the first weeks of the academic year) but I'm hoping to get back to The Intimacies of Being Loved soon :)

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In honour of a new short yesterday ...

The Intimacies of Being Loved

Part 4 of my post-Apology Tour Stolitz fixit!

It was time to start trying to be somewhat functional demons and maybe, eventually, they'd have a relationship strong enough to ... Well, be an actual relationship.

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I just had a look at my AO3 stats for this year and OMG WTF

For a writer who's barely managed to write a word for about 7 years ... I'm blown away by the fact an animated show about demons in Hell reawakened my creative muses AND so many people have enjoyed what I've written, as obvious as my writing rust is to me.

I'm just in absolute awe.

Thank you 😍

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It's over :(

There's always an end to every conversation.

There was hope. Real, actual hope in his heart.

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We're almost at the end :(

Stolas and Blitz have dinner in the rain.

They still had some time. A whole future, maybe.

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Blitz and Stolas start to talk about historic things.

‘How about … one of us talks, and the other listens – no interruptions – until we’re done?’ ‘You think I’m good at shit like that?’

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It was funny.

Blitz and Stolas had spent so many hours in bed together that they should be comfortable with each other. They’d seen each other exposed, naked and spread. They’d bitten, sucked, licked, fucked every single point they could on each other – well, almost – but right now, stood staring at each other in the room, neither knew what to say or do.

AKA. Blitz and Stolas actually start to talk for the first time since Verosika's party.

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So ummmmmm

Tears did a bad thing and put another cliffhanger. But they are finally in the same room ...?

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It's almost time.

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first ever triple date night <33

— the three hottest couples in hell

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I deserve a place in Hell with my beloved demons. I've put them through enough shit ...

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Chapter Six ...

I start you off with disappointment. Sorry? 😅

Someone answers Blitz's knock.

This was an enormously stupid idea. Like, catastrophically stupid. Absolutely mind-fucking unbelievably stupid. End of all creation stupid.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57530167/chapters/147421573

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I'm just going to celebrate last night's new Helluva Boss short with a new Helluva Boss long chapter ...

Featuring: Stolas, rehab, and tiny little gremlins dancing on spiked hooves behind your eyes.

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Totally not a Tears setting up misdirection straight after setting up trauma. Noooooooope.

Anyway. Blitz is going to get coffee. There's cream, flirtation, and old ... Friends?

Chapter 4 is out now!

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One thing about me is I suffer from depression and when it's dark, I really struggle.

A few months ago I found a spoken word poetry who captured a lot of my feelings in a few of her poems. I ended up buying one of her books that doubled as a self-help journal.

Reading back through some earlier pages now ... I'm feeling very Stolas coded 🤔

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Mwahahahaha.

Setting up a heartbreaking storyline? Me? The one who signs off her work as TEARS? NEVER ...

But you should totally think about getting tissues ready for this :)

Stolas decides on a plan of action.

He probably should have considered it some time ago, but life had a funny way of making other plans for him.

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I have a new chapter for you all!

"The Message"

In which Blitz learns to count.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57530167/chapters/146606353#workskin

Hellooooo

I do be back with more Stolitz angst for you all :)

Continuing with my post-apology tour headcanon of how Stolitz may end up reconnecting ... The Adoration of Second Chances!

Summary:

On the first day, after he finally returned from the emotion-filled trap that Fizz had sprung, Blitz did … absolutely nothing.

On the first day, waking with an alcohol-fuelled headache and reeking of the human world, Stolas started something.

He wanted to reach out, but he wasn’t ready yet. He wanted to reach out, but he wasn’t able to yet.

One day. One day, they would be ready.