Bianca. Degrassi. Blue polo. Taken. Mine. Best friend. Kitty Cat. Superman. Fish Pits. New bad bitch. Lumberjack. Story Tracker bitches lurking ooc; I'm not Alicia Josipovic. I'm just a roleplayer! I rarely go out of character so don't expect it. Thank you, Kelsey, for my incredible banner. :)
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I haven't logged onto this account in a few months and haven't actually roleplayed on it in a year, but I figured I would come pay homage to a very lovely character in drabble form. I don't watch the show anymore but I did watch the episode so I could at least get it right. Sad day.
A breathless gasp shaped cherry red lips into a wide 'O' and her brow creased as she stared ahead at the wall. Clearly she was hearing things. Audra's voice was still going on the other end but she couldn't focus on it. Her stomach was twisting into millions of tiny knots and it felt empty and sick all at the same time, meanwhile her legs were beginning to feel more and more like jelly which forced her to sink down into the nearest chair.
"Bianca."
The voice brought her back to reality and she shook her head, tentatively pressing her cell phone back to her ear. "I'll be over soon," was all she told Audra before a shaky finger fumbled to end the call.
Audra's voice played in her head over and over, like a broken record that she would do anything to stop.
He didn't make it.
"No..." She unknowingly mumbled the word aloud and she stood up from the wooden dining room chair. Her hand raised up and pressed against her chest, like this would soothe the ache she felt in the pit of it. She knew she had to get this out soon, before she went to be with his family, with Drew. They would need her to be strong, not a blubbering mess.
Her fingers curled around the fabric of her shirt where it rested on her chest and she sank back down to the chair, unbidden tears streaming from her eyes. Her chin quivered and she kept the inside of her lower lip close to her teeth, to keep from fully crying. She knew that once she started it would be next to impossible to stop.
Slowly, her fingers uncurled from her now slightly wrinkled blouse and they moved up to cover her eyes. Several moments of darkness consumed her before she was able to calm her breathing, but it did nothing for the erratic beat of her heart.
Adam, whom she'd once treated like dirt, had become, against all odds, one of her best friends; and she was very well aware of the bond he held with Drew. Unable to sit alone in her aunt's home for much longer, she grabbed her car keys, stopping just in front of the front door.
"Adam..." The name came out in a whisper, but in her head it was as loud as a freight train rattling past; and it packed a punch that felt much like a knife to the chest.
She knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that she would never forget him. He'd helped to change her life for the better. And, for now, the least she could do for him was to help his family in any way she could, as they had done for her.
Especially Drew.
#bianca desousa#adam torres#drabble#drew torres#sad sad day#this gave me all sorts of bianca muse#degrassi
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immygen replied to your post: I havent logged on to this account since the RPG...
omg i love you
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I haven't logged on to this account since the RPG died and now I feel really sad, way to go me.
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Boo.
Come over after?
she’s watching me ):
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I wasn't earlier. I'm just gonna shutup. I think I'm wording things weird or something.
If you were trying to pick a fight, you were at fault just as much as I was. I tend to come off honest.
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You could always sneak out and come watch one with me?
desousaxbianca replied to your post: my mom just turned on twilight… and oh, she…
Awwww. Gotta love Audra. ;)
not right now -_-
i hate this movie.
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Last night, maybe a little. Earlier? Not at all.
I think I come off as sounding like a super bitch sometimes because that's what everyone was always so used to. Haha. It comes naturally I guess? I'm trying to work on it. Plus I tend to stay sarcastic.
I don't know, it just sounded like you were sort of trying to pick a fight earlier. Sorry.
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I'm good. Bored. Trying to stay in my boyfriend's best friend's good graces. ;P
desousaxbianca replied to your post: Just don’t worry about it.
Playing cards. Haha.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but I’m pretty positive you were at the party too…
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Dude I'm serious. Are you okay? Bad mood?
desousaxbianca replied to your post: Just don’t worry about it.
Playing cards. Haha.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but I’m pretty positive you were at the party too…
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I was. I'm just saying, it doesn't look like it's gonna happen anytime soon. I wasn't trying to be a bitch about it lumberjack.
desousaxbianca replied to your post: Just don’t worry about it.
Playing cards. Haha.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but I’m pretty positive you were at the party too…
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It's my auntie's birthday so I'll be in and out all day.
Text me if you wanna get a hold of me!
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See ya soon.
Yea, sure. I’ll head over soon.
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My place? My auntie's still at work for the next few hours.
I’m thinking that’s the case.
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