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SMALLVILLE | 4.22 'COMMENCEMENT' Jensen Ackles as Jason Teague

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Chester Bennington as Evan in Saw 3D: The Final Chapter (2010)

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Happy birthday Costas Mandylor (September 3, 1965) 🎂💝

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i need to be the most fuckable person in this saw trap

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chainshipping? coffinshipping? that’s a sawtuationship

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Buck taking grainy, zoomed-in pictures of every single helicopter he sees and sending them to Tommy like “dis u babe? 🥰”

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“a three day old baby” and jack had the power, SINCE BIRTH, to wipe out the entire human race. After a lifetime of fighting for your life against different monsters, youre bound to be weary/fearful of the literal son of satan. and to just write off everything dean went through, not even talking about him as an adult, but just as a kid, as “sam eating his lucky charms” is crazy lmao. “hes physically abused cas and sam” there is an entire scene where castiel brutally beats dean up to the point where he begs him to stop. the show literally starts with sam and dean mutually fighting, theyre brothers its what they do lmao. those three main characters hit on each other equally throughout the show, but yeah lets ignore all of that and just focus on every bad thing dean winchester ever did. hes not a damaged adult who went through hell as a little kid having to proctect and provide for his little brother since the age of 4 after seeing his own mother die and having his father neglect him afterwards, only for him to grow up and be the vessel of michael, meaning he had even more weight on his shoulders having to deal with his little brother, the man he raised, being the vessel of lucifer, making them sworn enemies after everything they went through together, never having any time to heal, process, grieve, or learn healthy ways to express himself cause he was too busy cleaning up after sam and saving the world. thats definitely not his character, hes simply just a monster, right?

It's been a while since I watched Supernatural, so don't take my opinions as gospel or anything. But I think Dean is self-hating to the point of narcissism in some ways. Don't get me wrong, I empathise with Dean and understand why fans largely do too. But his self-loathing warps his perception and becomes the centre of EVERYTHING and at times that really has ripple effects on those around him - particularly Sam.

Take their childhood, Sam has a right to mourn the fact that he didn't get a normal childhood. He's allowed to be angry that he didn't get a home, a present father, a stable community, and consistent education. But whenever Sam attempts to express his complicated feelings about his childhood, Dean immediately interprets it as ' oh I was supposed to look out for you. Are you saying I failed? Are you confirming I'm worthless?' which grinds the conversation to a complete halt. Because of Dean's intense self-criticism, Sam can never really be 100% honest with him or ask for support with his own issues, especially regarding their childhood. As anything outside of 100% gratitude just becomes another stick for Dean to beat himself with, and the conversation is immediately derailed.

Not only does Deans self-hatred mean that Sam's expression of his own experiences are pretty consistently shut down. In some ways, I think Dean strips Sam of his autonomy - he's so self-loathing, he sees every decision Sam makes as being about/a reaction to him. A good example of this is Stanford. Rather than understanding Stanford for what it was, an attempt by Sam to carve out a better life from himself and escape hunting. Dean views it as betrayal or abandonment, some re-affirmation of his own belief that he's not worth caring about. Rather than understanding it's a rejection of hunting, he sees it as Sam rejecting him. To Dean, Sam isn't attempting to find a better life, he's punishing the family.

Overall, it's interesting that people largely and rightfully sympathise with Dean due to his self-hatred. However, I don't see as much discussion about how his self-hatred doesn't just hurt him, it hurts those he's close to, as it colours his interpretation of their every action. Dean's self-loathing is always the biggest thing in the room and that has consequences.

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SAW SHORT FILM (2003) ON MY CRT TV

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Another poll because I have an idea, that wouldn't leave my head ever since

Pintshipping week?

Okay so.

I really would love to create a Pintshipping week challenge(?)

Basically everyday for a week you have a given prompt, and you can do whatever creative thing you want with it. (Fanfic, art or whatever.)

I would share the list of prompts a month in advance, so you don't really have to do it during the challenge week (you can do it earlier and post it during the week)

I am not planning any specific dates yet, since I don't know if I will make it yet (probably in April/may)

But just to ask you

Would you take part in that (I would feel stupid doing it alone tbh....)

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KEEP HOPE ALIVE😷😷😷😷

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It was Hoffman

Hoffman shat in the Saw 2004 toilet

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so we all know and love 'KILLING IS DISTASTEFUL!! …to me' but here are some other comedy gold moments from Saw V that I hold very dear

Strahm saying "fuck you" to a dead body

him getting Sawtrapped immediately after he ignores being told to stay put

"Peewee... shit."

one of the guys in the elevator shaking his head in disapproval when Hoffman blocks the way (actually Hoffman getting more and more nervous through that entire scene is pretty funny)

when John pulls the syringe out of Hoffman's neck and it makes a blade sound effect

"Relax!" "I AM FUCKING RELAXED!"

"What sort of shady shit have you been up to, hm?" "I'm a senior VP for a real estate development company." "So you're boring too" (and Brit's little :/ face when she hears that)

Charles says that he works for The Herald like he expects a Pulitzer any day and Mallick just goes "That's a massive accomplishment? You work for a gossip rag?" (get him <3)

when Luba tells Mallick to get in the bathtub that will very much kill him if he does and he says "Yeah, I'm more of a shower guy"

(actually, what the fuck kind of swamp sludge bath bomb did Hoffman put in that tub to make the water look that gross? I wouldn't get in there either even if it wasn't a Saw trap)

Brit stabbing Luba and clearly not giving a single fuck that she just killed someone

Hoffman solemnly saying "Nobody made it" and immediately hearing "We got a live one!"

Paul just no-selling Hoffman attacking him during his kidnapping (get him <3)

John recording his last message to Jill in his Jigsaw robe

this exchange when Brit and Mallick realize they screwed themselves over by killing off the others during their test: "Oh, whoops..." "Big fucking whoops"

genuinely my favorite Saw movie ever

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Tom Hardy as John Janovec in BAND OF BROTHERS | 2001

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FUCKKKK